Romans & histoires Lonely A Man Without Love

Ayoko kase na patuloy syang manahimik nalang at patuloy na masaktan hindi nya pwedeng yun lagi. ".....most specially, im man!" Singhal nya kaya pakunot ako ng noo. "Damn third what a stupid reason e ano naman? Love is a beautiful thing, its not only made for a man and a woman! You can love whoever you want and you can be who you really are!" Singhal ko na ikinatahimik nya. "Ayokong mawala sya----" "Wala ka bang tiwala? Sa friendship nyong dalawa?" Singhal ko kaya napatahimik sya, and i think i already convinced him.

No Man is an Island. Kahit sabihin mo pang kaya mong manirahan mag-isa. babalutin ka lang ng kalungkutan. Mararamdaman mo lang na walang nagmamahal sa'yo at isinumpa ka para maging malungkot. Tumindig ka man sa sarili mong mga paa. Kailangan mo pa rin ng matatayuan. May pagkakataon na di mo namamalayan.

Hindi s'ya sumagot. I described the intensity of my feelings for Ariadne, the depth of my love, the agony of her sudden departure, the emptiness that had consumed me after she vanished. I spoke of the pain, the loneliness, the despair that had haunted me for so long. I painted a vivid picture of my emotional turmoil, the raw pain of a love lost, a love that had left an indelible mark on my soul.

“Pag gising ko, wala ka na sa tabi ko. Takot na takot ako Alexis, alam mo ba ‘yon?! Hinanap kita sa buong Club-V baka kasi mapano ka… Pero hindi kita nakita. Isang buwan ang lumipas wala ka pa rin. Hanggang sa nanganak ako, wala ka pa rin. Lumipas ang unang kaarawan ng anak natin ng wala ka. Kahit yata patayin ko si Cherry ay hindi niya ituturo sa akin kung nasaan ka. Bakit? Bakit ka umalis? Bakit mo ako iniwan bigla? Kung mahal mo ako talaga, hindi ka aalis ng walang paalam. Hindi mo ako iiwan sa ere. Sabihin mo nga, mahal mo ba talaga ako? Kasi tangina mo kahit gaano ka pa kagago mahal na mahal pa rin kita!” Itinulak niya ang kanyang sarili palayo sa akin upang matitigan ako sa mga mata. T

“I don't want you alone, Caress.” "Sanay naman akong mag-isa. Kaya ko namang mag-isa." Sinalubong ko ang tingin niya. His eyes… they were serious again. Naramdaman ko ang unti-unting pagbilis ng tibok ng puso ko. "But not when you're sick, Caress," he answered in a gentle voice. "You need someone beside you." He sighed as he kept on looking at me. “You know, I read that one of the loneliest things one ever experienced is to go to the hospital alone. And I don't want you to experience that."

The loneliness was a suffocating blanket, a heavy weight that pressed down on me, making it difficult to breathe, difficult to function. I’d fallen hard for him. Really hard. And now, he was gone. Vanished. Leaving behind a trail of shattered dreams, broken promises, and a heart ripped to shreds. Nagmahal lang naman ako. Nagmahal na naman ako. At ngayon, naiwan na naman akong mag isa. Didn't I deserve to be loved? To be loved for a longer time? 'Yung magtatagal sana. 'Yung hindi na ako lolokohin.

anaman niya roon kaya natawa na lang sa kanya. "Wala akong kinakampihan, nasa gitna lang ako. Balimbing ba." Nagkatawanan silang tatlo. "You know, sis, women are part of a man's life. We will get weak if we do not womanize." "Dugh! Nandamay ka pa ng ibang lalaki e ikaw lang naman ang babaero," sagot naman ni Love, "I'm praying na sana ay makarma ka."

All his life,love is like a distant star, so beautiful that he wanted to have it...but he can't.He could only look at it,be jealous of the sky that holds it.And maybe...stars aren't made for him,love isn't made for him. Lucas thought that he wouldn't need it,and will never be interested in it.Dahil sa pagkakaalam niya nabuhay naman ang mga magulang niya kahit na walang pagmamahal sa pagitan nito.He was made without love,and he believe he doesn't need it—not all people need love to be together.

Wala siyang masabihan ng hinanakit at walang mga kamay na humahaplos sa likod niya habang nagpakalunod siya sa luha. Mama sana nandito ka, sana may kasama man lang akong lumuluha ngayon. Wala rin ang mga kaibigan niya dahil umuwi ito sa Scotland. Ganito pala ang mag isa, parang solo mo ang sakit, ganito pala ang magmahal sa maling tao, sa maling pagkakataon, masasaktan ka lang. Yun bang parang dinurog ang puso mo sa sakit. Alam niyang kasalanan niya kasi di niya pinansin ang utak niya, sinunod niya ang puso niya.

Though it can send waves of electricity through my body. With his warmth that penetrating my skin until it reaches my soul, I just realized something, I might didn't figure out earlier. It is not true that I am alone but not lonely, cause I know deep inside me I am lonely and looking for his warmth and love again. No matter how we try to think and to say the world that we can go all alone in life without the need of anyone but the truth is no, you can't. We aren't born to have everything, to be capable of anything. May mga kakulangan tayo na hindi natin makakayang punan ng mag-isa. It is not bad to seek for help, to accept help and to accept that we actually need someone beside us to help us