Empty Eyes Romane & Geschichten

"Just look at me in the eyes straight." Tiningnan ko siya sa mata, his eyes captured my senses. Those eyeballs are so clear na halos pwede ko ng gawing salamin para sa sarili ko. Habang tinititigan ko ito ng matagal ay nararamdaman ko ang pagtibok ng puso ko.

Na sa oras na ito ay nakalulan na sa eroplanong ngayon ay hindi na abot ng kaniyang tanaw. But if you look closely at his emotionless face, in particular to his eyes. You will know that there's a hidden emotion inside of it. Sadness, longingness and repentance. There's also love within it. Ngunit dahil sa lamig na nagmumula sa awra nito ay walang maglalakas ng loob na titigan ang mukha nito. Natatakot silang masalubong ang mata nito dahil kahit na walang ekspresyon ang mukha nito ay animo may dalang panganib ang tingin nito. Karamihan sa employees nga niya ay nangangatog ang tuhod sa tuwing nakakasalubong siya.

Lahat ng nakikita ko ay sadyang nagbigay sa akin ng hudyat na umatras but his stare penetrate me. Parang ang malamig nitong titig ay naghahatid ng kakaibang pakiramdam pero isa lang ang alam ko his eyes are not numb or clueless. Ngayon his eyes can see me, but I can see nothing but emptiness, kitang-kita ako nito but it doesn't shine with emotions and that makes me feel an aching feeling within my heart.

With that, I was able to avoid his scratches like he intended. I could no longer understand what madness was happening to us right now. What I only knew was that I won't let any person, especially this man in front of me, take my life away. Ugh, wait - scratch that! Is he even considered a man? I mean look at his eyes! No human being could ever have a blank eye! Several loud explosions erupted again. The powerful force of the shockwave reverberated through the establishment, cracking up the mirrors into spider-web patterns. The already distorted images of the room became even more distorted in the shattered glass.

Nakita ni Eryn kung paano nagbago ang reaksyon sa mga mata nito, isang mabilis na pagdaan ng gulat at pag-alala. Pero wala na siyang pakialam pa. Pumikit ng mariin si Eryn. Huminga siya ng malalim, pilit na ibinubuga ang lahat ng bigat at sakit na anim na taon na niyang kinimkim. At nang imulat niya ang kanyang mga mata, wala ng natirang kahit anong emosyon sa kanya.

Nakikita ko ang aking sarili na tila nakatayo ako malapit sa kanilang dalawa at hindi nila ako nakikita. Tila biglang tumigil ang oras. Ang kulay amaranthine na mga mata ni Erenea ay naging kulay emerald. Kabaliktaran naman ng nangyari sa aking mga mata dahil nawalan iyon ng kinang na tila naging blanko iyon. There was no reflection at all. It was the a shade of blue without any reflection. It's dull and soulless.

Napaigdad siya ng magtama ang kanilang mga mata. His soft gaze was visibly there, but she couldn’t read his mind. Fuuu… he has almond-shaped eyes, staring at her with those deep-set. His slow blink wouldn’t hide the amber, yet it felt vacant… “Ikaw? May masakit sayo?” Napakurap siya ng bumuka ang labi nito. How long had she been staring at him? It felt long… Inirapan niya ito. Kahit may masakit sa gawing bunbunan niya ay wala siyang pakialam. She won’t make any conversation unless they want to negotiate.

His emerald eyes searched for an answer, ramdam ko kung gaano kalalaim ang kanyang emosyon pero hindi ko pa rin siya maintindihan. Well, no one understands Eion well enough. Hindi ko makayanan ang kanyang tingij kaya napatingin ako sa baba. Eyes really do not lie. At yun ang totoo. Kahit na gaano pang masasakit na salita ang sinasabi ng isang tao, the eyes convey what the heart desires. Eion was the emotionless type in this case, pero ngayong nasa harapan ko sya, it feels like ibang tao and kaharap ko.

The other man remained quiet, he didn't say anything but I saw his eyes glued on me. Sa pagkakataong ito pakiramdam ko si Tatay ang nakatitig sa akin. The man in front of me looks exactly like Tatay Nestor. The only difference is they have different eye color. Tatay Nestor have pair of midnight black eyes while the man has a beautiful pair of amber eyes. Ganunpaman hindi maipagkailan na magkamukha silang dalawa. Siya yung masungit at seryosong version ni Tatay.

His presence screams power and his calmness seems dangerous. Habang naka tingin ako sa kanya ay naramdaman niya atang nakatitig ako sa kanya kaya lumingon siya saakin. His lifeless eyes met mine, we locked eyes and I felt shivers down to my spines and this is not good. That lifeless pair of cold brown eyes are like a syringe with anesthesia that injected throughout my body, now I feel numb! I can compare his eyes with a tranquility land, calm yet very dangerous.