I Can Die Happy Meaning 소설 & 이야기

Even though, wala pa ako sa mood magsaya, alam kong hindi gugustuhin ni Luxury na hindi ako magsaya. Her death will be in vain if I don’t find happiness because that’s what she wanted for me. She sacrificed herself, believing that at least one of us should be happy, knowing she would never find that happiness herself. But she deserved happiness, despite her struggles. Even after losing my children, I chose to seek light and find my joy. I owe it to her to live fully and embrace happiness, honoring her memory and ensuring her sacrifice was not in vain. By finding my happiness, I keep her spirit alive and turn her dream into reality.

I mean it. "Why?I am one hundred percent sure that they will be happy to see you dying because of the rich legacy they will receive," I said,confidently. Ngayon ay halata na ang inis at galit sa muka ni Dad, sobrang galit.At syempre ang baliw nyang asawa sa tabi nya ay halos manginig na ang buong katawan dahil sa galit. I will be glad to see her die because of anger.

So she heard me. "I want to taste the bitter sweet taste of death that you're saying, Nasty Dragunovv. I will live my life, watching my childrens grow. And die with satisfaction once they reached all of their goals. Everyone believes in the saying that everything's happening for a reason. From the day I was born upto this day, my only reason is to live. I won't fall in the same darkness like you're thinking, Nasty Dragunovv. I know nothing's gonna take my life away already. The Nothingness made me immortal completely." She turned around to face us. She was smiling genuinely wide as tears keeps streaming down her face.

I'm not scared to die but not the people close to my heart. "Be here in twenty or else someone will die today.” Then he ended the call. ___________________________ 02-12-2025

“Bakit po kayo ni Mama? Hindi naman kayo naging masaya, kasi hindi naman kayo nagkatuluyan.” “Who told you na hindi ako masaya? Na hindi masaya ang Mama mo? I am happy because you are here now. Your Mama had been happy because she had you. You were her life, Tori. Because of you, nawala na sa isip niya na nakulong siya sa isang bagay na hindi niya gusto. Because of you, her life had a meaning. Na hindi niya nakita before nung wala ka pa. Tori, happiness is a choice. So, if you want to be happy, you choose what makes you happy. You don’t have to forcefully shut that happiness out of your life…”

Because I think there's no other choice for me but to just die. I feel so dirty. I feel so unwanted. I feel so useless, my life is pointless. My mom was the only one who ever loved me and now that she's gone, who's gonna be there for me? The wind blew and I realized I just need to die to end this nightmare, this nightmare that I've been going through for years. If I die I will be free of this nightmare.

I added. “Be happy, don’t die. Give me more apo, okay? Maging masaya kayo, mga anak. Pakiusap ni Mama ‘yon, anak. Alam ko na susubukin kayo ng tadhana, pero piliin niyo palaging maging masaya, mga anak ko, maging masaya kayo,” Mama said, and she broke down.

"Do you think hindi na sila galit at tanggap na nila ang nangyari?" "I don't know, palangga. Pero pwede nating subukan." "Pa'no pag bugbugin ka ulit ni Papa? Or worse baka mapatay kana niya." "Okay lang, I'd die a happy man," I said, keeping myself from chuckling. "Bad ka! Iiwan mo kami ng baby natin?!" she softly whacked my shoulder. "Biro lang palangga. Syempre hindi mangyayari 'yan," I chuckled. "Minsan na akong muntik ng namatay. Ayaw ko ulit mangyari yun lalo na ngayon."

Hindi manlang nagpasabi na darating s'ya ng maaga, edi sana nasa maayos akong state of mind bago s'ya batiin. Nakakahiya talaga! "I thougth magpapa-funeral na ako dahil hindi ka na humihinga. Mabuti na lang buhay ka pa pala, hindi masasayang ang pera." Natigilan ako. "P-Po?" Napakasalbahe naman nito. Hmp! "A-Ano pong ibig n'yong sabihin?" Naguguluhang sugid ko pa. "Naabutan lang naman kitang nakabulagta sa itaas kaninang madaling araw. I thought you're already dead."

Dagdag ko at agad akong tumakbo paakyat sa kwarto ko at doon nag kulong at umiyak If this is all I have to go through, I wish I had never been born. Hindi ko matanggap sa puso ko na ang sarili kong ama ang papatay sa kaisa isang kaligayahan ko, At kung gagawin niya yun hindi parin siya mag tatagumpay. We die, but not our love. Because it will remain alive in this cruel world.