Novel & Cerita Seventeen Trauma Lyrics

Hanggang sa mga oras na ito ay uma-alingawngaw pa rin ang mga katagang sinabi sa akin kanina ni Leo. Hindi ko matanggap sa sarili ko na sa isang iglap ay wala na ang pinakamamahal kong kapatid, na wala na si Lightning. The pain inside my heart is excruciatingly unbearable. Para akong pinapatay ng paunti-unti. Para akong kandilang unti-unting nauupos. Everything around me seems darker than charcoal, everything is gloomy and seems untouched by any light.

Habang nagdadrive, sinasabayan nya yung kanta. ( Summertime By: My Chemical Romance ) "♩♪When the lights go out, would you take me with you? And carry all this broken bone. Through six years down in crowded rooms, and highways i call home.♩♬" Infairness magaling syang kumanta. Pagdating sa chorus. "♬♪And if you stay. I would even wait allnight. Or until my heart explode how long? Until we find our way in the dark and out of harm. You can run away with me anytime you want.♩♬"

Sigaw nitong muli. Gusto niyang matawa sa inaasta nito pero kailangan niyang gawin ito. Humugot siya ng hininga at hinawakan ang kamay nito. "I need to find myself, Mico. I've realized many things. Akala ko nung una, sinisisi niyo ako sa pagkamatay ni Ate pero ang totoo, ako yung sumisisi sa sarili ko. Dahil nakita ko kung paano nawala si Ate at wala man lang akong nagawa. Ang dami kong insecurities. Ang dami kong gustong madiskubre sa sarili ko."

mariin nitong sabi. Nasa may exit kami nito, parehong nakatayo. "Hindi mo alam pero sobrang trauma ang inabot ni Amber dahil sa mga ginawa n'yo sa kaniya. Halos ilang buwan na hindi makausap ang anak ko dahil sa trauma. Lalo na kapag naaalala n'ya kung paano siya babuyin ng mga taong iyon. Hindi man siya tuluyang nagahasa pero iyong trauma, ang hanggang ngayon ay dala-dala n'ya. Zeus, halos mabaliw ang anak ko dahil sa nangyari sa kaniya." Tumalikod ito sa akin para itago ang luhang namalisbis sa mukha nito.

"This is me, kaya ako ang bubuo sa sarili ko. Alam kong nasasaktan karin sa nangyari sa family mo. I want to heal too..." He had a trauma because of what happened to her Mom. He witnessed that his Mom was nearly taken her life and disappear. I didn't know what defense I should use. I don't know what excuse I need and if I deserve to have a justification. I found out that the dad's mistress of the person I love is my dear Mom. This world is very cruel! He sniffed not buying what I've said "Let's heal together. Hahayaan kita na buuin ang sarili mo at bubuuin ko rin ang sarili ko habang tinutulungan ka na buuin ang iyo---"

Sa tagal ng naging pamumuhay ko sa mundong ito, ngayon ko lang hiniling na mabingi. "I'm not a saint, bakit ka lumuluhod?" she try her voice more seductive. Napairap ako ng wala sa kawalan, at walang buhay na tumingin sa kanila. I wanted to run, and chose the path that everyone who hurt me, I punish. Ngunit ang sakit na dumudurog sa akin, ang naging dahilan para maramdaman nila ang presensya ko. The black smoke, lingering all over my body. Para akong kinakain na itim na usok, at maging ang kapangyarihan ko ay walang control na lumalabas.

I really feel the pain that she has been feeling right now. Cause I may be homeless, but not hopeless Fatherless but fearless I've got myself, I've got my freedom But I'm searching for my home...... My home.. And her tears start coming out.. I feel shrank inside seeing her crying and continue singing even her voice started to cracked... Cause I am hurting but not helpless Full of strength and scars I'm out here in the darkness Looking for a light to call home Looking for a light to call home........ Bawat word ng lyrics ng kanta bakit parang tamang tama sa kanya... Bakit sa paraan ng pag kanta niya para niya ito kwenekwento...

You're the light, you're the night You're the colour of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much, so much You're the fear, I don't care 'Cause I've never been so high Follow me through the dark Let me take you past our satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life So love me like you do, la-la-love me like you do Love me like you do, la-la-love me like you do Touch me like you do, ta-ta-touch me like you do

Mahinahon niyang tinapik at hinaplos ang likod ko. "I can't help it," hikbi ko. "Everytime I close my eyes, nakikita ko si Gerald na tinututukan ng baril ang Mommy mo. Nakikita ko ang Daddy mo na sumasalo ng bala para sa kaniya. Nakikita ko si Kimberly na bumabagsak sa sahig. Nakikita ko lahat. Paulit-ulit." "That's trauma. That's not the truth. Ang totoo, buhay tayo. Buhay tayong lahat. Dad is fighting. Kim is healing. Mom is strong. Malalampasan natin ito."

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