I Can't Stop Loving You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I chuckled again. "Maybe this is a..." Nag-isip oko. "Let's say a not so good farewell good bye to you Vihaan and I want you to know I really hate you so much but can't help myself not to love you, hindi ko matanggap na mahal kita kaya pakamatay na lang ako kaysa tuluyan mabaliw." Tinalikuran ko na siya at narinig ko siyang sinigaw ng buong-buo ang pangalan ko nang nagumpisa na akong tumakbo.

What the hell is happening? "Love, you know that I love you so much right? You're also aware that I can't live without you by my side. And I want you to stay with me forever. So please marry me and make me the happiest man alive." Seryosong sabi nito na mas lalong gumulantang sa kanya. At mukhang hindi lang siya dahil mas lumakas din ang bulung-bulungan ng mga nasa paligid nila.

"What if I never knew What if I never found you I'd never have this feeling in my heart How did this come to be I don't know how you found me But from the moment I saw you Deep inside my heart I knew Baby your my destiny You and I were meant to be With all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be my destiny I wanted some one like you Someone that I could hold on to And give my love until the end of time

Naniniwala kasi akong ang lahat ay naitatakda sa tamang pagkakataon. Paalam Irish. Hindi na ako nagpaalam pa dahil alam kong hindi ko kakayanin kapag kinauap mo ako. Hindi ko kakayanin kapag tumingin ka sa aking mga mata. Sobrang mahal kita. Mahal na mahal na hindi ko alam kung paano kita kakalimutan. I don’t know how can I unlove you, but I need to try. Hangad ko ang iyong kaligayahan. I love you, goodbye.

"You wanna start over, with me?" Nag iwas siya ng tingin tasaka dahan-dahang binitawan ang kamay ko "Hindi na pwede" saad niya "Why? don't you love me anymore?" she looked at me straight in the eyes "If I said yes, will you stop loving me?" sinalubong ko ang mga tingin niya "No, I will not stop loving you, even if you push me away, I will still love you. Even if you find someone else and get married with that fucking man! I will continue loving you. Until I die, I will still love you" masakit para sakin na bitawan ang mga salitang yun "Pwede ba akong humiling sayo?" I nod "You can wish anything, love" I miss calling her that "Can you please stop loving me? tama na" I smilled bitterly "I can'

I cherish you everyday I will never stop loving you For the rest of my life you are always mine You don't have to think twice because I am yours I will love you always From the depths of my soul you have the control in my heart I've waited so long to say this to you If you're asking if I cherish you nor do I love you this much my answer is always I do

Inabot niya saakin ang bulaklak na pinahawak niya sa isang babae na nakangiti rin saamin ngayon. Tinanggap ko naman 'to at sinamaan siya ng tingin. Kinuha n'ya muli ang microphone at tinapat sa bibig niya. "My love for you is uncontrollable. My feelings for you are unstoppable. Can't go a day without thinking about you.Without you, I'm not complete.With you, my heart finds its beat." Nakangiting saad nito habang pinupunasan ang ibaba ng mata ko gamit ang thumb niya.

How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay How, how could you say you love me When you would go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you I can't seem to understand How can love me so unkind Still you broke my heart Despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I given you my all I can't take it anymore

my grip on the steering wheel is slowly loosening as I felt something inside me slowly opening too. "Nothing can make me stop from feeling this way, baby.." I shivered. "Nothing can make me stop from loving you.."

gigil na putol nito sa sinasabi ko. Hindi ako makakibo. Hindi ko rin kasi alam. Kung alam ko... sana ay hindi na ako nasasaktan ngayon. Sana ay hindi ko na ito mahal ngayon. "How can I move on when I'm still crazily in love with you?! D*mn it! Sobrang sakit na! Honestly, I don't want this feeling anymore. P*ta, sa dami ng babae. Bakit ikaw pa?! Bakit isang katulad mo pa ang minahal ko?!" puno nang hinanakit at pagsisisi na sabi nito pagkatapos ay tuloy-tuloy na itong lumabas nang walang paalam.