I Don't Like Novels & Stories

Kailangan ko mapag isip at maliwanagan kahit saglit. Siguro nya ay hindi ko mapipilit ang tao na gustuhin ako, I just can't understand why people hate you for no reason. I didn't do something bad to any of them, kaya hindi ko malaman bakit ganito sila sa akin. Dahil ba hindi ako mayaman at hindi ako pasok sa standard nila?

I hate doing that. I'm not sociable, I hate to socialize, I hate talking to everyone, I hate attention, and most of all? I love being alone. That's me. In my previous school I am a nobody, and it is not a big deal. There's no problem if I don't have friends, bestfriends, or whatever names you call it. It's fine with me, super fine.

sabi ko at tumalikod na para umalis. I hate this feeling. I really hate this feeling na kahit anong gawin ko, wala akong laban.

“Sige po. May iba pa po ba kayong ipag-uutos?” “Wala na...” Akmang tatalikod na si Antonia nang bigla akong nagpahabol. “Teka lang,” tawag ko sa kanya. “Yes po?” Bumaling siya pabalik sa akin. “Not to offend you... pero I d-don't like the smell of your perfume,” sabi ko nang may kaba sa boses. Naiilang man, kailangan kong sabihin. Hindi ko talaga ma-take ang amoy.

______ I donn’t like her, Daddy! I don’t like her, Daddy! I don’t like her . . . Hmm . . . Hmm . . . Hmmm . . . Pawisan, hinihingal at nanginginig ang buong katawan ko nang idilat ko ang aking mga mata. Napaupo ako at niyakap ko nang mahigpit ang aking mga binti. I’m sorry, I’m sorry . . . I’m so sorry . . . . ..

“I just don’t like him.” “Well, that makes me even more curious. You can’t just dislike someone without a reason.” With a groan, he glanced at Dylan. “Tigil-tigilan mo na ang pagiging tsismoso mo.” He chuckled. “Can’t help it. So should I make a guess?” “God, I want to kick you out of my car right now,” aniya. Hindi alam kung matatawa ba o maiinis lalo sa kaibigan.

Trip lang ba talaga niya akong ipakulong noon? Nakakagago kasi eh. Everyone would want the parents of their loved ones to like them. Pero ‘yong sa’kin? Imposible talagang magustuhan ako ni Don Miguel! As a matter of fact, it was hard to analyze his behavior when I didn’t even know the reason why he disliked me that much! Wala naman akong ginawang masama sa kanya. Minahal ko lang naman si Athena.

Kinikilig sila habang nanonood. "Ang gwapo talaga niya!" "Ang kisig niya!" "Grabe, nakakatakam ang kanyang ab*s!" Nanonood sila sa tv na pinapalabas ang isang commercial ng deodorant. Walang saplot pang- itaas ang binata kaya kitang - kita ang makisig nitong pangangatawan. "Idol ko talaga si Hunter!" "Ang gwapo niya talaga. Crush ko siya!"

Kunot noo kong sinundan siya ng tingin at inis na napasandal sa upuan ko. I don’t want to be friends with her. Yes, her personality is interesting pero hanggang doon na lang ‘yun. She’s not the right person I want to be friends with.

Para kasing ang babaw ng sentence. I don't know. Pakiramdam ko ay may kulang. Or baka sa mismong construction ng sentence ako naba-bother. Wala pa naman akong nakilalang tao na ayaw sa tunog ng orasan so far. It's just too childish to have this kind of dislike. But whatever it is, kailangan ko siyang kabisaduhin.