Sukdulan Ng Buhay Novels & Stories

Why am I like this? “Because you’re different, my child.” Nana spoke from behind me. I was so into my thoughts that I hadn’t realized she had gotten into my room and was now leaning forward to give me a hug. I gave her a warm smile. Nana, my lovely granny, she always knows the right thing to say. She somehow always knows what I’m thinking and understands me so well. And I really love her for that! “I know you don’t want to but you can’t ignore the fact that you live in a society, can you? You need people in life so you can enjoy and actually live your life. You don’t need to fear them, they’re humans too, just like us.”

All my emotion and feeling came back rushing and I almost drown on the many thoughts and emotion. Kung mayroon man akong natutunan mula nang mamatay at lumipat sa mundong ito ay ang buhay ay pabagu-bago. Bawat segundo, may pagkakataon na maaari kang mamatay. Walang ligtas sa kamatayan, lalo na para sa mga extra at knotrabida na ang tanging tungkulin ay mamatay o makalimutan sa mga huling yugto ng nobela. But once again I escaped death’s finger tips, once again I choose to do it myself.

She gave me a tired look. “ That is why we are craving for a home. I use to think we're existing because we are here to live and die later. But I realized, living while dying is possible. No one seems to understand us the way we understand ourselves. It's crazy to think we can give comforts to others we wish we could give to ourselves.”

That's why I'm going to have a sit-down and see whether I want to deal or not. I wondered what it would be like, to focus on something else for once. To look forward to living when I'd been so hellbent on dying. Knowing that you'd lived past the day you thought you were going to be dead is an odd feeling. It doesn't feel so much like borrowed time but a rebirth.

" Why did you save me? Why didn't you just let me die? Moreover, how am I still alive? I stabbed the knife inside my heart!. Why didn't I die? I asked her all the questions in one go which are now roaming inside my head. I am now feeling helpless. She doesn't want to be with me and I can't live without her nor I can die!! She replied looking directly into my eyes," I saved you because I can't see someone being died in front of me. I didn't let you die because of humanity. You are still alive stabbing the knife into your heart because your heart is in the right side of your chest not in the left side"

Kung hindi ko sana nakilala si Caden, hindi sana nakataya ang buhay ko sa kapahamakan. Ito na nga talaga ang kapalaran ko. Magmula ngayon ay hindi na magiging normal ang buhay ko, hindi na ako makakapamuhay ng masaya at payapa. Muli akong tumingin kay Caden na kanina pa hindi mapakali.

I lifted the glass of water in my hand and clinked it lightly against his. “Here’s to a successful partnership, Mr. Caspian.” Moonlight streamed through the floor-to-ceiling windows, stretching our shadows across the room. Each of us stood in our own corner, like two polite strangers sharing the same space. Outside, the city glowed brightly in the night. Only then did I truly feel that I had been given a second life. In this life, I only wanted one thing: to use the Falcone family’s resources to earn enough money to stand on my own and then walk away from all of this for good.

@SUHA POV@ when iam about to end my life someone stopped me it's my grandpa what he is doing here he said "what are you doing here princess" I said "I can't live grandpa I don't want to live" he asked "what happened who dare to hurt my granddaughter" I told him everything he didn't speak I know everyone knows it except me he said "if you are sad then let it be why you are ending your life if you can't face anyone of us iam not forcing you but don't end your life you are special to us you have to be alive"

“Ang buhay ay hindi naman palaging umuulan. Minsan naman ay makulimlim, minsan naman may araw. Hinahayaan ng Diyos na maulanan tayo paminsan minsan dahil alam niyang pagkatapos ng ulan ay magiging mas malakas ang resistensiya natin mula sa mga sakit. Minsan hindi natin kailangan ng payong kapag umuulan kung ‘di ng taong sasamahan tayo kahit pa sa lamig na dala ng ulan.”

sambit ni Dan sabay halik naman sa noo ni Isa. “Ako rin.. Sobrang saya ko rin ngayon.. dahil sayo kaya salamat.” “Papasayahin kita habang buhay.” “Habambuhay tayong magsasama..” “Habambuhay.” “Oo, Habambuhay..”