Novel & Cerita Jealousy

I can already imagine it: yung naniningkit niyang mata na biglang lalalim, then sasabihin niya ng super chill pero halatang triggered, “Bakit na naman siya nababanggit?” Ay naku. Good luck na lang sa akin mamaya. Jealousy is something na gustong-gusto ko talagang nararamdaman ni Chanton — not because masama akong tao or anything, pero ang sarap sa pakiramdam tuwing kailangan ko siyang suyuin tapos he gives in. Yung tipong konting tampo-tampo lang niya, bigla na siyang lalambing at super clingy. Nakaka-addict, honestly.

Dahil hindi ko alam kung sino ang makakasalubong niya doon. Mga dating kaklase. Mga lalaking maaaring dati niyang gusto. O mga lalaking maaaring gusto siyang kunin mula sa akin ngayon. My fists clenched by instinct. I hated this feeling. Jealousy. It was loud. Raw. Direct. And god, it scared the hell out of me. Because I don’t get jealous. I don’t get possessive. I don’t get affected. Hindi ako ganito.

namumungay ang kanyang maamong mga mata habang sinasabi iyon na may kaba. "Anong ibig mong sabihin?" "I'm jealous, Brenda." He finally blurted. Hindi ako makapaniwala sa sinabi niya at sa tingin ko tumalon yata ang puso ko sa tuwa. His jealous? "I'm jealous every time you're with your guy friends. I don't know if I have the right to get jealous, pero hindi ko mapigilan. This is the first time that I got so possessive with someone and I'm sorry if I'm scaring you." Diretso niyang giit.

Ang pinaka-ayaw niya sa lahat ay iyong sasampalin siya and then it was too late to realize that he just kissed Jamila out of nowhere. He was carried away in his anger, to the point he ignored Jamila being hurt by him. He knew he hurt her physically and emotionally by saying stupid things to her. He didn’t mean to insult and accuse but his anger made him do things like that. He was really jealous and that was the reason he really couldn’t accept it. Hindi niya matanggap sa sarili niya na selos ang kanyang nararamdaman. Wait- Did he think that he was jealous? The answer was yes! He was jealous, there was no denying it anymore. Ayaw niyang lumapit ang Garett na iyon kay Jamila.

Ang tanging alam niya, handa siyang gawin ang lahat para tuluyang mailayo si Dirus mula sa anino ng kahapon. “Hindi ako nagseselos, ha,” depensa niya. “Sadyang nakakataas lang ng presyon ang kalandian ng ex mo.” Selos ba ang tawag doon—ang bigla kang naiirita tuwing nababanggit ang pangalan ng dating minahal ng lalaking kasama mo? Is it jealousy when she keeps telling herself that she’s better than that woman? Selos ba kung sumisikip ang dibdib mo sa ideyang may nauna nang minahal ang lalaking ito, at higit pa roon—may batang minsan nang nabuo sa pagitan nila?

“You don’t have to worry about who am I, Amber. Kung ano man ang nangyari sa nakaraan, wala na ‘yon.” “Let’s go back to your problem,” he said. “So, it’s about jealousy, huh?” he asks. I nodded while putting. “You know what? Being jealous is normal. Specially if you have the right to feel that way. And if you love that person, you’ll be afraid that he might be stolen by other girls.” May karapatan nga ba ako? Kahit na alam ko’ng hindi naman ako ang totoo’ng babae na mahal niya?

untag ko. While eating, I've noticed that my cousin Landon and my wife are whispering to each other. My eyebrows sunddenly raised and I felt so angry. In fact, I am jealous! Yes! I am! And I still don't know why, this is more than now infatuation. For sure! LYKA'S POV

Anong ginagawa ko? "It's okay if you cannot admit it to yourself that you are jealous, Aliyah. I mean kahit sino naman, hindi ba? Basta ang akin lang, bago ka magselos, siguraduhin mong ang Saavedra'ng nagmamay ari sa iyo ay ako at hindi ang ama ko. I'm possessive, Aliyah. What's mine is mine, and I don't fucking share."

My breathing started to become heavy, my heart pounded and I feel like there's a whole bunch of feelings, words filling up my whole body and it wanted to burst out. "So you think you're the only one who feels that way? Do you know how I badly want to break Ethan's bones for being too clingy towards you? Do you know how much I badly want to snatch you away from James earlier? And the worst thing is, this isn't like me. This isn't me. All this things going on are foreign and I'm not used to it. But I finally took the risk, magpakatotoo sa nararamdaman ko sayo, Damn Steff! I hate being jealous! Every single moment, you're driving me insane! Kaya please... Don't go near any other guys except me.

Na-overpower siya ng isang madilim at nagngangalit na possessiveness nang marealize na handang ibigay ni Lauren ang sarili sa iba para lang gantihan siya. Anne grabbed Lauren’s shoulders with bruising force and slammed her back against the heavy mahogany door of the office. Bago pa man makasigaw si Lauren sa gulat, Anne leaned down and captured her lips in a harsh, bruising, and desperate kiss. It wasn't like their first kiss under the storm. This was a declaration of ownership—marahas, nagmamadali, at puno ng nagngangalit na selos. Anne kissed her as if she could physically wipe away Rhea’s touch, pouring all her anger and desperation into the contact to force Lauren to feel exactly how muc