روايات وقصص ضمن She Believed She Could So She Did

“Hindi ako gumagawa lang ng kuwento, Hendrick. H-Hindi ko alam kung paanong ganoon ang resulta ng pagpapasuring ginawa mo, but believe me, I’m telling the truth. Kahit ngayon lang, sana’y paniwalaan mo rin ako, Hendrick...” Her voice was laced with frustration. She even sounded as if she’s pleading on him. Alam niyang wala itong tiwala sa kanya. Napatunayan na niya iyon noon pa. Hanggang ngayon ba naman ay hindi pa rin siya nito kayang paniwalaan?

Na may halong galit, pagkadismaya, at hindi matumbasang kirot. Habang tumatakbo si Sheena palayo sa lugar na iyon ay paulit ulit ang katanungan sa kanyang isip, hindi siya makapaniwala na nagawa nila iyon. Ang best friend na tinuring niyang parang kapatid. Ang amang naging idolo niya. Wala siyang direksyon sa pagtakbo. Para bang kung tatakbo siya ng mas mabilis, makakalayo siya sa katotohanang iyon.

Pero hindi pala. Her belief was bent due to the confession of her mother-in-law. Hindi siya makapaniwala, pero kahit hindi siya maniwala, truth can never be tricked lalo pa't nagmula sa bibig ng mga ito na sinadya at pinlano ang lahat.

"Where's your chick?" "Let's go. You're grounded. Wala kang sasakyan. Don't tell me paglalakarin mo-" Napa-angat ako ng tingin. Ibig sabihin ihahatid pa nila ako? I bit my lower lip and looked at him. Feeling nervous and my knees are trembling. I don't know them. And I had a trust issues so why should I go with them? Baka mamaya niyan pagtulungan pa nila akong gahasain.. pagkatapos ay papatayin?

Pero siya, maraming beses na niyang ginawa sa'kin. He kept on underestimating me. They kept on doing that to me. They think I'm weak and that I can't handle a complicated situation but they're wrong. I can handle it. I know I can. But they can't see it. They think I'm weak. They think I'm just going to mess up. But I won't... I won't let that to happen. "I will answer you this time."

And before she realized it ay sakay na siya ng isang tricycle at nagpahatid sa paanan ng burol. Alam niya sa ginagawa niya ay pagpapakita lang ng kawalan niya ng tiwala kay Simon. But she convince herself though, there's no wrong of confirming it herself. Hindi rin naman siya mapapakali kung uuwi siya ng bahay.

Sa sobrang sakit, nakapagbitaw ako ng mga salitang makakasakit sa kanya habang hindi siya binibigyan ng pagkakataon para magpaliwanag. How could I believe those nonsense when I know that I am the one who knows Yvonne the best? How could I think that she fooled me for the man who broke her heart? Hindi niya magagawa 'yon. She's a strong woman who will never get back with someone who cheated on her. I should've known that she will never do such things no matter what the circumstances are.

She knows that she's not good at lying. but... Did she really want to do this? nagdedebate ang utak at konsensya nya. Her mind saying no and her conscience saying yes gosh. Naiyukom nya nalang nang dahan dahan ang kamao nya bago mahinang nagsalita. Bahala na, atleast alam ni lord na gumawa sya nang mabuting gawain. Juskong panggagaslight to.

Hindi niya malaman kung bakit gano'n na lang parati ang nagiging reaksyon niya kapag nababanggit ang mga bagay na pinaka-iiwasan niya. Blind. She wasn't blind. That was a fact. She just had to live with a single eye but she wasn't blind to see what she has been doing these past few days. Alam niya ang kaniyang mga ginagawa at gagawin pa lang. Hindi siya tanga. Hindi rin naman siya bobo.

I dont wanna lose her. " dont lie to me. You know you can never lie to me." She said. I just remained silent. I heard her sigh. " never give up on something you really want. Its difficult to wait but more difficult to regret." She said. I look at her. I can see how worried she was. Wait worried? She does care? " i know how long you waited to debut. And i know how much you wanted and enjoyed performing. Dont regret this later." Sabi pa nya. Nanlulumo naman akong nakaupo lang I cant even react. What she said is true.