Fear Of God 소설 & 이야기

Ayaw niya nang ganito na hindi niya alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isipan nito. God, kahapong malaman niya na umalis ito, may kung anong takot siyang nakapa sa dibdib niya. Ayaw man niyang aminin ay kinatatakutan niyang mawala ito sa buhay niya. Damn. Nagagalit siya rito and yet hindi niya mapigilan ang totoong nararamdaman niya.

Maybe I don't fear fights but that time I feel fear. Fear that maybe oneday Chase will walk away to my life. Fear that my mind was right. Fear that one day we will not seeing each other. I haven't been in a relationship but I know the word 'love'. I told Rhezian that I don't know what if feels but I really do know. I love Chase and I denied it to them because I don't want them to look at me with pity. That one day when he leaved me, It'll fucking hurt me.

Unti-unti kong ibinaling ang tingin sa bintana. God, do I really have to die this miserably? Ano bang nagawa kong kasalanan para maisumpa ng ganito? Maybe it's true, you always attract what you fear. I fear to fall in his traps again. And here I am, like a fool, I am trap again. "How's your sleep?" Marahan niyang tanong.

72 I couldn't sleep because of the fear I felt that night. Takot na takot ako na biglang bumalik ulit si Tito Alfredo. I want to call Maddix, but I'm afraid of Tito Alfredo's threat. The way he looked at me last night was so scary, as if if I didn't really follow what he wanted me to do, he would do something I wouldn't like. Ang sabi nito ay si mama ang pupuntahan niya kapag hindi ko siya sinunod. Napapikit ako at agad na tinwagan si Mama noong gabing iyon. I was so scared, and I can't even think straight.

Since FEAR has strong connections to government agencies and military personnel, it has a strong possibility that Archibald is backed up by them, kaya malakas ang loob niyang kalabanin ang Westside. FEAR, a military agency that solves complex and violent enemies the normal police cannot handle, mostly supernatural ones. Kagaya sa Westside Dragons, karamihan ng miyembro nito ay mga talisman users. Malaking organisasyon ang FEAR, marami silang koneksyon sa malalaking organisasyon sa labas at loob ng bansa. I hate to admit it, pero sila ang grupong kayang tapatan ang Westside. The two groups have been clashing for so many years, pero hanggang ngayon, wala pa ring nakadadaig sa bawat isa.

Nasa akin pa rin siya nakaharap dahil nakatagilid siyang nakahiga. My God, Hera... sinong magaakala na makikita ko siya sa ganito kalapit na perspective? This man was the one that I was really afraid of for the past years. Walang araw na hindi ako natatakot sa isipin na baka magising siya at magdesisyon na patayin ako. Ilang beses kong pinagdasal na sana ay hindi na siya magising pa dahil sa sobrang takot ko.

Lahat sila ay nabigla at natulala sa nangyari. All of them are afraid that their Master will throw the woman who didn't notice their boss. Ayaw na ayaw pa naman ng Master nilang magpahawak kung kanino man lalo na hindi kilalang tao o babae. Alam na alam rin nilang isang Germophobia ang kanilang Master. Takot ito sa mikrobyo. The woman still stays in Caleb's arms even if the person with whom she collided has already left.

Tanong niya na pilit na nagpakanormal kahit na katakot-takot ang pagkabog ng kanyang dibdib. "I doubt anyone would dare to ride the elevator with me. They're terrified of me; they bow their heads and cower just at the sight of me, their tails tucked between their legs. I can sense their fear in my presence." He said with a serious tone, "Unlike you, you're the only one who's had the courage to ride the elevator with me. You're the only one bold enough to stare back at me now, without a hint of fear in your eyes. You're the only one who doesn't tremble at my gaze."

Natitira lang ang amin na silid: ako, takot at panghihina, at siya, galit at obsesyon. Hindi ko alam kung paano, pero naramdaman kong may pagod na bumabalot sa akin...isang kakaibang pagod, hindi lang dahil sa aksidente, kundi dahil sa bigat ng guilt, sa bigat ng pagkaka-survive. Napaupo ako sa kalsada, hinila ng hangin ang bawat hibla ng katawan ko, at doon, sa gitna ng lahat, nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang takot.

"Anong pinagsasabi niyo? Akala ko ba may nakita kang tao KC?" Bumugtong hininga si KC at may itinuro upang maningkit ang aking mga mata. Fear was the first thing I felt, kaya pala takot na takot ang dalawa. The bigger question is why are they here, wearing cloaks like a cult. Hindi ko alam ang pwedeng mangyari sa aming tatlo kapag nakita nila kami.