Novel & Cerita When I Look Into Your Holiness

Para bang hirap na hirap na siya. "Your eyes... the same shade of brown as my Lolo Theodore's wooden chair that lined inside the church of my childhood home. In your eyes... Why do I see the world, and all the beautiful things it should be? Why am I seeing the love, the life, the light, the joy, the passion? Were these all just mere fairy tales? Or things that could actually be? In your eyes I did not see myself but I saw all the things I think should be."

Hindi mabilis, hindi mabagal, katamtamang pwersa para matandaan ang bawat haba at laki nito. Doon nag-iba ang pananaw niya, na hindi naman pala siya nakakatakot. Pero ang tunay na nakakatakot ay yung baka sa isang araw na ito ay hanap-hanapin niya na sa susunod. Iba ang init ng katawan nilang magkadikit. Iba ang daloy ng kuryente sa bawat diin ng kaniyang balakang. Hindi ingay ng kalaswaan ang maririnig sa buong kuwarto kung hindi ingay ng pagmamahal, kahit na alam niyang hindi ito tunay.

I have found the peace I seek. Tumingin ako ng mabuti sa mga mata niya. Kahit nakakapaso, tinitigan ko iyon na parang may hinahanap sa loob. At doon ko nakita ang Will this be the man that's worth for my future tears? Will he be worth it for the blood that I may lost while walking barefooted in the path full of broken glasses? Is he the one that I prayed from you, Lord?

Oo isa itong kasalan at maraming tao ang nakatingin sa amin lalo pa at sa altar kami kinukuhanan ng litrato pero iba talaga ang aking pakiramdam. May kung anong pwersa ang nag- udyok sa akin na tingnan ang bahagi ng simbahan kung saan nagmula si Sienna. Parang tumigil sa pag- ikot ang aking mundo at ang nakakintal na ngiti sa aking mga labi ay biglang naglaho. Lucien? Nandito siya?

Bahagyang napakunot ang noo ko. I can't believe that they're willing to skip class just to see those men whom I don't even have any idea who. What? Are they a celebrity or something for them to gush so much? Napansin ako ng isang babae na nakatingin kaya kaagad niyang sinenyasan ang mga kasama niyang nakatingin nga ako. One of the girls smiled genuinely. "Hi, Holy." And they even know me. I smiled back softly.

Lahat ng galaw niya ay may ibig sabihin. Kilala naman yata nila ang boses ni Aziria, isn’t? “When you feel my heat.” “Look into my eyes.” “It’s where my demons hide.” “It’s where my demons hide.” “Don’t get too close.” “It’s dark inside.” “It’s where my demons hide.” “It’s where my demons hide.” Good luck, bee! Israel’s POV

Ang babaeng s'yang lahat sa kan'ya. Si Kianna— ang kan'yang asawa. 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶 Mmmmm There's so much craziness, surrounding me There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me You make it real for me When I'm not sure of my priorities When I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be Like holy water, washing over me You make it real for me

“Look into my eyes, You will see, what you mean to me, Search your heart, search your soul When you find me there, you'll search no more” someone started singing at my back. Parang biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil sa boses niya. His husky and deep voice reached my soul. The way he sang, made me feel im heaven. When i heard his voice i knew it its him. My home, My Vincent. “Don't tell me it's not worth trying for You can't tell me it's not worth dying for

Kung sana nalaman ko kaagad, hindi na ganito kasakit sa puso ko habang nakikita silang nasasaktan! "W-What do you mean by that, lov—— Holy? What do you fucking mean?" I narrowed my eyes when Zero stuttered and this is the first time I saw him like this. I smirked because I remember before that I always thought that there was really a perfect time that a woman would enter his life and will change how he was before. And now, I didn't know that Holy would be that woman... my friend.

Based on 1 Thessalonians 4:3-7 "For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you should abstain from sexual immorality; That each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, Not in passion of lust, like the Gentiles who do not know God; That no one should take advantage of and defraud his brother in this matter, because the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also forewarned you and testified. For God did not call us to uncleanliness, but in holiness." Moonlight Serenade Playlist: 1. Leave Me Astounded by Planetshakers (Chapter 3) 2. Grace and Peace by Sovereign Grace Music (Chapter 12) 3. Life Defined by Shane and Shane (Chapter 28) 4. Be Thou