What Did I Do Wrong Novels & Stories

Umupo siya roon at nag-isip. “I have been running my businesses for over half a decade. Where and when did I commit a mistake? Sino ang nasaktan ko nang hindi ko namamalayan? Did I hurt a big and dangerous fish in the business world? Sino ang mga taong nais akong patayin at sino ang amo nila? Bakit nila ako naging target? Dàmn it! Sa sobrang dami ng mga naging transactions ko, hindi ko na ma pinpoint kung ano ang naging sanhi nito.”

nagulat ako nang mapunto niya ang aking pinagdadaanan ngayon. Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako at ikinibit-balikat ito. "I don't know. At first, I thought what I did was right. It really feels right at the moment. But then, time passed by, it's the moment before I fully understand and realized what I've done. It just pure chaos," wika ko sa kaniya.

Tumayo ako saka pinunasan at inayos ang sarili ko. "You're wrong, Alex. Because I was once regret my choice by falling onto someone and that one is my greatest mistake. I won't do the same mistake again. I won't let myself fall then get hurt after. And correction, I never get cold to someone, but now I think I have to. I never make any walls between me and other people, but thanks for the reminder. Now I know I really need to." Saka ko nilisan ang gymnasium at sumakay sa motor pauwi.

sagot naman nito sa akin. Napakunot naman ang aking noo. "Why are you acting like I did something wrong against you?" tanong ko. Sa pagkakaalam ko, wala akong ginawang masama sa babaeng 'to. Sabi nila kapag nagagalit sa iyo ang isang tao kahit wala ka namang nagawang mali sa kanila, iisa lang ang ibig sabihin no'n, naiinggit siya sa iyo.

Walang salitang lumalabas. Napabuntong-hininga siya, parang nag-shift ng gears pati sa emosyon. “Tungkol sa nangyari kanina… hindi ko dapat ginawa ‘yon. Hindi dapat ako nakialam nang gano’n sa isang ka-trabaho. Mistake. Hindi na mauulit.” Ang salitang mistake ay tumama sa akin na parang balde ng nagyeyelong tubig. Pagkakamali.

what have i done? "Hey are you okey? what is happening to you?" kinalas ko ang seatbelt ko at nanginginig ang mga kamay ko siyang dinaluhan.. pilit siyang ngumiti sa akin ngunit nang akmang hahawakan ko na siya sa pisngi ay siya namang pagkawala ng kanyang malay. What the fuck have i done? what is happening? damn nanginginig ang mga kamay ko at hindi ko na alam ang gagawin..

Kaya naman makalipas ang ilang sandali ay ipinagpatuloy niya ang nais sabihin. "I know things gone wrong, and worse, it ruined everything between us. I know it took a while for me to say this but I'm sorry. For all the things I've done that hurts you. I know you're thinking that I'm the worst person, and yes, I think tama ka." Sighed. "Pero sana maayos na natin yung gulo sa pagitan natin? We are going to get married sooner or later, sana naman pareho tayong ayaw ng mangyari pa ulit ang mga nangyari na noon."

"Lagi mong tinatago ang mga kawalanghiyaan ko. Una sa mga magulang mo, at ngayon sa mga anak ko. You always protect my name and always put the blame on you" "Hindi ba't ako naman talaga ang may kasalanan?" Hindi ko mapigilang maglabas ng mapait na ngiti. "You said that in front of my face remember?" "Then I was wrong" yumuko siya. "I realize that I have done....a lot. The only mistake you've done is to forced me in a marriage. I thought you ruined my life without knowing that I'm the one who make your life miserable."

I asked in a small voice. Halos wala na ring lumabas sa na boses sa bibig ko dahil nararamdaman ko ang mainit niyang palad na marahang humahaplos sa gilid ng bewang ko pataas sa hanggang sa ibaba ng aking dibdib. "I didn't do anything bad naman diba? You shouldn't be punishing me." "Yes you did." "Huh?" naguguluhan kong tanong. Ano bang ginawa kong mali.

"Gwen, can I ask?" "Sure po, miss. I'll do my best to answer you po." "Do you think, someone will possibly repeat their mistakes in the past that they said they already regret?" I said. I felt bad about my doubt to Leo. You can't blame me, I was already traumatized by what happened to our marriage back then I am afraid that it would happen again also now that my husband is acting weird again. What worries me the most was that, he doesn't want to tell me anything!