Asking For A Friend Mean の小説・ストーリー

pinasalamatan niya ito. His friend acted like he fell into deep thinking. “Ano kaya ang magandang hingiing kapalit?” Ani pa nito. “Just don’t ask the impossible.” He remembers to tell him. “I’m just kidding, bud. Hayaan mo na. That’s what friends are for,” he dismissed the idea of him repaying him back. “Maaasahan ka talaga,” he praises him and even reached his shoulder to tap it.

Madalas lang naman akong napunta sa kaniya kapag may mabigat akong problema tapos kapag nawalana ang bigat sa dibdib ko ay aalis ako agad sa puder niya. Madalas nga ay nakukwestyon ko ang ugali ko bilang kaibigan. Na masyado ba akong manhid at makasarili dahil ni hindi ko manlang siya naitatanong kung okay lang ba siya, may problema ba siya, at ni hindi ko masabi sa kaniya na mahalaga siya sa akin. I feel so useless as a friend. I am so selfish.

“It’s fine. I didn’t ask for an apology anyway.” Lumawak ang ngiti ni Rhyd. “Alam ko, pero gusto ko lang talagang humingi ng tawad." I rolled my eyes. “Apology accepted. Can I go now?” “Sure, but can I be your friend?” he asked eagerly, almost bouncing. Natigilan ako at bahagyang lumingon sa kanya. “Why should we be friends?” “Because… I want to be your friend,” he said. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. “Wait, is that even an answer? Does that make any sense to you?”

wala sa sariling bulalas ko. Kung i-aaccept ko naman wala naman sigurong masama at kung hindi naman baka ano pa isipin niya. Baka sabihin niya snob ako. Bakit kasi nagfriend request pa siya? Ano bang trip niya ngayon?

"kung iyan lang ang paraan para mawala sa landas ko ang malanding babaeng yon!? Bakit hindi diba!? Sabay ngumisi na para demonyo sa kaibigan. Kaya pumapayag na ako sa iyong plano may dear friend para mabura sa landas ko ang babaeng yon? Sabay humalakhak na parang nababaliw” "Okay ako na bahala. Hintayin mo na lang ang hudyat ko. Saad ng kaibigan.” "Ikaw ba?" tanong nito sa isang pa nilang kaibigan. hindi mo ba hihingiin, tulong ko? .tanong nito,

His face was calm but he looked like he was boiling inside. "Then let me ask you, can I be your friend?" "No." "Why not? You just told your new friends that all of us are friends here, right?" "I did not say that. Think carefully first before saying anything." "I mean, Roble told them" I forgot it was Roble. Damn! "You too. You said it yourself. What do you want me to do? Do you think I'm not annoyed when I really want to say something but can't say it?"

paalam ko sa kanya. "Can I stay with you?" tanong niya na nakapagpahinto sa paglalakad ko. Ano ba 'tong nararamdaman ko? Why do I feel that he's so sincere in what he asked? "Wala din kasi akong kasama. We're friends now, right?" Naramdaman kong naglakad na siya palapit sa'kin ngayon. What should I do? "Please?" he faced me and begged.