Jealous Vs Envious Novels & Stories

"Pero para sa akin kasi, kapag nagseselos ang isang tao sa simpleng bagay lang ay malamang wala siyang tiwala sa'yo. At bilang babae masakit sa parte natin na pagdudahan." "Not all—" "Yeah, not all. But that's my own perception. My definition of jealous. I hate jealous people because for me its shows a lack of trust in your partner. At kung magkakaroon man ako ng karelasyon, I won't settle for a jealous type of man like that. Ayokong masakal," ani Kyline kaya agad akong napatayo sa kinaroroonan at dire-diretsong lumabas ng restaurant.

I am just his friend. "Are you jealous of me? Mabilis nga niya akong iniwan at least ako pinatulan. Unlike you, mukhang hanggang ngayon hinahabol mo pa rin siya parang aso." Mapang-asar na tiningnan ko siya. Anong akala niya magpapatalo ako sa kanya.

“Maybe before I want you to feel jealous. Jealous of who I was with, but seeing you acting this way, damn, binabawi ko na. It feels good seeing you jealous but I can’t bear standing out while you are bothered by something…” My eyes broadened in surprised by his words. Pero ang mas tumatak sa akin ang salitang selos. “H-Huh? Jealous?” “Hm?” he groaned. “H-Hindi ako nagseselos!” giit ko. Sumama ang tingin ko sa kaniya nang akmang tatawa siya kaya tumikhim siya at pigil ang pagngisi. “Hindi ako nagseselos. Hindi!” ulit ko.

“Ah yeah, possessiveness and honestly I'm having trouble with such. Scott is just a friend and you were embarrassing me in front of him awhile back. Hindi ka dapat umakto na ganoon.” I took aback when he swirled around, showing his dangerously intense face at me. But I'm too bored of his attitude to even put a finger on it. Hell I will? “Now you labeled my jealousy a trouble, really? Just because of that.. that nurd oger! He must be really something for you.” I see red in his eyes. He's completely mad. “I don't know how you exactly dress Scott down but you don't have to call him names just to tell the world how jealous you are with him. You're being despicable!”

Hindi tuloy siya makakain ng maayos. “Here, I’ll read it aloud. Jealousy is when you want something that is not yours. Territorial is protecting what’s already yours. Lexie also put a snake emoticon as the caption.” Nadia glanced up and shrugged. Her eyes clouded with concern. “What do you think? Sounds like it was meant for you.” “Yeah, sounds like it,” she sighed. And it really hit her hard. Inikot niya ang tingin sa buong cafeteria. She was wondering what do these people think of her right now. Sa paningin rin ba ng mga ito ay siya ang masama at mang-aagaw?

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nairita at nainis sa pakikipagpalitan niya ng ngiti sa lalaking iyon. I didn't understand what was happening to me. Natapos ang kasal ay hindi ko na binitawan si Kim. I was afraid na baka isang lingat ko lang ay makasingit ang binatang iyon. Ni hindi ko na nga inalam ang pangalan at ako'y bwisit sa pagmumukha niya. I don't know but........i felt like he was a treath to me. Kung para saan hindi ko rin alam. Basta ang alam ko lang ay ayaw kong lumalapit siya kay Kim. Ayaw kong nginingitian siya ni Kim. I am jealous. Ohhhh fuck am i? Am I.....jealoused? Damn...no...no...no...it can't be. Fuck..! Kim is my bestfriend.

At siya naman ay tila pagod na pagod na sa mga pangbi-bwisit ko sa kanya. “Does it make you happy knowing I’m jealous?” taas kilay niyang tanong. Tila nabulunan naman ako sa tanong niyang iyon. “No, ‘cause there’s no reason for you to be jealous,” nakangisi kong sabi. Again, inirapan niya lang ako ulit. “If you’re both doing the same thing as we do then I’ll be fucking jealous,” nakanguso niyang sabi. “Same thing as we do? What do you mean?” patay malisya ko muling tanong.

And the worst part is not the jealousy itself, but the insecurity that follows. And, I do not speak not just for myself here, I know hindi lang ako ang nakararanas ng ganito. Other people too, jealousy turned insecurity may lead to serious mental problems. Anxiety or worst depression. Bilang isang babae, natural sa amin ang makaranas ng ganito. Hindi naman sa wala kaming trust sa mga partners namin, but to ourselves. It's so rare for me to feel pretty and I always think na one of these days ay maari niya akong iwanan at ipagpalit.

untag ko. While eating, I've noticed that my cousin Landon and my wife are whispering to each other. My eyebrows sunddenly raised and I felt so angry. In fact, I am jealous! Yes! I am! And I still don't know why, this is more than now infatuation. For sure! LYKA'S POV

napahawak na pala ako sa braso niya at napatingin kaming dalawa doon. Nahihiyang tinanggal ko ang pagkakahawak ko sa braso niya at tsaka umiwas ng tingin. I know I feel embarrassed, but at the same time, why do I feel jealous?