Novel & Cerita Since You've Been Gone

It's been two freaking weeks since Seb left and he hasn't come back ever since. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba itong nararamdaman ko dahil sa loob ng dalawang linggo ay wala akong ginawa kundi ang umiyak dahil sa lungkot at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Two weeks feels like a year without Seb by my side, and I hate to think that he already abandoned me. He wouldn't do that, right? He wouldn't just leave me like that and keep me hanging after all that he promised me...right?

Hinayaan lang nila akong umiyak nang umiyak. Why did you leave me, Luna? Why did you do this to me? Please. I don't want to live without you in my life. How am I supposed to laugh without your silliness? How am I suppose to smile without seeing your face? How am I suppose to live...without you by my side? Who am I without you?

Sabagay, kapatid siya ng CEO. “About you, like how have you been? I haven’t seen you for years, Athena,” sagot niya na ikinatahimik ko. "You suddenly left and didn’t come back. Why? Why did you leave?" Dugtong niya pero ‘di pa rin ako nakasagot.

“Should I? M-mamimiss ko sila Mommy.” “You should,” she replied. “And I’m really sorry to burst your bubbles but your parents are long gone, Ivy. Where they live now is here…” She pointed my heart. “At kahit saan ka magtungo, kasama mo sila palagi. So please, go and leave. You can come back here after a year or so.”

Maingat kong hinawi ang mga luha niya. "It's not your fault but I forgive you. Hindi ko na maibabalik ang buhay ng pinsan ko pero alam kong hindi rin siya magiging masaya kung patuloy akong magagalit sayo. Ngakamali ka man, nasaktan mo ako pero hindi ko maialis ang katotohanan na malaki ang naging parte mo sa buhay ko. I am what I am right now because of you. I became a better person because of you. I left, but a big part of me is just there, waiting for you. And now I am back."

Parang naging blanko ang lahat at parang nabutas ang puso ko. Sammuel... Why did you have to leave me? Pwede namang ayosin natin ito? Bakit kailangan mo pang umalis? Parang pagalingin ang sarili mo mula sa sugat ng mga kahapon? Sa mga masasakit na nangyari? Para patigilin sa pagdudurugo ang puso mo? Pero paano naman ako? Paano naman akong nahihirapang makalimutan ka? Paano naman akong dinurog mo nang pinu-pino?

paalam ko dito, Okie ate ingat ka rin ate love you , sa'ad naman nito sa akin, nang matapos kami makapag usap nang akin kapatid tumayo, ko para pumonta SA pantry, Ilan minutes na lang Eh. mag sisimula na ulit ang akin ship?" mahabang bak'bakan naman Ito sa mga costumer na mga pasaway,

Gone was the loneliness I felt when my best friend left. Gone was the little control I had in me.

Sa halip, mas lalo siyang lumalim. "This is why you should've stayed away from me."

Fuck. I was already too far gone.