We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve の小説・ストーリー

Sofia reached out and held my hand. “You deserve more than one night, Kat. You deserve someone who’ll show up every day, not just in moments. Someone who will love you the way you love them—genuinely, wholeheartedly, and without holding back. Because at the end of the day, that’s what we all deserve: a love that doesn’t make us question our worth, but reminds us why we should never settle for less.” Ngumiti ako ng tipid, pilit ipinapakita na okay lang ako kahit obvious na hindi. Pero bago pa ako makapagsalita, naunahan ako ni Jem.

My love is cursed. Parang ayaw ko ng magmahal pa. Ang sakit pala magmahal. Umasa ka na mamahalin ka nila, sa huli, iiwan ka rin pala. I am scared to risk my love! Dahil alam ko sa sarili kong hindi naman ako karapat dapat na mahalin. No one deserves my love. No one deserves Athanasia Mare even herself.

Umiwas ako ng tingin. “Then he doesn't deserve your love.” “He deserves it,” ani ko. “He deserves my love and I deserve his love. You don't know us so you can't say anything about our love.” “Yeah, right. I don't know you, guys.” Umiwas siya ng tingin at bumaling sa manibela. He then started his car and we started moving leaving the parking lot of the restaurant.

Trying to persuade her. "I told you, I will endure all of it. Just don't fucking leave me." I'm not persuading, I'm begging! "You need to accept it. We're not meant for each other. You deserve better and I deserve better, but we're not better together." Fuck it!

The judgements, the accusations, the bad things they throw at me, the… sin I had done… all of it… and being in this certain situation right now, makes me feel… that I deserve it. I deserve the judgement. I deserve not to be loved. I deserve to be left behind. I deserve to… be trash in everybody’s life. I don't deserve good things, only bad things. The video played on a constant loop, while I cried. There were no sounds, but it was clear… that it was me, and Psalm. It was compiled. Like whoever recorded this… and saw this in person… must have witnessed it.. a lot of times, already. My face… looking like I was pleasured and pleased, by how Psalm slammed inside me. My body… uncensored.

Hinalikan ko ang kamay nito. "I will close the deal between us. Marami akong kasalanang nagawa. Nasaktan kita ng sobra sobra and I'm sorry abouth that. I hurt u many times and I deserve every heartache you game me. Minsan nga naisip ko I don't deserve ur love pero wala akong pakealam. I am so madly inlove with you. Ang dami kong nagawang mali sa mundong ito at ikaw lang ang tama kaya hinding hindi na kita papakawalan." mahabang sabe ko. Tumulo ang isang butil kong luha. tumango si Selena at bakas sa mukha nito ang saya. "Give me one lifetime to prove to you that I deserve your love. I want your love Selena. I want your hands to brush mine every walking moment. I want you so bad Selena."

A mistake that we always forget in finding the right person in our life. We always think that we were complete after loving them but in the first place we never be complete if we’ll never accept ourselves. They’re wounded warriors too, if they don’t understand you and not fully satisfy you it’s not their fault because you have an answer key to a right answer of your satisfaction. We don’t need to change a person, instead we need to accept and appreciate what they put on the table.

"I don't think I deserve such a kind person like you." [You deserve a kind person because you are Rhea Kirstie Campbell, a great woman whom I believe deserves everything in this world.] Tuluyan akong napaiyak sa sinabi niya. He never fails to comfort me. He never fails to build my confidence back. [And even if I knew I don't have a single chance with you, I still want to love you because I know you deserve my love. You deserved to be loved.] Napanguso nalang ako. Napailing-iling ako dahil palagi niya nalang akong pinapaiyak. Hindi iyak na nasasaktan, kundi sa saya.

"Kaya wala kang karapatang mamuhay ng tahimik dahil ikaw dapat ang nagdusa noon at hindi siya! At hanggang ngayon ba naman, pinahihirapan mo pa rin si Forth, huh, Cary? Leave him alone if you couldn't just accept him! He doesn't deserve you, anyway! Ipapahamak mo lang siya! Sisirain mo lang siya!" Tinakpan ko ang aking mukha at napahagulhol. She is right. I don't deserve to live a peaceful life all these years, knowing that someone else saved me from the possible misery I should have had. I don't deserve his love. I don't deserve him.

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