Till My Heartaches End นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Ngunit dahil sa kalasingan ay parang napakabigat ng katawan ko at nanlalambot sa paggalaw. I felt a sting of pain on my heart, like it was being pinched again and again. Kinakapos na rin ako sa hininga. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason

Para matuon muna doon ang isip ko at hindi ang sakit ng puso ko. Because my heart aches from what I’m going to say. “Wala ka nang uuwian. I’m ending it, Darius. I’m really serious! Pagod na ako! Let’s end this. I’m cutting all our communication,” sunod-sunod kong sinabi. “Jessica…” bigong-bigo niyang tawag. Kita ko kung paano bumagsak ang kanyang balikat. That was the last thing I heard… that was the last thing I saw… before I ended the call. Before I broke my phone on the wall. Before I screamed so loud because of frustration and heartbreak.

My heartbeat tripled and it’s as if anytime, it would come out of my ribcage. “Naiintindihan mo? Tanga ka! Bobo!” he emphasized. Napaluha ako. I just wanted all of this to end. Ito na ba? Ito na lang ba ang tanging paraan para matapos ‘to? Ito na ba ang katapusan ko?

Na akala mo ay kung anong mayroon doon. “I was afraid this time would come. I wasn’t prepared to face this kind of hurting from within. I have learned to live my life beside you. Maybe I’ll just dream of you tonight. And if into my dream you come and touch me once again. I’ll just keep on dreaming. ’Til my heartaches end.” Matapos kong kantahin ay muli siyang tumingin sa akin. Ako naman ay yumuko dahil hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit break up namin ang pumapasok sa aking isip at hindi sa amin ni Hacob.

Walang masasabi ang dilim ng gabing ito sa dilim na hinatid ng mundo sa kanya. Tuluyan na nga niyang tinahak ang daan palabas ng subdivision. Sa huling pagkakataon ay tumulo ang luha niya. Sinisiguro niya na ito na ang huling pagkakataon na iiyak siya dahil sa sakit, lungkot, at galit. Hindi na siya iiyak pa sa mga taong hindi siya nanaising iyakan din. Not anymore. "Baby..." Her weary heart stopped when she heard the voice of the person who can break her heart into pieces, and the same person who can also give a remedy to it.

May isang oras at kalahati pa. Ngayon pa talaga? Ngayon ko pa dudurugin ang puso ni Mau?? Sa mahalagang araw kung paano kaming pinag tagpo ng tadhana? Mahigpit ang mga hawak ko sa manobela. Nanlalabo ang daan dahil sa patuloy na pag agos ng mapait kong luha. Is this our end? I could never see her again. Sobrang sakit. Parang dinidikdik ang puso ko sa sakit.

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood You're my downfall, you're my muse My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you My head's under water But I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind 'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, oh oh Give me all of you Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

I am tired of this place, I hope people change I need time to replace what I gave away And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small Though I try to resist I still want it all I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes I see a little house on the hill and children's names I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray But everything is shattering and it's my mistake Humarap ako sa bintana nang makaramdam ako ng sikip sa dibdib ko. Kainis na shuffle playlist 'to, nananadya. Pakiramdam ko tutulo na ang mga luha ko pero sinusubukan ko pa ding pigilan.

There goes my heart beating 'Cause you are the reason I'm losing my sleep Please come back now I saw my husband's shocked faced as soon as he heard the music. And there goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now Then suddenly his eyes were filled with tears. He is like a lost boy crying and I was crying too. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason

" Saying Goodbye To The Someone I Love ? Make My Heart Broke Into Pieces? " _______________________________