I Can Die Happy Meaning Novels & Stories

Hindi manlang nagpasabi na darating s'ya ng maaga, edi sana nasa maayos akong state of mind bago s'ya batiin. Nakakahiya talaga! "I thougth magpapa-funeral na ako dahil hindi ka na humihinga. Mabuti na lang buhay ka pa pala, hindi masasayang ang pera." Natigilan ako. "P-Po?" Napakasalbahe naman nito. Hmp! "A-Ano pong ibig n'yong sabihin?" Naguguluhang sugid ko pa. "Naabutan lang naman kitang nakabulagta sa itaas kaninang madaling araw. I thought you're already dead."

Dagdag ko at agad akong tumakbo paakyat sa kwarto ko at doon nag kulong at umiyak If this is all I have to go through, I wish I had never been born. Hindi ko matanggap sa puso ko na ang sarili kong ama ang papatay sa kaisa isang kaligayahan ko, At kung gagawin niya yun hindi parin siya mag tatagumpay. We die, but not our love. Because it will remain alive in this cruel world.

Nanghihina siya at tila ayaw itong masaktan ng sobra kahit pa hinihingi na nito ang buhay niya. "Will you be happy if I die?" halos manakit ang lalamunan niya matapos itanong iyon. Bahagyang kumibot ang labi ng Ate Isabella niya. Bahagyang dumaan sa mga mata nito ang alinlangan pero mukhang namalikmata lang siya dahil tumikwas ang kilay nito. "That's really what I want. Pineke ko na nga ang pagkamatay ko para lang mawala ka sa mundo," sarkastikong sagot nito.

Unluckily, I won't see his smile because I can't open my eyes anymore at that time. I chuckled, a pain was so visible as I forcedly smiled as I thought of the reason, marahil iyun naman talaga ang katotohanan. He would be so happy seeing me lying down and lifeless, wouldn't he? Instead of tears, he'll just stare at me with his victorious smile.

The voice of my Father. Can I just go back there? Can I just stay by his side forever? Why can't I be happy that I'm alive? At this moment, I just want to die... gusto kong mamatay para makasama ko nalang siya.

Will it be tomorrow, the next day, next week, next year? Now that I’m old, I always think about it when the sun is setting. I don’t know if I’m still going to wake up the next day. But it doesn’t scare me anymore. I’m ready to die and I won’t have any regrets about dying because I’ve done everything that makes me happy. I lived long enough and I was content that I am able to make it this far. I’ve gone through a lot of struggles and pain but I’m happier than ever. That’s all it matters to me now. I want to die happy. And I feel like I’m ready to rest. I have no reasons to be unhappy now.

That’s when I realized, that he’s about to leave. It is true. We can’t tell exactly when we are going to lose our happiness, because just like anxiety, it will just trigger your being, or it can be like a weather, constantly changing and much uncertain when it is going to rain or when it’s going to be a sunny day. And the moment someone dies, the last person whose life was touched by them dies as well. That’s when I realized that it’s finer if I was being cheated, than to prepare a memorial service to your beloved partner.

I don't care what she does, even if she cries for a long time or even if she hurts our bodies. That's better because I don't have to live anymore, I'll just die. But that's not how I want my death, I'm going to die because I didn't kill myself. I will die because I really died, I don't want even my death to be defiled - Myself. That way, I died clean. Did nothing wrong to himself and just really died. What is my dream? I dream of disappearing from the world. To be gone, and stay away in this dark place.

music video, ctto) All my life, without a doubt I give you All my life, now and forever till the Day I die, you and I will share Oh God...I can't thank you enough for giving her back to me. Tears covered my eyes. Halos hindi ko na siya makita sa dami ng luha ko. Alam kong pagtatawanan ako ng mga kaibigan ko but who cares? Today I'm the happiest man. These are tears of joy. All the things this changing world can offer So I sing, I'd be happy just to

"You deserve to be happy," saad n'ya kaya ngumiti lang ako sa kanya. I don't know what happiness she's talking about, I'm happy by the fact that I have them. "You don't have to think about my happiness. I'm waiting for your happiness, Ivory."