If You Hate Me So Manhwa นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Na ako parin talaga simula noon. "Ssshhh... tama na yan. Hanggang ngayon sobra mo paring iyakin," he whispered, rubbing my head. "Go away! I hate you!" I squirmed, shaking my head off. "The more you hate the more you love." Tingnan niyo? I just went into moping at my own stupidity tapos mang-aasar naman siya? "The more you hate the more you hate," I retorted. "You know what's the exact definition of hate?"

Naiinis na ako sa sarili ko Pagkatapos ng Scenario na iyon ay bigla nalang pala akong umalis. Dumaan na parang hangin sa tabi niya. Para pala akong bulang naglaho sa tabi niya na hindi alam ang mga pinagsasabi. Drama please layuan mo na ako haha. I hate myself! I really hate myself because?? Because i .... Tsk! Nevermind.

That's why I tried so hard to hate him, para hindi ko maipahalatang naaapektuhan din ako sa presensya niya. "You can't fucking see anyone, Zaria! You can't escape from my arms, here in my territory unless you agree to my terms! I had enough of you, hating me. I had enough of spoiling you too much. I had enough of following all your oders, and I still ended up getting a hate from you. Now, let's take it my way, Zaria Ismene." He gripped my waist harder as he pressed his hardness on my stomach. I gulped. I was still staring at him, unable to make or say any words.

hindi ko mapigilang mapahalakhak dahil sa kanyang sinabi. “of course, hey Dude, anyway why are you hate me hmm? How money I scam you?” ngising tanong ko na ikinalukot ng kanyang noo. “Sa sobrang dami ng mga taong naloko mo. Nakakalimutan mo na ako.”hindi ko mapigilang magtaka habang napatingin sa kanya. Tsk mukhang ang laki ng kasalanan ko dito. Nakarinig kami ng kalampag sa may pinto kaya agad itong naglabas ng baril fvck. Kailangan makawala ako rito dahil kapag hindi siguradong mamamatay ako.

But he's not, and he dare to look at me as if I've starstruck by that thought! “You hate me, don't you?” Nakataas ang sulok ng kaniyang labi, hinarap akong para bang nagmamalaki sa tangkad niya at sa gandang lalaki niyang parang tauhan lamang ng kuwentong kinagigiliwan ko. “But I don't see hate right now, Liz,” dagdag niyang lumalapit ang mukha sa akin, “Why is that?” “I... hate you!”

Tawa niya pang sabi sa akin. “I hate you!! I hate you so much!! Pinagsisisihan kong minahal kita.” agad naman siyang lumapit sa akin at sinampal ako. “Did you know what? I really hate you too to loving me! Nang dahil sa pagmamahal mo na ‘yan nasira ang relasyon namin ng girlfriend ko! kung hindi lang dahil sa pagmamahal mo na ‘yan!” Napayuko ako dahil sa kanyang sinabi, dahil tama siya. kahit anong pagsisisi ang gagawin ko ay hindi ko na maibalik ang nakaraan at kung maibabalik ko man ito hinding-hindi ko uulitin ang ginawa ko. pero kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko na maibabalik ang past. napahawak na lang ako sa aking pisngi habang umiiyak.

Umiiyak na saad nito. "H-Hindi niya ako gusto... He hates me, everything about me..." patuloy pa nito. "I hate myself... I can't... I can't control myself..." saad nito. Ramdam ko ang galit at inis nito sa sarili niya. "Hey, chill down... Baka hindi nasasadya ng kapated mo iyon." I said, trying to calm her. "No! He hates me because I'm like this!" She said and looked at me. Nagsisimulang mamula ang mga mata nito.

"Please stop, Asher. You're making me hate you more!" "Then, what's wrong with me? Am I really a jerk like you always say? Am I that disgusting? Why do people hate me, huh? I'm trying hard to let people like me but fuck... Why can't they appreciate me? It sucks, Jez... It sucks being me... It sucks begging for attention... And love... But you know what's worst? I'm begging again for someone like you to love me back?" "A-Asher..."

"Are you crazy? Listen to you? Talk to you? And even LOOK AT YOU?" Huminga ito ng malalim bago nagpatuloy.".. Tang Ina mo pala eh.. I hate you so much that even your smell or shadow or voice I don't want any of it.. I want all of it to just gone.. Like I didn't got the chance to know those..feel those gross.."

Cheska POV Ang daming nangyari sa nakaraang buwan. Hate. Everyone hates me and I think I really deserve the hate. Nabulag ako sa pagmamahal ko sakanya. Hindi ko inisip ang ibang nasasaktan.