Uncertainty In Life นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Sa nararamdaman kong assurance mula sa akin ay mapapanatag na ang dibdib ko sa maraming what ifs sa utak ko. Alam ko na kung sakali mang may maging problema kami sa hinaharap ay malalampasan namin ang lahat ng ‘yon ng magkasama. Even though I have no experience in love and relationships— and taking this risk is uncertain— I am secure with Gray, and I know that I will not regret fighting for my love for him ever.

LIFE always has its ways to bring you down.It makes you feel worried of something you don't have control of..Minsan nalulungkot tayo sa mga bagay na hindi natin maintindihan..Pakiramdam natin may kulang, pero tayo mismo sa sarili natin hindi alam kung pano ba pupunuan iyon kasi kahit tayo hindi natin alam kung ano ba ang kulang saatin..We just simply go with the flow and let the destiny decide for us.kung saan ba tayo dadalhin ng tadhana ay wala tayong alam..

May namuong luha sa kanyang mga mata. “Ano ang kakatakutan mo? Life is uncertain. Talagang para kang nasa roller coaster rides. Hindi mo alam kung saan ka dadalahin ng kapalaran. Ang palagi mong piliin ay ang makasama ang mga taong mahal mo at nagmamahal sa’yo.” “Lola, naduduwag po ako. Pero sa bawat desisyon po na ginagawa mo. Palaging para sa ikakabuti ng nakakarami.”

Wala na si lola. Life is unpredictable hindi mo alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa susunod na araw o sa magigibg buhay mo sa hinaharap, Kaya hanggat maaga pa enjoy your life, enjoy your time with your beloved. Dahil hindi mo alam, hindi natin alam kung hanggang saan o kailan magtatapos ang buhay ng isang tao. “gutom kaba? I buy you something to eat?” alalang tanong ni Shiela.

Isang koneksiyong unti-unting magdadala sa kanila sa mga lihim, pagsubok, at katotohanang matagal nang nakatago. At habang papalapit ang oras ng kanilang pagkikita, pareho nilang hindi alam na ang susunod na kabanata ng kanilang buhay ay magbabago sa lahat ng kanilang pinaniniwalaan. Dahil minsan, ang mga taong hindi natin inaasahang makikilala ang siyang nagiging dahilan upang tuluyang mabago ang ating kapalaran.

I opened my eyes and I haven't felt any pain. Inilapag ko sa kama ang picture frame at sunod kong kinuha ang isang white dress. Isa itong satin white dress na maikli lang. I never felt any strange connection kaya itinabi ko nalang sa kama. The next thing I saw is my single album na may title na "Uncertainty". Lahat ng mga bagay sa loob ay alam kong konektado sakin. Lahat ng nasa loob ay nakapagpaalala sakin ng mga nakaraan ko. It was a smooth reminisce, walang headaches. Nang akmang itatapon ko na ang box ay may nakita akong wallet-size picture na may sulat sa likod.

was one of the most traumatic experiences I've ever encountered. And this life... I stared at my reflection in the mirror, silently condemning those awful set of lifeless eyes. It's becoming harder and harder to live this life. This life full of fear, uncertainty, and warning signs...

She hugged me tight and I returned it too. Ngayon na lang kasi kami makakalabas. Sa susunod baka wala na... My heart contorted rigidly at that thought. Hindi na kaya kahit ang bone marrow transplant dahil hindi kakayanin ng anak ko ang surgery. She's now in the intensive unit care and there was never a day where I prayed to God for health. Na sana... 'wag muna ngayon. The doctor told us that there is uncertainty of how long she'll live. I've now finally accepted that God will soon take her away from me. We don't take a hold of our lives. It's something that we cannot take a hold of. That's part of life. Birth and death are the two things that are constant here on earth. We live and soon die.

Angie said nang mapasukan ako nito na nakatingin sa kawalan. "Have you ever been in a situation na alam mong fifty-fifty ang puwedeng kalabasan?" I just randomly asked her and to be honest I'm not expecting any logical answer from her. "You know Yesha, life itself is full of uncertainty, every decision that you made gives you a fifty-fifty chance, there's a small string that divides success to failur and it's up to you, how you play the game." she said which surprises me since I din't expect seriousness in her.

Parang bawat salitang maaari kong sabihin ay may kakayahang magbukas ng isang pinto na pareho naming hindi sigurado kung handa na kaming pasukin. “Pakiramdam ko po,” mahina kong wika, “na may isang bahagi sa inyo na gustong bumalik sa mundo… at may isa pang bahagi na natatakot na baka masaktan ulit.” Isang mahabang katahimikan. “That’s dangerous,” sabi niya, halos bulong. “Ang alin po?” “Letting someone read you without knowing your whole life.” Hindi ko alam kung paalala iyon… o paanyaya.