Fixing A Broken Heart Novels & Stories

Ngunit dahil sa kalasingan ay parang napakabigat ng katawan ko at nanlalambot sa paggalaw. I felt a sting of pain on my heart, like it was being pinched again and again. Kinakapos na rin ako sa hininga. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason

“Ikaw ang nakakaalam.” Tinalikuran ko siya. Isang hakbang pa lang ang layo ko nang maramdaman ko ang mahinang paghawak sa pulso ko. “Yana… wait.” Parang may dumaloy na kuryente mula sa balat ko paakyat sa braso ko. Napapikit ako. Naalala ko kung gaano kadaling masaktan kagabi. Ayoko nang umasa pa na mamahalin ako ni Adrian.

“Opo, kaya ko na po. Sorry po ulit.” Tumango lang siya at tumingin sa akin habang nakatayo sa may pinto. Paalis na sana ako, pero hindi ko napigilang lumingon ulit. “Listen, Doc. Heartbreak sucks. It hurts, I get it. But dwelling on it won’t change anything. Wala na siya—mag-focus ka na lang sa sarili mo. You’re stronger than you think. This isn’t the end of the world. It’s a chance to learn, to grow, and to find someone who truly appreciates you. Don’t let this define you. Dust yourself off and move on. You deserve better. Don’t waste your life dahil lang sa babaeng iyon. Fighting!”

Hanggang sa, hindi ko na napigilan. Binuksan ko sa unang pahina. Nakayuko ang sulat kamay niya, pamilyar, medyo magulo, pero totoo. “To the girl I broke… and still love.” “Xiana, if you're reading this, thank you for giving me even just a second chance to be heard. Not to fix what I shattered, but just to let you know that I’ve changed… because you mattered.”

-Dan. Nahagip ng mata ko ang pag-alis ni Aux dito. Why so sudden? Bored? Again? "Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again oh oh

Dama ko ang paghagulgol ko dahil sa sobrang sakit. The room is broken down into pieces. There's also a fìre. The place looks like a mess. And knowing that Zach is inside of that room makes my heart shattered. It feels like my heart is also broken down into pieces. It feels like my heart is sinking. Zach is gone. He's now gone for good. He's now de@d. And it feels like I dièd too.

sambit ko ulit sa kanya. "Well, if you say so," tanging sagot niya. Sumulyap naman ako sa ngiti niyang abot tenga. Magsasalita pa sana ako nang bigla siya ulit nag-salita. "Do you still remember promises we made back then?" he ask. I slowly nods my head and speaks. "Yes," I agreed and speaks again. But this time, we say it together. "Don’t let anyone break our hearts into pieces, if one was broken, fix it."

"Pagkatapos mong makipaghiwalay sa kanya ay pumunta siya ng ibang bansa?" "Oo at nang bumalik siya ay hindi niya na ako gusto pa. Buong akala ko ay hindi magbabago ang nararamdaman niya para sa akin kahit ilang taon pa ang lumipas pero nagkamali ako." "Kapag nasaktan ang puso, asahan mong magbabago ito. It could be fall in love with the same person but it could be not too," saad ko sabay sandal. "Our hearts did the same thing, we didn't fell in love with the same person in our past. We chose to love the person we just met after the painful heartbreak we had been through. It takes two broken hearts to heal each other's wounds," dagdag ko pa. Napasipol naman si Crystal habang ngiting-ngiti lan

“Sasha, I’m sorry. But I already made this clear to Red. Sinabi ko na sa kaniya na wala na talagang pag-asa pa para sa amin. I already let him go years ago. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang tinutulak palayo, but… but h-he’s so stubborn that he won’t listen to me--” “Because your actions speaks the otherwise! Sinasabi mong pinapalayo mo siya sa ‘yo, but you’re doing the opposite! Your actions are inviting his broken heart to come back to you. Kaya paano ka niya tuluyang makakalimutan kung palagi siyang umaasa sa mga kilos mo?” Napahilot ako sa sentido. Indeed, a broken heart is a stubborn heart. A broken heart refuses to believe the reality and chooses what it wanted to believe.

But when you start fucking it up, expect that everything will follow. "I'm sorry Mira." I'm sorry that I can't love you the same way you love me. I'm in love with you but I'm not ready. I'm not whole. Not yet. I'm broken. My heart is mending inchmeal. I am still grieving. You deserve my whole heart, not the pieces of it. If I am going to love you, you deserve the best version of me, and right now I cannot give you that.