Novel & Cerita Social Sins

I became someone I no longer recognized, a man burdened with sins too heavy for anyone else to carry. In time, my life spiraled out of control. The betrayal of my own conscience led me down a path I hadn’t anticipated. I left the military, lost to my own demons, and found myself entangled in the very world I once fought against. The mafia became my refuge, a dark sanctuary where I tried to drown my guilt, my anger, and my sorrow. I became a sinner—willingly committing sins, crossing lines I never would have imagined as a soldier. I justified it then, telling myself it was all I deserved, that I was beyond redemption. But deep down, I was trapped in a web I couldn't escape.

I want to be fair, akin si Kua, sa kaniya si Sico. I know Sico loves her. But his unknown anger towards me drives him out to sin against his wife. Ano man ang galit na nararamdaman ni Sico sa akin, ayaw kong maging tulay iyon para masaktan si Zeym. Sico sleeping with me as form of punishment considered as greatest sin to his married life. Kahit pa sabihing ginawa niya lang akong parausan, kasalanan pa rin iyon sa asawa niya.

Kahit pa sabihing hindi siya sinasaktan physically. Pinapagtanggol siya ng kaniyang ina mula sa kaniyang ama. Ngunit para sa kanya ay wala ng kaso iyon dahil ang isipan niya ay wala sa tamang huwesyo. Isa lamang ang nasa isipan niya sa oras na iyon. She is immoral, unethical and a sinner.

************************************ DEADLY SIN ************************************ (Shann's POV) Habang lumilipas ang panahon. Nag- iba ako. Ibang iba sa pagiging ako. Im became a sex addict and I dont know kung bakit. Minsan nga nagpeplease ako kay Dric na magsex kami. Haysst! Hindi ko na alam-- basta gusto ko makipagsex! Pero minsan napipigilan ko ang sarili ko kasi alam ko na mali na ako. Sumusobra na ako. Minsan nagsasarili nalang ako.

Isang marka na magpapaalala sa buong mundo—lalo na sa abogadong ’yon—kung kanino siya uuwi gabi-gabi. Naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng kanyang buong katawan sa ilalim ko. Ang mga kamay niya sa balikat ko ay tila ba nawalan na ng lakas. Ang salitang lust o pagnanasa ay napakababaw para ilarawan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. It was a sinful obsession, isang desperadong pangangailangan na lamunin ang buong pagkatao niya hanggang sa matatak sa utak niya ang pangalan ko. Pero sa ilalim ng nagwawalang gutom na ’yon, may kakaiba at nakatatakot na kirot sa dibdib ko.

Malas niya lang at pareho ko silang hawak sa leeg ng pamilya niya. "You dare to touch what's mine and expect me to be okay with it? I don't have a choice but to retaliate. In my book, no sins leave unpunished. Sins of the son will also be sins of the parents and the siblings." Walang kurap na aniko sabay pindot sa hawak na remote.

"Hmmm! Same as what we are doing Red. We have the same world na ginagalawan. They are engaged in white-collar fraud, human trafficking, money laundering,gun exportation at marami pang iba." "Fvck! That serious? Are they still human?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong n'ya kay Troy na ikinatawa nito. "Yes, they are! Hindi naman sila maligno o engkanto. Tao pa rin sila Red na may ugaling demonyo nga lang!"

"Well, sir I don't know why, now sir if you are here to punish me for my sin Sir did you uhm, you already punish me right?" Pautal utal na sabi ni Trisha "I have no more sin sir?" dugtong pa ng dalaga.Matatag niya itong sinaabi. "You have a lot of sin honey, and those sin is making me mad" Jeon said with a twitched smile. "I have a lot of sin Sir, sin pa more Sir? How many? why? Why do I have to sin again why? takag sabi ng dalaga. "Sin na naman.Narito na nga siya sa bansa niya mat kasalanan pa rin siya. Saklap namang buhay talaga niya" buvulong bulong nacsabi ni Trisha.

We have done a lots of sin, and I am sure that even Satan will be afraid to accept us in hell. During those missions of us, we experience a lot of things. We've met people who adds up to who we are right now. And as for me, that includes Charity Yoon. She was once of my possession, someone whom I oathe to cherish—but in the end she betrayed me for money. She got easily played by my father's schemes just like the others who tried to hook me up.

Thanks to Disaster. She surrendered herself to the demon for the sake of us. And had her memories erased. Making her to believe that we are the enemies here. And I will never forgive them for that. For alternating her memories. She keep them. No matter how painful and bitter they are. Because it was precious to her. Her memories she've made with the world. The things she have learned... They were altered by some disgusting, merciless punks who wants nothing but power. I can't believe them. If humanity will be like them, what will happen to this human race? Will altering one's memories considered as a sin? If it does, then I need to bring them in the place where they truly belong. HELL.