Novel & Cerita Fixing A Broken Heart

Parang sirang plaka na paulit-ulit kong naririnig, dahilan din kung bakit paunti-unti ring gumuho ang mundo ko, kasabay ng pagkakawasak ng umaasa kong puso. I'm not being dramatic. It's real and I've never been this broken. I hate this. I hate this feeling. It's suffocating, slowly killing me deep inside. "I'm sorry, babe." she apologized. Kahit na nag apologize siya, hindi ko pa rin matatanggap at ang galit sa puso ko ay nanaig. Nagtagis ang aking mga bagang, at mariin na kumuyom ang aking mga kamay, halos sirain na ang hawak kong cellphone na hindi ko pansin.

I left him standing there, staring into space, as if he was still processing what I had just said. Mahirap malayo sa taong nakasanayan mong maging kasama araw-araw, pero mas mahirap manatili sa taong sinaktan ka at niloko. P'wede akong magpakatanga at magbulag-bulagan na lang pero hindi, hindi ko gagawin 'yon. I'm done with him. He shattered my heart, and I'm not going to let him, or any other boy do it again. Kailan man ay hindi mapapawi ng sorry ang trauma.

Bigla na lamang nya akong kinabig at mahigpit na niyakap. "I'm so proud of you... " she was sincere, I felt it in my heart.I smiled and wrapped my arms around her. Two months, three days, four hours, five minutes and six seconds since the day I let him go. Since the day I last saw him.. . It wasn't easy ofcourse but I need to keep going. He wasn't my first love but he was my true love. It was just so funny how my true love healed me from being broken by my first love and now I am trying to fix myself because the one who healed my heart, broke it again. Who gonna heal me now? Myself, myself alone. Ngayon ko mas minahal ang sarili ng lubos, dahil iiwan man tayo ng lahat we always have ourselv

It is because I believe that if a million dollars can't bring a broken trust then a million tears can't also bring back the wholeness of a broken heart. For the first time, I am the one who left when I loved a woman. For the first time I am the one who turned my back away because it is also the first time that I fell in love this deep and loving this deeply means having a deep scar that will never be forgotten without forgiving. She took my heart, she broke it too and now it is in pieces without her even trying to fix it, I was left alone to gather each pieces and make it as whole as I can with my bleeding hands.

And I'll always love you Deep inside this heart of mine I do love you And I'll always need you And if you ever change your mind I'll still, I will love you I wish you'd never left me but love's a mystery You can break a heart so easily Oh the days and nights reveal how much I feel for you Time has come for me to see how much your love has meant to me Hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapangiti na parang baliw. Parang kinikilig ako sa kanta kaso wala naman akong love life. Ewan ko na lang kasi sa sarili ko nababaliw na yata ako.

Niyakap siyang muli ng binata. Dahan-dahan siyang gumanti ng yakap kaya nahigit niya ang hininga nang mas higpitan pa nito ang yakap. “I know that you know that… I am not still over with my past relationship. Help me, Zein. Help me heal my broken heart. Can you do that for me?”

Ang bawat paghikbi ko ay walang tunog, pero ang sakit nito ay sagad hanggang buto. Niro said he wanted to fix everything. He cried and begged on his knees. But truth without trust is just a delayed heartbreak. Lumapit ako muli sa kama ni Niorr at humalik sa kaniyang pisnging basang-basa ng aking sariling luha. “I'm sorry, baby,” I whispered to the empty air, hoping my son wouldn't hear my broken promise. “Mommy is so sorry... but some broken things can never be put back together.”

Because all along, she was silently mending her broken heart and making herself immune to his presence. At nang makita niya ito at si Rowan, malinaw ang sintomas na ipinapakita nito. She was fully recovered from her broken heart and was in love again. Wala siyang karapatang muling bumalik sa buhay nito upang pasakitan ulit ito, na guluhin ang isip nito sa pamimili sa pagitan nila ni Rowan. Rowan made her laugh and smile so sweetly again. He’d only make her cry again if he showed up and confuse her with his feelings.

"Hanggat mahal mo ang isang tao, hindi mo talaga maiisip ang sarili mong magmahal ulit but in time, when you're finally healed, moved on and happy, magbabago ang pananaw mo. When youre ready, titibok ulit iyan sa ibang tao." Bahagya siyang kumiling at malungkot na nag-angat ng tingin sa labas ng bahay. "Pagkatapos ng lahat ng ito, kapag nakulong na ang mga dapat makulong at kapag nakuha na ni Naomi ang hustisyang para sa kaniya, lalayo muna to fix what's broken." "Kung iyon ang desisyon mo, hindi na kita pipigilan kung iyon ang alam mong mas mabuti at mas madaling paraan para magamot ang sugat diyan sa puso mo."

Pinagmasdan niya ang binata na sunod-sunod na ang paglagok ng beer. "But it's so hard to be strong, when you've been missin' somebody so long. It's just a matter of time i'm sure, but time takes time and i can't hold on. So won't you try as hard as you can to put my broken heart together again,"