Pessimiste 소설 & 이야기

I hate everything about our situation. Fuck you, U.S government.

Or worse. *****

Fucking bastard! ****

His tone was sharp. Sebastian knew Aaron was probably shaking his head at his skepticism. He could still picture his friend’s annoyed expression even though he had spent the past five years living in a darkness deeper than the blackest night sky. "You’re too pessimistic," Aaron said tiredly. If he’s tired of convincing me, imagine how I feel, Sebastian thought bitterly. "And how exactly do you think I should act? Optimistic?" Sebastian shot back, his tone still biting. "At least cornea surgery or a cornea transplant has a high success rate, even though it comes at the cost of someone else’s death. But me?"

So annoying. ***

BABI POV But It doesn’t matter how I feel. What matters is that other person doesn’t care, so I had to refrain myself from letting out my true feeling and “ pretend” to be ok. While I was held up in figuring out my feelings for him, he was planning his future. I felt like a fool to waste my time over him. This taught people first think of whats best for them, not about you and if you are smart you will also do the same.

His eyes were steel, “Remember that tonight. You will not ruin his night with your-” “I would never do anything to ruin Marcus’s day. You know that-” Triston slammed his fist onto the table. My plate shook, my hands moving away from my food. “I don’t know that!” His voice boomed, “This isn’t a fucking game. I need his time here to be perfect.” I felt my breath being held in my chest. “You won’t ruin another thing for me.” With that, Triston stood up and left me at the table. Triston and I were like fire and ice. He burned, and I melted with him near me. I gripped the edge of the table before I stood, my legs wobbled, nearly giving out from under me-

"Wow!" Dale marveled at her skills but of course she did these sayings within her. "Please I'm sorry." He pleaded crying and shaking like a prey in the hands of a lion. Dale wondered how a young man of such stature would be so timid in front of a girl except Zoe was more than a girl. "Well I don't care really. They say men are not very strong, because I know I can take her down with a fist." Dale boasted. "You think I can't kill you now, because I'm in a church? Some people have been killing our men here in Parma, I'm sure you know that. We decided to do the job for the boss, left our lives and came here for all these. Do you think I want to be here? If not that fat freak is my aunt, that's

Ashley says to me meaning my sister and this freaking dork. "Whatever." I say annoyed. "What's wrong? I noticed your attitude when it's about him." She says softly but serious. I look in her dark blue eyes and can't but tell the truth. How I feel. "I'm afraid. Afraid that your family won't like me and I don't manage to be the one they want for you. I'm not as perfect as Kerem is for your family." I admit. She changes her look from curious to sad. "Why do you mind?" She asks.

“ You might want to follow her on your way out, “ I badgered I guess I looked threatening enough for them to not say anything. That JJ guy was getting on my last nerve. I’d never had someone so young seriously threaten me. It wasn’t really a serious threat since, I could tell by his actions, he was very weak and self-doubting. The weakness came from self-doubt and he had a lot of it. I’d been alive for a while and I could tell when someone had lost themselves and used anger as a front. “ You mind clearing this out, Parker? “ I commanded