Fixing A Broken Heart Novels & Stories

“Tahimik. Malayo sa gulo. Malayo sa mga taong nakakasakit sa’yo.” Napangiti si Ivan isang maliit na ngiti na may halong pagod. “You think fresh air can fix this?” sabi niya, sabay tapik sa kanyang mga binti. Hindi nag-atubili ang matanda. “No,” diretso nitong sagot. “But peace can fix your heart.” Napatahimik siya. Hindi niya inaasahan ang sagot na iyon. Ilang segundo siyang nakatingin sa sahig bago muling nagsalita.

Pero siguro gano'n talaga ang buhay, kung hindi kayo para sa isa't isa ay gagawa ang tadhana na maghiwalay kayo even in a painful way. Hindi ko masasabi na okay na ako, hindi na ako nasasaktan dahil parang niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko kapag ginawa ko 'yon. Ang hirap mag move on dahil ilang taon din kaming magkarelasyon at marami na kaming magagandang memories sa buhay na magkasama. I'm mad at him because he hurts me pero wala naman na akong magagawa sa bagay na 'yon dahil nangyari na. All I need to do now is to move on and be a better person.

Bakit sa ganitong paraan binawi ang akala ko para saakin na. Nagtiwala at Nagmahal lang naman ako.. I love him with a broken heart, but later,it fixed,he fixed me but only in a short period of time because at last, it will remain broken forever ..I was just to stúpid thinking that we can be together, that we both deserve love after all the heartache and pain we brought to each other..Maybe the destiny make its way to rubbed on my face that this isn't going to work.That I need to give up.

saad niya at muling napatingin sa akin, “sinayang ko ang 2 years na pinagsamahan namin.” Nakagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ko. Gusto kong magtanong. Gusto kong malaman kung ano rin ang nararamdaman niya. Pero natatakot ako, natatakot ako sa magiging sagot niya at baka magmukha lang akong umaasa. Hanggang sa napapatanong na lang ako sa sarili ko… Is it possible to fix someone’s broken heart? “Jai.” Hindi ko na napigilan pa ang sarili ko at hinarap siya. “Do you still love him?”

Pukaw ni Lexy at hinawakan ang kamay niya. "Bakit?" Umiling ito. "You're spacing out. Iniisip mo ba si Ate Psalm? Alam mo, di ko pa na-experience ang ma-heartbroken. Ayaw ko rin namang maranasan iyon pero sa palagay ko, kapag pilit mo kasing kinokontra, your heart will rebel at the worse possible way. Kaya dapat hayaan mo lang muna ang sakit hanggang sa kusang matunaw. The heart is capable of outgrowing the pain. As long as patuloy itong tumitibok, mapapagaling nito ang sarili kahit walang tulong mula sa ibang tao."

Ngumiwi siya at maya-maya lang sy muling tumawa at napatitig sa kaniyang hawak-hawak na wine glass. "In simple words, I wanna still be happy despite my broken heart. Syempre hindi naman mawawala ang sakit. Nandoon pa rin nakatago lang. But I don't believe in the 3 months rule after break up," natatawang aniya. I slowly nodded a bit enlightened by her words.

FINALLY but damn it sa kabila ng pinaramdam niya sa akin 4 years ago pakiramdam ko hindi ko na kayang tanggapin at yakapin pang muli itong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Hindi ko na alam kung paano ko pa ito ibabalik sa dati. She broke my heart and her sweet words can not fix it easily. It broke like a thin glass. Hindi mabuo buo kahit gaano pang katamis na salita ang ibato niya sa akin. Wala na...Hindi na kayang ayusin pa ng kahit na anong salita niya.

And we exchanged look for a moment until I heard the strumming of the guitar and the voice of Gerry singing again. Song: Fixing A Broken Heart Artist: Romeo My tears pooled at the corner of my eyes as I heard the song. Hindi ko alam kung bakit masyado akong tinatamaan sa kanta. Or maybe because I drink two bottles of beer kaya medyo emosyonal na ako ngayon. "Can we talk?" he asked softly at me. Nakita ko ang pagkinang ng mga mata nito at kung gaano ito ka seryoso sa sinabi.

His voice broke. his words.. "Not everything can fixed with your one sorry, Clyde. Not even my broken heart." I said while pointing my heart, ang sakit sakit na kasi. "I love you please.." I pursed my lips when He said He loves me. I know it was just a lie, pero naaapektuhan parin ako.

Then I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night 'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer Ang hirap pala ng ganito. ito pala Yung sinasabi ng iba na heartbreak I broken hearted. Ang sakit. para akong mababaliw. As the sky outside gets brighter and my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning in memories of him And I know it