He's Just Not Into You 소설 & 이야기

May kung anong kumikiliti sa loob ko na hindi ko maintindihan, ang sensasyong nararamdaman ko ay mas naging doble ngayon. "Hmm," hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapa-ungol no'ng dumapo ang kamay niya sa aking dibdib at marahan itong hinimas. "Hindi na importanteng malaman mo kung sino ako," paos at baritonong boses niyang sabi no'ng humiwalay ang kaniyang labi sa akin. "I want you."

Minsan din kasi baliw din ang isang ito. "Man, just like I said, stop being hypocrite. I know that you like her but you are so denial." sabi niya na ikinainis ko din. "Do you think so?" naiinis ko ng tanong. Bakit kasi ako nagtatanong pa sa kanya? "Yes crazy man! you are in love! Woah!" nagsisigaw pa ang gag*. "Gag*! I'm not! Hindi mo ba alam ang plano ko?" pag-iiba ko. Pero mas lalo lang siyang tumawa.

asik nito. Napasimangot na lang aKo. Alam ko naman na utusan lang niya ko pero hindi ko naman ini-expect na may gusto siya sa akin. Sakit magsabi ng totoo si Seb yung feeling na ang lamig ng pakikitungo nito. Yung feeling na kahit konting pagpapahalaga man lang kahit isang kaibigan lang pero malabong mangyari iyon dahil hindi talaga ako yung magugustuhan niya. Hindi ako yung ideal girl na magugustuhan niya dahil isa lamang akong matabang nerd na kinaiinisan niya noon pa man.

Not him. ----

He doesn't have any feelings for her and most of all, he's not interested in making her his queen of his own crazy empire. "Do you like that rubbish maid?" Mapang-uyam nitong tanong. "Leave—" "You like her." It's not a question but a description which made him stilled for a moment. Like? No he doesn't. He's interested in her life and the person itself. That's the right term to describe what he feels right now. He's not romantically attracted to her like what this woman infront of him is implementing. "Stop blabbering stupid things and leave my house Julie bago ko pa makalimutan na may pinagsamahan parin tayo."

He said with no expression. What is he tired of? Is he tired of me? I really want to ask him if he's so done with me but honestly, I'm da*n so afraid if he'll say yes. Dahan dahan kong binitiwan ang palapulsuhan niya. I let out a fake smile. Sino ba kasing matutuwa sa inaasta niya? "Then, I'll see you tomorrow." Saad ko.

That's not the reaction he expected and wanted to see from her at all. Did she not understood what he means? Oh ito talaga ang reaks'yon nito sa kan'yang sinabi? So, she doesn't care about his feelings for her? She don't mind at all the fact that he hates her? And she don't really give a damn whether he falls for her or not? “That's good then. Don't fall for me.” He clenched his fist and gritted his teeth. “Why?” Hindi na napigilan pa na tanong niya.

At bakit naman papayag si Zera kung hindi rin siya interesado? May dalawang klase kasing dahilan kung bakit. Una, gusto nila ang isa't isa pero hindi nila masabi. Pangalawa, isa lang ang interesado sa kanila at ang isa ay walang pakialam kung mag-date man sila. Kumamot sa ulo si Yudos, "What should I do now then? I also thought that she like someone else when we're talking about that earlier." "Tss, don't make everything's complicated. Just tell her that you like her too, tapos." Walang buhay na sabi niya

“What’s your name again?” he asked. “Why would I introduce myself to you?” malditang sabi ko at inirapan siya. “I don’t know you, that’s why you have to introduce yourself. Dumb.” Naningkit ang mata ko sa pagtawag niya sa akin ng dumb. Wow ha, close kami?! “You know what Mr. Businessman, I’m not interested in you no matter how handsome you are looking tonight. So let’s not be friends, just strangers that had dinner tonight. I’m off,” paalam ko at inalis ang pagkaka-suot ng seatbelt sa akin.

He looks like someone who doesn’t believe in romance and love. “It was. It is.”