Novel & Cerita Seventeen Trauma Lyrics

Karapat-dapat pa nga bang gamitin iyon para sa amin ni Damien gayong ganito na kalaki ang gusot sa pagitan namin? Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na hininga. "Being abducted by the person you started to trust again isn't really easy. It can traumatize a person as hell. Pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, masasabi kong hindi trauma ang rason kung bakit ka ganiyan ngayon, hija. It seems like... you're hurting a lot. Hurt that is caused by... too much longing."

That I need to give up. Unti unti ng bumibigat ang talukap ko.Kasunod ng pagpikit ng mata ko ay ang pag-amin sa sariling--Pagod na ako Maybe there are mistakes that can't forgive There are some wounds and trauma that never heal.

Like a small boat On the ocean Sending big waves Into motion Like how a single word Can make a heart open I might only have one match But I can make an explosion And all those things I didn't say Wrecking balls inside my brain I will scream them loud tonight Can you hear my voice this time? This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep Everybody's worried about me In too deep

Mahinahon niyang tinapik at hinaplos ang likod ko. "I can't help it," hikbi ko. "Everytime I close my eyes, nakikita ko si Gerald na tinututukan ng baril ang Mommy mo. Nakikita ko ang Daddy mo na sumasalo ng bala para sa kaniya. Nakikita ko si Kimberly na bumabagsak sa sahig. Nakikita ko lahat. Paulit-ulit." "That's trauma. That's not the truth. Ang totoo, buhay tayo. Buhay tayong lahat. Dad is fighting. Kim is healing. Mom is strong. Malalampasan natin ito."

Now I don't wanna lose you But I don't wanna use you Just to have somebody by my side And I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you But, I don't wanna be the one to cry And that don't really matter to anyone anymore But like a fool, I keep losin' my place And I keep seein' you walk through that door But there's a danger in lovin' somebody too much And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough Now, I could never change you I don't wanna blame you Baby, you don't have to take the fall Yes, I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just wanna have it all It makes a sound lik

You shout it out, but I can't hear a word you say I'm talking loud, not saying much I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet Shoot me down, but I get up I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose Fire away, fire away Ricochet, you take your aim Fire away, fire away You shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium You shoot me down, but I won't fall I am titanium Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fall Ghost town and haunted love Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones I'm talking loud, not saying much I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Ang katawan niya ay napkapayat at maliit, ang simpleng buhok ay di natatakpan ang kanyang balisang mukha. Sa kabila nito, maganda pa rin ang mukha niya. Sa ilalim ng ilaw, nakita niyang tumutulo ang luha mula sa mga mata nito, at biglang kinanta ang lyrics, "You would know, the cruelest things that have been done to me." "It was you, who had turned me into an adult overnight." “Desperate innocence, instantly turning into scars along the way." “I miss, my stupidity."

Hindi ako agad nakasagot. “Buhay ako,” sagot ko sa huli. “At nagpapasalamat ako. Pero hindi ganoon kadali burahin ang tatlong buwan.” “May trauma ka ba?” agad na tanong ni Lucas. “Siguro meron,”pag-amin ki. “Minsan pakiramdam ko kapag tahimik, may kulang. Parang hinahanap ko ang tunog ng alon.” Tumango si Noah. “Normal lang ’yon.”

Ang bawat salita ay may kasamang lamat ng trauma na hindi pa rin tuluyang naghihilom. "Hinding-hindi mauulit ang dati. Hinding-hindi ko hahayaang mangyari iyon. Maybe this time... the stars are finally aligned for us. Maybe this time... we can actually be a family without the shadows of the past hunting us down," bulong niya... dahan-dahan niyang inabot ang kamay ko at pinagsiklop ang aming mga daliri.

Then I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night 'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning In memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been, yeah... 12:51 and I thou