We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve Novels & Stories

Sofia reached out and held my hand. “You deserve more than one night, Kat. You deserve someone who’ll show up every day, not just in moments. Someone who will love you the way you love them—genuinely, wholeheartedly, and without holding back. Because at the end of the day, that’s what we all deserve: a love that doesn’t make us question our worth, but reminds us why we should never settle for less.” Ngumiti ako ng tipid, pilit ipinapakita na okay lang ako kahit obvious na hindi. Pero bago pa ako makapagsalita, naunahan ako ni Jem.

My love is cursed. Parang ayaw ko ng magmahal pa. Ang sakit pala magmahal. Umasa ka na mamahalin ka nila, sa huli, iiwan ka rin pala. I am scared to risk my love! Dahil alam ko sa sarili kong hindi naman ako karapat dapat na mahalin. No one deserves my love. No one deserves Athanasia Mare even herself.

Trying to persuade her. "I told you, I will endure all of it. Just don't fucking leave me." I'm not persuading, I'm begging! "You need to accept it. We're not meant for each other. You deserve better and I deserve better, but we're not better together." Fuck it!

The judgements, the accusations, the bad things they throw at me, the… sin I had done… all of it… and being in this certain situation right now, makes me feel… that I deserve it. I deserve the judgement. I deserve not to be loved. I deserve to be left behind. I deserve to… be trash in everybody’s life. I don't deserve good things, only bad things. The video played on a constant loop, while I cried. There were no sounds, but it was clear… that it was me, and Psalm. It was compiled. Like whoever recorded this… and saw this in person… must have witnessed it.. a lot of times, already. My face… looking like I was pleasured and pleased, by how Psalm slammed inside me. My body… uncensored.

A mistake that we always forget in finding the right person in our life. We always think that we were complete after loving them but in the first place we never be complete if we’ll never accept ourselves. They’re wounded warriors too, if they don’t understand you and not fully satisfy you it’s not their fault because you have an answer key to a right answer of your satisfaction. We don’t need to change a person, instead we need to accept and appreciate what they put on the table.

"Kaya wala kang karapatang mamuhay ng tahimik dahil ikaw dapat ang nagdusa noon at hindi siya! At hanggang ngayon ba naman, pinahihirapan mo pa rin si Forth, huh, Cary? Leave him alone if you couldn't just accept him! He doesn't deserve you, anyway! Ipapahamak mo lang siya! Sisirain mo lang siya!" Tinakpan ko ang aking mukha at napahagulhol. She is right. I don't deserve to live a peaceful life all these years, knowing that someone else saved me from the possible misery I should have had. I don't deserve his love. I don't deserve him.

To give without reason,. And care without Expectation,... Love without Fear,... Parang may Kung anong kirot ang naramdaman ni Izzy. Karson is right, hindi niya deserve ang masaktan ngunit Kung nalalaman Lang nito ang pinagdadaanan niya ay baka Lalo PA itong maawa. Trust without questioning,... Need without demanding,... Accept without change,... Want without restrictions,... Desire without inhibitions,... A love so free, Will never fly away,... True love isn't love at first

"Please Seb, don't do this to yourself. I love you because you're my best friend. I value you because you deserved it. I respect you because I know your worth. But, I can't be unfair to you Seb. You deserve to be loved. You deserve someone who will love you as you, yung mamahalin ka nang buo." Napalakas na ang pag-iyak ko dahil nakita kong umiiling-iling ito.Lumapit akonsa kanya at niyakap ko siya nang mahihpit. Ramdam ko ang panginginig nang katawan nito at ang malakas nitong paghikbi. "Saph,please..." "Shhh...don't say that...someone deserves you and your love, Sebastian. Your more than what you think you are..Makakahanap ka rin nang para sayo."

mahinang saad ko sapat lamang para marinig niya. “If you didn't, then I wouldn't see you smile and laugh like I saw earlier.” “You know I don't deserve that. Alam mo ba ’yung pakiramdam na nagsasaya ako tapos hindi ko manlang alam na naghihingalo na ’yung nanay ko sa ospital!” “What are you saying you don't deserve this? Hindi mo ba deserve magpahinga? Puro na lang ba iyang pamilya mo ang iisipin mo? Can't you just think about yourself just for a day?”

Hindi dahil sa sakit, kundi dahil sa dami ng emosyon—sa pagmamahal, sa pasasalamat, sa pananabik. “Luigi…” tawag ko sa kanya. Hinawakan ko ang batok niya at pinatong ang noo ko sa noo niya. “Thank you. For making me feel like I still deserve love.” He looked at me, deep and full of conviction. “You don’t just deserve love, Maya. You deserve everything. And I will spend the rest of my life giving you just that.” Dahil sa mga salitang 'yon, hindi ko napigilang hilahin siyang muli para halikan.