Novel & Cerita Worst Fears

Binalik ni Gian ang cellphone nito saakin. "Patatagalin niyo pa ba? Mas matakot ka kapag pinaghiwalay kayong dalawa ng hindi man lang kayo lumalaban. Kung ako sa inyo. Sabihin niyo na habang maaga pa." I clenched my jaw and fist. Nagagalit ako. Naduduwag ako. Natatakot ako. Gusto kong maging maayos ang lahat ng meron saamin ni Cali, pero baka kapag humakbang ako, baka bigla siyang mawala saakin.

sabi ni leo na pinaburan ni kyle at iqbal. "Takot ba kayo mag-fail?" tanong ko sa anim. "Oo naman sir." sagot nilang lahat. "Bakit naman? Dapat hindi kayo matakot bumagsak, matakot kayo na walang natutunan." "Pero kasi sir, nakakatakot bumagsak. Biggest fear ko ang mag-fail." sambit ni ellaine. "Why?" Hindi kaya perfectionist lang talaga si ellaine?

Kung pupunta na naman ako ro'n, baka bugawin niya na naman ako na siyang ikinailing ko na lang. I'm not scared to be embarrassed, what I am scared of is to be glared by his igniting eyes like he doesn't anyone to know that I am his wife! He was staring at me at those times like I was a trash and a beggar who need nothing but money and attention. That's what I am scared of. To be treated again like stranger and trespasser.

"Don't worry, you're still the best cousin in the world." "Stop it, idiot. I'm not worried about you. I'm more worried about myself, she'll probably bully me after she learned about this dilemma." Problemadong sambit ko at napabuntong-hininga. If father is the worst person I've ever met, Cathya is the worst creature I've ever seen. She's not just a bully, she's the worst bully that you will ever imagine. "Don't worry, ikaw ang pinakamahirap i-handle sa mga Pelatrosa, G. Madali lang para sa 'kin si Cathya." Let's just wait and see, Hec.

“Please, stop worrying about me.” "How can I not worry?" her mother said, her voice trembling with emotion. "You’re the only one your father and I have left. After everything that’s happened, can you really blame me for being this way? I’m scared, Amelia. Every time something happens to you, I feel like I’m losing everything all over again."

And that is the scariest thing that happened to me. "Nisha, please..." Shawn's voice is pleading and it breaks the hell out of me. I was trembling with fear for myself, for what I could do. I am afraid of the fact that I am a monster and I can kill other people whenever I want. If I can hurt myself, I can do it to others as well and I don't want that to happen. I wiped my tears and trying to convince myself that I am normal.

I really can’t imagine how he surpassed those problems in his life. “Kaya noong nalaman kong kilala mo si Dustin, and worst he’s your fucking best friend, I got mad. I was threatened again, for the second time. Kasi hindi ko alam, baka . . . makuha ka rin niya sa akin. You knew him for years, you’ve been with him for years, you cared for him for years, that’s why this is the biggest fear I ever had now. To see you . . . with him. Fuck. Hindi ako takot sa mga kalaban ko sa negosyo pero pagdating sa ‘yo . . . takot ako. I don’t fucking know why. I . . . I just know that . . . I’m afraid to lose someone again.” he whispered the last sentence like a lullaby. I silently wiped my tears away.