So Help Me God Novels & Stories

nakangiting sabi niya pa gamit ang malalim at mapag-larong boses niya. Lord, guide me... please. Nawa'y maging payapa ang buhay ko rito. Ilayo mo po ako sa tukso. Amen.

"Thank You, Lord! Thank You for we could now enjoy electricity-consuming. Tomorrow I would pay our dues. Thank You for blessing Jano with that money. Lord, god, guide me. Protect me tomorrow. I hope I could pay it safely without loss or bad fate. Then, help me in decision-making. I was in chaos. I did not know how to get a job. There are so many vacancies but, I was double-minding. There's always a trouble such as resume/bio-data, picture, fare or the same. You know, God, how much I have longed for a job. Please, Lord, help me. Give me a job. Whatever job will do, as long as it's decent. Thank You! Thank You for everything. Pardon me. Pardon us, the sinners. Amen!"

"I'm here, hindi kita iiwan. Tutulungan kita. Please stop crying, okay." Sa loob ng mahabang panahon ngayon ko lang naramdaman na may taong handang tumulong sa akin. Pakiramdam ko ngayon lang ako nakahanap ng karamay. "For now, what we can do is pray. We need to pray for your sister's healing." Matagal bago naabsorb ng utak ko ang sinabi niya sa akin. Marahan niya pang pinisil ang kamay ko. "We need His help, Andromeda. Kailangan nating magdasal sa Kanya."

"l promise myself that I will help you move on kaya dapat kasama mo ako palagi sa lahat ng bagay na gagawin mo para makalimutan mo ang gago mong ex." "Tutulungan mo ako?" Puno ng pagdududa na tanong niya. "Paano?" Kinindatan siya nito. "Sa akin nalang 'yon." Inirapan niya ito para itago ang munting ngiti sa mga labi niya. "Sana nga matulungan mo ako. God knows I wanted to move on so bad." "And God knows how much I wanted to help you move on so bad." Dumukwang ito palapit sa kanya at masuyong inilapat ang labi nito sa mga labi niya na para bang normal lang na gawin nila iyon.

Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang tama, at dapat gawin. I look up and stared at the sky turning into a shade of orange. A sad smile crept on my lips as I muttered my silent prayer. “Lord, please help me. Guide me in choosing the right decision. Please enlighten my mind in order for me to be able to think rationally. I can’t do this without you so please, help me…”

Taka ko siyang tiningnan. "Ulap?" "Oo, ulap. Hindi ka naman tatanggapin sa langit dahil mahal ang ticket papunta ro'n. Hindi ka rin tatanggapin ni Satanas, dahil mas demonyo ka pa sa kanya." Nakita kong nagpipigil itong tumawa. Gano'n ah sige. "Ikaw kahit saan hindi ka pwede, at least ako pwede sa ulap. Pwede akong sumama kay Cupid. Ikaw magiging wander soul ka, yung maghahanap nalang ng hustisya."

Hawak ang kamay sabay halik sa likod g palad kung saan may benda na galing sa kanyang dextrose. I talked to God last night; keep my wife and famy save. Protect and guide. "Babe? Sorry kung pinag-alala ko kayo lahat. Hindi na iyon mauulit—pangako." "Hindi mo naman sinadya na mangyari iyon—it happened for a reason, but you need a full careful, okay? If you need something na alam mong alanganin ka, tell me or ask manang for help."

Oh my god. *****

Pero aaminin ko na yung apat na salita 'yong, it gives me a little warm inside. "D-dad, help me. Help me. I'm tired. This f*cking pain is destroying me. too. I don't want to feel trapped anymore. I don't want to live like this." I begged. Dad nodded. I looked at Kit and others they crying too while smiling. I'm not f*cking alone. They're here for me. I'm not alone fighting my demons in my head. I need to fix myself because I'll just be lost forever if I keep living like this.

Napapikit siya at huminga ng malalim, pilit na kumakalma. “Help me,” aniya sa mababang boses. “Not with me, but with Finn. Help me.”