I Miss You So Badly Romane & Geschichten

Tanya Halil dengan suara lirih dan tatapan memelas. “Memangnya kau kenapa?” Tanya Innara dengan sebelah alis terangkat. “Aku menginginkan Mbak. Setiap malamnya. Aku ingin Mbak ada di sampingku setiap aku membuka mata. Dan asal Mbak tahu, aku lelah karena terus menerus mimpi basah karena Mbak setiap malam.”

"Bisa kau katakan sekali lagi?" "What?" "That you miss me so bad" godaku, tapi Ara menggeleng. Menggodaiku balik. "Oh come on, Ara" "Nohhh" "Plis, katakan sekali saja!" "I miss you" katanya patuh, tapi cepat. "So bad?" mintaku secara lengkap. "Not bad" "So bad!" "Not that bad" godanya. Tetap kekeh mengelak. Aku gemas dalam diri. OMG. BATU BANGET SIH!

I couldn't say I miss you so I swallowed my words It hurts so much today My heart was in love and it's hurting so much Are you hurting like me? You used to love me to death Now I hate you so much, it's so hard Though I hate you, though it hurts, my love is you I can't leave, I can't leave your side They tell me not to complain They tell me to just reminisce, I've got a know Then why even love at all? People who left can't be cherished I'm sorry, I can't be wise and reliable when it comes to breaking up

“Aku tidak ingin hidup sendirian. Hanya kakak yang bisa mengerti bagaimana kesepiannya aku. I miss you so much.” “I miss you too. Baiklah, sebaiknya kita pergi dari sini. Kau kelihatan lelah dan lihatlah penampilanmu ... mmm tak enak untuk dilihat,” Aku hanya tersenyum dan berjalan disampingnya.

Untuk pertama kalinya, Sasa berharap ini bukan sekadar bunga tidurnya. *** -That if I can't be close to you, I'll settle for the ghost of you, I miss you more than life. And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy, I miss you more than life- "Justin Bieber_Ghost"

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

"Tapi, 'kan, kangen, Juna. Aku juga cemas banget kamu nggak ada kabar." Suara Diva terdengar serak membuat tumpukan rasa bersalah Juna yang tadi sudah menipis sekarang kembali semakin tinggi. "I miss you, too, more than you can imagine. If I can home now, I'll do. But, I can't!" Juna menggelengkan kepala.

“Saya naik ojek aja, Pak. Minggir ya Pak kalo ngelihat ada pangkalan ojek atau tukang ojek.” “Iya, Pak.” *** Caraka hanya terdiam, tidak mampu berkata apa-apa ketika tangan Arka menggenggam erat tangannya. Bukan karena genggaman tangannya terasa sakit, dia hanya … kehilangan kata-kata penguatan yang sudah dirapalkannya sebulan terakhir. -I love you- -Ayo Sayang, kamu pasti bisa- -Ayo, si Adek udah pengen diajarin nyanyi sama mamanya-

I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cause you know me too, you know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah You know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah Lo puedo dejar para mí, jamás volverte a llamar But baby no puedo engañarme a mí misma, no Porque cada vez que me oyes, yo sé que tú me lees Lo mejor será dejarte ir, y olvidarte Try to hit you up, but he had enough Just screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much

Maybe not quietly, but definitely faithfully. Tanganku berhenti sejenak di atas keyboard. Aku tersenyum kecil, lalu menambahkan: [I miss you too. And I hope when we meet again, it’s as two people who’ve both conquered their storms.] Pesanku terkirim, dan entah kenapa, rasanya seperti baris terakhir dari babak yang panjang.