I Can't Live Without You Novels & Stories

How can I live without her? "Mama, don't wish for it. Don't ask for it, please." humahagulgol na ako. Alam kong iisipin ng iba na nag-iisip lang ako. But how can I contain this feeling if I'm seeing her doing everything to be able to see her lover, not minding what it'll cost? My Mama is my life. She's everything I have. And I cannot lose her too just like Papa. I cannot live without her.

napailing ako at napaluhod, "kung alam ko lang na mangyayari 'yon, sana ay hindi nalang ako umalis ng condo natin. Baka buhay ka pa ngayon. Hindi sana tayo hahantong sa ganito." Napatingala ako sa langit ng maramdaman kong pumapatak ang ulan. Pati ang langit ay nakiki-iyak sa akin. "How can I go on with my life without you, Muffin? Wala ka na sa tabi ko. Hindi na kita makakasama. Wala ng magluluto sa akin ng masasarap na pagkain at wala ng mag-aalaga sa akin. You know that you are my home, right? How can I go home knowing that you're not there anymore? Ni hindi ko na alam kung paano mabuhay na hindi kita kasama. I was not prepared for this, Muffin. Nasanay na akong palagi kang kasama." Paran

If I had to live my life without you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long With you I see forever, oh, so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong … Our dreams are young and we both know They'll take us where we want to go Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you … Nothing's gonna change my love for you You oughta know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love … Nothing's gonna change my love for you

"Why?" "Kasi kahit pilit mong paniwalain ang sarili mong kaya mo ng wala ito, ang totoo... Kailangan mo to sa buhay mo. And that's you Steff. You're my air.No matter how I tried to tell myself that I can live without you, the truth is I just needed you so bad." "If I'm your air, then who's your first love?" "Its you Steff. You're my first love that I ever dreamed of since I was a kid."

Kaya nasabayan ko na siya. What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up And I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me And all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me And all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you Masaya kaming sinabayan ang kanta sa stereo niya. You and Me ng Lifehouse na ito din iyong kinanta niya nung nagproposed siya sa akin.

"Althea Marquez Henderson, ikaw ang pinipili ko. Hindi si Mom. Hindi ang kompanya ko. Hindi ang ibang tao. Ikaw lang, nag-iisa sa buhay ko at habam buhay kitang pipiliin kahit tututol man silang lahat o guguho man ang mundo. I can't live without you because you are the reason why I breathe." Yumuko siya. Yumugyug ang balikat niya. At mahinang humikbi. Kinabig ko siya at niyapos ng mahigpit. Kasabay ng pagluha niya ay ang pagdaloy rin ng mga luha ko.

Nanantyang tanong muli ni Apple. Nginitian niya ito "Mas kaya kong tiisin ang sakit ng may kahati kesa ang sakit na wala siya sa tabi ko. Tawagin niyo na akong tanga pero minsan lang akong mabubuhay sa mundong ito and I want to be with the woman I love even if it's break me into tiny million pieces than to live without her in this lifetime."

~~I remember every look upon your face The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing That maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought, hey Maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figur

Nakakatawa lang na naisipan ko talagang layuan muna siya though I know myself that I can't. I tried but I failed. Patalikod palang ako, gusto ko na agad tumakbo pabalik at yakapin siya. Hangga't hindi siya mismo ang nagsasabing ayaw na niya sakin at hindi na niya ko mahal, hindi ko magagawang kusang lumayo. At kahit mangyari man yun... I can't even imagine living without her. Mali ba yun? Na parang naka-depende na ang buhay mo sa isang tao dahil sa pagmamahal?

"Dininig ng Diyos ang ating mga dasal kaya nalagpasan natin ang mga hamon sa buhay." Tumango siya at mahigpit akong niyakap. "Mahal na mahal kita at kung nagkataon na hindi tayo ang ikinasal siguradong baliw na ako ngayon. I can't see myself cuddling with other woman, I can't myself living without you by my side."