Jealous Vs Envious Novels & Stories

He looked at me with those curious eyes, "Same behavior of mine, nagseselos ka rin ba kanina?" "No way, Jaybi. Ako magseselos? No f•cking way!" I forbid. "Maybe because of our bet, kasi takot ka matalo?" "Yun!" I lied, and I ran away again. Am I? Is that what you called jealousy? Ako? All. Day. Long. Nagseselos? Am I? No way! There's no f•cking way! Does it mean I like him!?

Sinusubukan ko pang itanggi pero ito pala talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Jealousy. "I'm jealous for the way you look at them! Lagi mong ipinaparamdam sa akin na importante ako sayo pero ganun ka rin sa iba! I hate it when you do that! So yes I'm jealous! Kasi napapatawa ka ng iba at napapasaya ka nila bagay na hindi ko magawa! Nag siselos ako at naiinis na dinadamay kita sa pagiging miserable nag buhay ko! I'm jealous b--... " naputol ang sinabi ko at nanlaki nalang ang mata ko sa gulat nang sakupin bigla ng labi niya ang labi ko.

He was a typical goodboy. "The way you're acting right now, that thing is called jealousy. You don't want him with any other man. You feel bad, you got mad, you feel like someone's gonna snatch her away from you. You want her for yourself alone. That's what jealousy is, Rain. You are jealous of Axel because you like Nahara…"

To the point I become envious of her. …

It just that it was inevitable to compare your body to the other girls, especially those girls on his past. But there's a part of me who feel jealous because of his past and at the same time I am insecure. I don't know if he likes it. I don't wanna met his eyes pero pilit nitong hinuhuli ang mga mata ko upang magtama ang mga ito. He really has such beautiful rare eyes.

"What are you jealous of?" "It is something ridiculous, Ismael. I shouldn't have felt this way. You already told me before that you're good in bed and in flirting; at hindi na bago sa akin ang katotohanang may nakasiping ka nang ibang babae bukod sa akin. But I suddenly felt jealous because of that—the fact that you met that woman you have been spending the nights with again."

Dire-diretso akong lumabas nang hindi lumilingon sakanila. Why do I feel so jealous? Nag-uumapaw na pagseselos ang nararamdaman ko. This isn't the first time I got jealous. But so far, this is the most painful. I felt so insulted. While he's wanting to get us back together, he's courting someone else. Ano 'yun? Para may pagpipilian siya? O baka naman option niya lang ako kung sakaling hindi siya sagutin ni Thais Jimenez?

"At ano namang sasabihin ko? Should I say sorry gano'n ba? Wala akong ginawang masama Sage, nagkataon lang mali ang nak-" "I'm damn jealous!" Napahinto ako at diretsong napatingin sa kanya. Seryoso itong nakatingin ng diretso sa mga mata ko at napansin kong namumula ang magkabilaang tenga n'ya! "I'm so damn jealous to those people who can easily get near to you.. to those people who can receive a smile from you without making any efforts. Do you think I like this feeling? Binabaliw mo ang buong sistema ko Venus! I can't even focus to finish my work when I know that you're with that man!"

Mas matagal ang pinagsamahan nilang dalawa kumpara sa kanila ni Hellios, At kahit ayaw niya ay hindi niya mapigilan ang insecurity na unti-unting pumapasok sa puso niya. Jealousy comes from insecurity. The more insecure you are, the bigger the jealousy. Like a wound that festers, it never heals but grows bigger. Your body hurts as if the wound covered all of your skin. Jealousy and insecurity are two deadly combinations. Nang makarating sila sa ospital kung saan naka-admit si Bianca ay agad na bumaba si Hellios. Ni hindi man lang siya nito nilingon at dire-diretsong pumasok ng ospital. Lakad takbo ang ginawa nilang dalawa bago makarating sa kwarto ni Bianca. Parang ayaw na tuloy niyang pumun

baling na tanong sa akin ng host. “I felt jealous.”