Jealousy Novels & Stories

sagot agad ni Lolo. "Ang inggit na tao ay hindi kontento sa kung ano meron siya, walang tiwala sa sarili, mas pinairal ang inggit sa katawan. Mas nakatuon pa sa blessings ng iba kaysa sa sarili niyang mga blessings. Envy is a coward's side of hate and jealousy is a disease that cannot be cured anymore! It's dangerous," komento rin ni Lola.

"Bakit ba Pet ka ng Pet? lakas ata ng tama mo. " "for you yes. And I love calling you like that. it's like, I own you. So be a loyal Pet to me. para iwas punishment. " "Nag-w-wattoad ka ba? Mala-W*****d kasi atake mo eh. " "what? what's w*****d? is that a food? " "tsk... Gaya ng sabi ko. kailangan ko ng Kontrata, This is Abduction! This is Elegal! Kinidnap mo ko and....You Raped me! "

She didn't glance at their direction again, no, she's avoiding to look at them as much as she can. Huminga siya ng malalim ng ilang beses at sinubukang palisin sa isipan ang samu't-saring senaryo na na-iimagine niya. What if she's just overthinking? Why is she mad anyway? Is it because Jeffrey didn't message her for two days? Or is it because of Jeffrey's smile toward the woman? Or is it because the woman was undeniably gorgeous and sophisticated it hurts her pride? Is she jealous? It's so unusual for her to feel jealousy.

And now, I was walking straight into the fire. I might lose my job. I don't even know what Camille would feel after knowing this. Disappointed... or worse, mad and disgusted. I feel like I'm hanging by a thread. Like I'm floating and couldn't count how many steps I took. I feel disgusted with my self. I lose control....all that for lust that I thought can turn into a real one...love. But look at me now, no one's here to witness what I'm feeling right now.

At inalis ang pagkakayakap ko sa kaniya. "Hindi ko din alam kasi ppwedeng ang nararamdaman mo ngayon sakin ay infatuation lang, kasi kwento mo minahal mo si Cheska nang nasa tabi mo siya, papano kung mahal mo lang ako dahil ako ang kasama mo. Nakakatakot na namang sumugal." Sabay labas ko. Ewan ko din ba sa sarili ko dahil siguro natatakot na naman ako.

Nang mapansin ang kakaibang lungkot na bumahid sa magandang mukha nito. Was it jealousy he saw in her eyes? Sumipa ang saya sa dibdib niya sa pakaisiping nagseselos ang dalaga kay Mandy. Pero hindi niya gusto ang lungkot na bumalot sa kislap ng mga mata nito. He preferred to see pleasure and lust in her eyes sa tuwing aangkinin niya ito—damn it! Why was he thinking about taking her?

"Pero para sa akin kasi, kapag nagseselos ang isang tao sa simpleng bagay lang ay malamang wala siyang tiwala sa'yo. At bilang babae masakit sa parte natin na pagdudahan." "Not all—" "Yeah, not all. But that's my own perception. My definition of jealous. I hate jealous people because for me its shows a lack of trust in your partner. At kung magkakaroon man ako ng karelasyon, I won't settle for a jealous type of man like that. Ayokong masakal," ani Kyline kaya agad akong napatayo sa kinaroroonan at dire-diretsong lumabas ng restaurant.

And the worst part is not the jealousy itself, but the insecurity that follows. And, I do not speak not just for myself here, I know hindi lang ako ang nakararanas ng ganito. Other people too, jealousy turned insecurity may lead to serious mental problems. Anxiety or worst depression. Bilang isang babae, natural sa amin ang makaranas ng ganito. Hindi naman sa wala kaming trust sa mga partners namin, but to ourselves. It's so rare for me to feel pretty and I always think na one of these days ay maari niya akong iwanan at ipagpalit.

“Ilang ulit mo man akong saktan hinding-hindi ako makakalimot, Zara. Galit na galit ako—” “Fvck your anger!” Nasemento ako sapagkat biglaan niya akong ninakawan ng halik. Hindi ako nakagalaw no'ng una ngunit napakurap-kurap ako nang magbitiw ulit siya ng salita. “This is not just anger, Zara...” bumaba ang tingin niya sa labi ko bago muling ibinalik sa aking mga mata, “this is a damn jealousy.”

Mataas ang alcohol tolerance ko kaya alam kong I am still good. Ang hindi lang okay sa akin ang ganitong pakiramdam.Every emotion that I felt for Jayda is something new to me.Feeling jealous is an irrational feeling, hindi ako selosin na lalaki.Women die hard to claim me so walang puwang ang selos sa mundong gingalawan ko dati.I used to be confident man, I believe in myself, so there's no room for feeling awkward bakit ngayon kabaliktaran na ang lahat.