Novel & Cerita I Did Something Bad Lyrics

I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so, I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears That's why I need you to hear

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead. So complicated, look how big, you'll make it. Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game. It's enough! I've done all I can think of. Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same. Oh, pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel. Like you're less than fuckin' perfect. Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing. You're fuckin' perfect to me.

I feel fine and I feel good I feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for the final moment You'll say the words that I can't say. Baik Sasha maupun Raga sama-sama terdiam, meresapi lirik lagu yang cukup mengena di hati mereka masing-masing.

That I don't ever wanna be like you I don't wanna do the things you do I'm never gonna hear the words you say And I don't ever wanna I don't ever wanna be you Don't wanna be just like you What I'm saying is this is the anthem Throw all your hands up, you Don't wanna be you Tidak terasa sudah dua jam kami melampiaskan kebahagiaan kami dengan bernyanyi di dalam karaoke room ini sehingga membuat tenggorokanku sakit. Kami semua istirahat sejenak sebelum memutuskan untuk kembali ke apartemen.

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice To live inside a world that isn't black and white? I wonder what it's like to be my friends Hope that they don't think I forget about them I wonder, I wonder Right before I close my eyes The only thing that's on my mind Been dreaming that you feel it, too I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah I wonder what it's like I wonder what it's like to be loved by I wonder why I'm so afraid Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint I wonder, when I cry into my hands

April the 7th 7 April And nothing has changed Dan tidak ada yang berubah It's hard to get by Ini sulit melewatinya When you're still on my mind every day Ketika kamu masih di dalam pikiranku setiap hari Sometimes I question Kadang kala aku bertanya If you feel the same? Jika kamu merasakan hal yang sama Do we make stupid jokes? Apakah kita membuat lelucon bodoh? Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say Mencoba untuk menyembunyikan bahwa kita berdua terlalu takut untuk mengatakannya. ~~~ Setelah bait terakhir dinyanyikan terdengar suara pintu utama dibuka membuat Anasera spontan memutar stool, membalikan tubuhnya seratus delapan puluh derajat menghadap pintu.

Tapi sekarang semuanya terasa sulit, bayangan pria jahat itu membuatku tak bisa mengendalikan diri dari kenangan buruk yang menimpaku kemarin. Aku tak bisa mengenyahkannya meskipun aku sudah berusaha sekuat tenaga. Aku bahkan tak percaya ternyata alam bawah sadarku sudah dilukai sedalam ini. “Ini semua salahku, Fi. Mungkin aku terlalu terburu buru sampai kamu ketakutan.” Aku menggeleng cepat. Enggak, kamu enggak kayak gitu Mas! “Seharusnya aku bisa nahan diri—“

serunya, suaranya bergetar antara kemarahan dan ketakutan. Namun, Jeremiah hanya mengangkat bahu dengan santai. Sikapnya tak berubah sedikit pun. Ia bahkan terlihat lebih rileks dibandingkan sebelumnya. “Saya harap, Bapak tidak akan bertindak bodoh dengan memecat kami semua,” katanya, nada suaranya tetap datar, tetapi menyimpan ancaman yang tak terselubung. “Karena jika itu terjadi, siap-siap saja rekaman ini tersebar luas di internet. Dan kita berdua tahu apa yang akan terjadi selanjutnya, bukan?”

“Memang, karena itu aku berusaha membuat segalanya menjadi lebih semarak daripada memenuhi hidupku dengan tangis dan air mata.” “Ada banyak hal yang bisa kau lakukan padahal. Menjadi berandalan tidak membuat hidupmu lebih baik.” “Tidak, justru aku bersyukur menjadi seperti ini.” Karena dengan menjadi manusia buruk, aku jadi bisa bertemu dengan manusia baik sepertimu, Esther. ***