Jealousy Novels & Stories

utal na sambit niya dahil talagang kumakabog pa ang dibdib niya sa lahat ng narinig niya. Halos hindi na niya marinig ang sarili niyang tinig sa sobrang kaba. Especially that term—Jealous! He is fvcking jealous?! Ang salitang iyon ay paulit-ulit na umaalingawngaw sa isip niya, bawat pag-echo ay lalong nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso niya, hanggang sa halos hindi na siya makahinga.

Mas matagal ang pinagsamahan nilang dalawa kumpara sa kanila ni Hellios, At kahit ayaw niya ay hindi niya mapigilan ang insecurity na unti-unting pumapasok sa puso niya. Jealousy comes from insecurity. The more insecure you are, the bigger the jealousy. Like a wound that festers, it never heals but grows bigger. Your body hurts as if the wound covered all of your skin. Jealousy and insecurity are two deadly combinations. Nang makarating sila sa ospital kung saan naka-admit si Bianca ay agad na bumaba si Hellios. Ni hindi man lang siya nito nilingon at dire-diretsong pumasok ng ospital. Lakad takbo

paalam ko naman saka sila nilagpasan nang hindi nililingon. Out of nowhere, bigla kong naramdaman ang luha ko na tumulo sa aking pisngi kaya pasimple ko namang pinahiran 'yon gamit ang kamay ko. Why am I like this? I hate this feeling, I don't like feeling this pain because of jealousy. There's no us and he will never be mine.

Hindi tuloy siya makakain ng maayos. “Here, I’ll read it aloud. Jealousy is when you want something that is not yours. Territorial is protecting what’s already yours. Lexie also put a snake emoticon as the caption.” Nadia glanced up and shrugged. Her eyes clouded with concern. “What do you think? Sounds like it was meant for you.” “Yeah, sounds like it,” she sighed. And it really hit her hard. Inikot niya ang tingin sa buong cafeteria. She was wondering what do these people think of her right now. Sa paningin rin ba ng mga ito ay siya ang masama at mang-aagaw?

Umungol pareho nang walang pagpipigil saka kasabay no'n ang pagsipsip niya sa magkabilang ut*ng ko. Gosh... This feeling is so addicting. Oh... Vina you're such a freaking h*rny and you're being cornered because of your f*cking jelousy.

Napa yuko na lamang si Amara dahil sa kahihiyan lalo nang marinig muling hagikhikan ng dalawang mas abnormal pa yata kesa sa kanya. “Dang girl, you are DEFINITELY NOT jealous.” Natatawa pa ring sabi ni Raquel habang matamang naka titig sa kanya. Napa tanga naman dito si Amara. “What?” She asked making Josh giggle. “Okay, why do I feel like you two are conspiring to make me feel even more annoyed?” “Oh no, Amara we are so not conspiring.” Josh said shaking his head. “And we do not want to make you feel even more annoyed than you already are right now, as a woman like you, I just know... Replacing the feeling of jealousy with violence is just not good combinatio

Mas okay na iyon na single mom na may magandang katangian, kaysa naman sa single na toxic. For him, jealousy is normal, talking is normal but excessive obsession is bad, excessive obsession but lack of compassion. Hindi na lang siya gaanong nagpaparamdam sa chat kay Odette noong nakaraan dahil mukhang natakot iyon sa kanya nang mag-video call siya na walang paalam, at hindi siya nun sinagot. Seems like he was doing it the wrong way. Mukhang nagiging masyado siyang mabilis, at parang nakakalimutan niya na iba ang pinagdaanan ni Odette sa buhay, kumpara sa mga babae na nakilala niya noon.

Patuloy na umiyak si Odessa, aping-api ang ganap nito sa kanyang harapan gayong ni hindi naman niya pinagsalitaan ng masama o pinagbuhatan ng kamay na feeling biktima pa. “Alam kong hindi dapat ako mahulog sa kanya, pero lagi niyang pinipilit na pumasok sa buhay ko. Without realizing it, I've gotten used to his presence. I've started to feel inferior. I'm not good enough for him, and I'm not as good as you. Kaya bigla na lang akong naging obsessed at ginawa ko ‘yun sa’yo. Sorry Ate Fae, huwag mo na sanang sabihin pa kay Mr. El Gueco ito.” If Felicity told Jago about it, he might not be able to accept that his beloved had become so jealous and cruel. Felicity found it ridiculous.

Pagmamahal at iyong payapang kaisipan. Hindi na kasi okay sa akin na araw-araw iniignore ng mommy, nakakatanggap ng hindi magagandang salita. Araw-araw nakakaramdam ako ng inggit habang nakatingin dito na ngumingiti kay Caitlin, inaasikaso ito, ramdam ko talaga na mahal na mahal niya yung kapatid ko. There's jealousy, and I don't want that feeling to consume me dahil masyadong mahirap kontrolin ang galit at selos. Alam ko kung ano ang epekto non sa isang tao kapag hindi napigilan.

Pero ‘yung tingin niya — sharp, restrained, deadly. She’s jealous. At sa isang twisted way, gusto kong yakapin ‘yung ideya na nagmamalasakit pa rin siya, she cares ng ganun kalalim. Pero kasabay noon, may guilt na bumubulong — kasalanan ko ‘to.