Novel & Cerita You Deserve Someone Better

He was just not letting slide the opportunity away. Do I still know my worth? I never imagined in my life that I would be that woman that I loathe the most... the woman who gives themselves to a man who doesn't care at all about them. The woman who throw themselves at men who know nothing but to use them just for personal needs. Lastly, the woman who don't know their value and what they deserved. Even how much I wanted to enjoy this moment, I just couldn't. How can I? "Mother fucking, you taste so fucking good!" he said obscenely.

"Kaya wala kang karapatang mamuhay ng tahimik dahil ikaw dapat ang nagdusa noon at hindi siya! At hanggang ngayon ba naman, pinahihirapan mo pa rin si Forth, huh, Cary? Leave him alone if you couldn't just accept him! He doesn't deserve you, anyway! Ipapahamak mo lang siya! Sisirain mo lang siya!" Tinakpan ko ang aking mukha at napahagulhol. She is right. I don't deserve to live a peaceful life all these years, knowing that someone else saved me from the possible misery I should have had. I don't deserve his love. I don't deserve him.

You should fix the brokenness and the bleeding. I don't want to cry no more. We deserve to be happy. We deserve to be loved. We deserve to be broken. We deserve to be strong. We deserve to be thinker. We deserve to be hard. We deserve to push our bottom up! We deserve to be queen and king. Because we are equal. You'll make it. Huwag magpatalo. Kailangan mong piliin ang pagkaka-panalo mo. Umulan man o bumagyo? Katamtaman man o mabangis! Kahit anuman ang mangyari sa dulo'y laging may bahaghari.

he whispered. "I don't deserve you, you look perfect tonight." Sa huling pagkakataon ay sinabayan niya ang huling liriko sa kanta. Naramdaman kong bumukas na ang lahat ng ilaw at nagsi-palakpakan na silang lahat, pero nanatili parin kaming nakatitig sa isa't isa. A-anong---- hindi ba't ' I don't deserve it' 'yon? Paano naging I don't deserve you, 'yon?

Hindi pa rin nawawala ang takot dito sa puso ko. Feeling ko kasi kahit anong pagpupursige ko, hindi ako yung babaeng karapat dapat para sa kanya. Caleb deserved someone better. Someone who can help him, someone na matalino, magaling at malakas at lahat ng mga katangiang yun ay wala pa sa akin. Binubuo ko palang ang sarili. And I think it will take time for me to be that ready for him.

Buong akala ko kinalimutan niya ang lahat sa amin pero hindi pala. "He said he doesn't deserve you anymore. You don't deserve a sick man like him. He don't want to burden you taking care of him. You deserve someone better. A man that could take care of you and protect you in until you grow old. He doesn't want you to experience another pain when the time comes that he needs to leave you again." Walang salita lumabas sa aking bibig. Iyak lang ako ng iyak. Hindi madali ang pinagdaanan ko pero lalong hindi rin madali ang pinagdaanan niya.

"I don’t deserve you." "You're worth it, wife," sagot niya, ang boses niya puno ng determinasyon at pagmamahal. "You’re everything I could ever ask for. You may have a past that weighs heavy on you, but it doesn’t make you any less deserving of love, of happiness, of a future with me. You don’t need to carry that burden alone, because I’m here. I’ll always be here to remind you that you’re worth more than you think."

tanong ni Alex "I dont deserve him, I deserve someone better!" Diretsahang wika nito saka tumingin sa kanya. Napatingin sya sa rear view mirror kaya nagtama ang kanilang mga mata saka ngumisi ito sa kanya. Alam nyang nakita din ni Alex ang ginawa nito pero wala itong pakialam. "At sino naman ang deserve mo aber? Sir James is a good catch at mahal ka nya."

"I love you so much Av, that I don't know if I can still love someone other than you." "Luke, please don't say like that. You deserve someone better, yung kaya kang mahalin ng buong-buo. I know there's someone out there deserving of your love. You're such a good man Luke at ayaw kong maging unfair sayo. Dahil sa totoo lang hindi ko alam, hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal ulit. I'm s-sorry Luke, I'm so sorry but God knows I tried."

** Hindi siya kagaya ng mga babaeng lumalapit sa’kin para lang sa apelyido ko. Sa pera ko. Sa kama ko. She stays quiet. She stays kind. And that’s what makes me *want her more.* **Damn.** Is it because I can’t have her? Or because I know deep down… **She deserves someone better.** Someone her age. Someone like— Lalaking ka-age niya. Maayos ang trabaho. Nasa paligid palagi. Fuck!..