I Can Do It With A Broken Heart Novels & Stories

At habang lumilipas ang panahon, mas lalo akong nawawala sa sarili. I can’t do it anymore. Feels like my other half has been lost with me. Wala rin akong ganang kumain, kaya ilang beses na akong nasesermonan ni Baste. Even our quizzes wala akong maisagot na maayos. Pinatawag nga ako sa mga office ng prof namin to asked if there’s something going on with me. What to say? Because I am brokenhearted? Brokenhearted.

And I'll always love you Deep inside this heart of mine I do love you And I'll always need you And if you ever change your mind I'll still, I will love you I wish you'd never left me but love's a mystery You can break a heart so easily Oh the days and nights reveal how much I feel for you Time has come for me to see how much your love has meant to me Hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapangiti na parang baliw. Parang kinikilig ako sa kanta kaso wala naman akong love life. Ewan ko na lang kasi sa sarili ko nababaliw na yata ako.

' yan ang tanong ko sa sarili ko. May nakadagan sa akin na braso kaya nanlaki ang mata ko at agad na bumangon. Masakit ang boung katawan ko at may mantsa ng dugo sa cover. Napatakip ako sa bibig at napahagulgol. 'i can't believe it' Dali-dali akong nagbihis at agad na lumabas. 'paano nagawa ni Jarred ito sa akin'

Ang tanging naririnig ko lang ay ang mahina niyang paghinga at ang tikatik ng ulan. “Ikaw ang bahala,” sabi niya sa wakas, mabagal, mababa, puno ng bigat. “Dahil sa pinagtapat mo sa akin, ang tanging mapapayo ko lang… tatagan mo ang kalooban mo. At ‘wag mo ring sisihin masyado ang sarili mo. Sometimes, we break not because we’re weak, but because we loved too much. And of course, because we're idiot."

Nasa puso ko pa rin ang lahat ng bigat at sakit. Hindi naman basta-bastang nawawala ang pain kahit ilang pain reliever pa ang inumin ko. He broke me, a hundred times, so don't expect me to forgive him with a simple apology or I love yous because it's not easy. And I just realized tonight, I'm still broken.

I wanted to forget this awful feeling I am feeling right now. I wonder how people can manage to fall asleep with a broken heart. Kasi tuwing pipikit ako mas lalong nagiging malinaw sa aking ala-ala ang mga nangyare kanina. I can hear knocks on my door but I don't have a plan on opening it. Wala ako sa mood para kumausap ng kahit na sino. I forced myself to sleep even my heart was strained and aching. I hope when I woke up, this feeling is already gone.

broken. Just like me.

"Sort of." I snap my hand. "I knew it. I'm your next victim, right?" He laugh. "Such a smartass." He turned his gaze back and stare at me for a long time. "Did 'love' also did that to you?" My forehead creased. "Did what?" "Are you also a broken hearted?" "What?!" I laughed and shook my head before brought my gaze back to him. "Wild heart can't be broken, don't you know?" I shook my head and avoid his gaze. "... but it can be dead. It was already dead," I mumbled.

They were wrong. This time, I was fighting back. And I would not break.

“GUSTO KO LANG MAGING MASAYA! I CAN'T HAVE THE CHILDHOOD I WANT! THE TEENAGE LIFE I WANT! I CAN'T HAVE THE LIFE I WANT! ITO NA LANG, ITO NA LANG ANG PAMBAWI KO. I WANT TO LIVE MY MARRIED LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO!” “THEN SURPRISE MOTHERFUCKER! YOU CAN'T! THIS IS LIFE, YOU CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS! IT'S UNFAIR? SAANG NATION KA BA NAKATIRA? SA IMAGINATION? THEN WELCOME TO THE REALITY, PIECE OF SHIT!” “M-Mom? D-Dad? W-Why are you fighting?”