Novel & Cerita I'm Begging Begging You

You're fighting me off like a firefighter So tell me why you still get burned You say you're not, but you're still a liar 'Cause I'm the one that you run to first Every time, yeah Why do you try to deny it When you show up every night And tell me that you want me but it's complicated So complicated.

Belum lagi permintaan Ibu yang menginginkan sebuah rumah untuk mereka tinggali bertiga. “Ya Allah, kenapa harus sekarang? Saya gak siap, saya gak siap. Huhuuuu ... Harus sesabar apa lagi? Ya Allah, saya butuh pertolonganmu, Engkau Maha Penolong. Kepada siapa lagi saya meminta bantuan selain Engkau, Ya Allah. Saya gak kuat?” rintihku bersama tangisan.

Cup! “Sayang……aku mohon.”

And on and on from the moment I wake To the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side Just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line Just to see if you can...

"Sayang ... Mama minta tolong." Wajah mamanya semakin lama semakin buram karena air matanya. Ia tidak sanggup, bisakah ia berkata tidak. “Mama minta tolong, Ben. Ini terakhir kali mama minta tolong sama kamu.” “Beni gak bisa, Ma.” “Ben....”

Bless! ***

“Is this you?” “I miss you..,” “I really miss you..,” ********

"Bacokkkkk.............." ---

"Dia butuh kamu, Sayang. Bintangnya Mama sangat dibutuhkan sinarnya buat dia." "Maaf. Gue minta maaf atas semuanya. Tolong, jangan hukum gue dengan cara ini." Suara itu terdengar lagi dari atas. Kali ini lebih seperti isak tangis. Suaranya sangat memilukan. Hatiku serasa diremas-remas mendengarnya. "Please don't leave me like this. Don't you know that your sleeping's very hurt me?!" Dan aku ikut terisak-isak. "I beg you. Wake up, please."

I love you more than words can express. **TAMAT**