Novel & Cerita I Didn't Mean It

It means matatagalan siya babalik. “I.Will.Go.With.You.” I emphasized each word. “Hindi pwede. Ma-stress ka lang do’n.” Hindi na ako sumagot. Naupo na lang ako sa isang gilid. Tahimik lang si Harriet na nakatingin sa amin.

"I'm sorry . . ." "Um." I nodded. Medyo nayayamot na ako, dahil paulit-ulit siya. Kanina pa talaga siya sorry ng sorry. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. 'Yung nakita mo, hindi talaga iyon—" he tried to explain. "Ah, talaga ba?" pang-aasar ko. "Petot naman, I'm trying to explain and be serious here!" "Actually, Angela explained everything," I said, straightforwardly, which made him startled.

Like saying that it’s okay, hindi na niya kailangan dapat isipin yon “ I don't mean to make you feel bad” “.... i just want to be honest with you about everything.” Just like yesterday, lahat ng gusto ko malaman he answer it wholeheartedly. Lahat lahat binuhos niya ng wala siyang alinlangan I got to know the side of his story. So I shall state mine too “Dito lang ba tayo hindi mo ba ko balak pakainin? I’m still your guest here right”

Akala ko titigil na siya. Pero hindi. “Pero alam mo,” sabi niya, “hindi naman masama ma-distract.” Napatingin ako sa kanya. “Depende kung saan,” sagot ko. “Hindi,” umiling siya. “Depende kung kanino.” Natigilan ako. “Tama ka,” dagdag niya. “Hindi lahat may meaning.” Huminga siya nang malalim.

"I didn't mean it" "Alam ko naman, teka lang" naiilang ng sabi ni Darlene pero ung binti niyang nananakit kanina ay nanginginig na ngayon.Sinikap ng dalagang mailayo ang mukha sa mukha ni Kenneth at iwasan ang mapupungay na mga titig nito. "No ! not the kiss, i mean i didn't mean what i said kanina sa labas sobrang nagalala lang talaga ako . I'm so sorry" paliwanag ni Kenneth.

In that place ay hindi lang lima o sampu ang lalaking lumalapit sa akin pero wala akong makita na mali. Wala naman kaming ginagawa na kakaiba. "Darn it! Can't you really understand me? Or you are just pretending not to know what I mean?" Sigaw niya kaya napahinto ako sa paglalakad "I don't really understand you." Honest kong sagot tsaka tuluyang umalis He's being Weird. I sighed. Natapos ang mag-hapon naming klase ng hindi kami nag-uusap ni Keaton.

"Hindi pero hindi mo naman kailangan pilitin ang sarili mo" Ngayon na umokay naman kami-I mean hindi na niya ako sinasaktan, hindi na ako gumagawa ng kinaiinis niya kahit wala naman talaga akong ginagawa. Talagang dinidistansya ko ang sarili ko at lagi siyang pinakakaramdaman. I want him to feel that I already accept my reality. I want him to feel that I really mean it even if I'm not. "This is a thank you gift"

“What do you mean pretend it never happened?” She bit her lower lip and looked away. “Hindi dapat nangyari ang bagay na ‘yon. I came here for pure business. I didn’t mean to mix pleasure and business. I know how much you hate it. And besides, you don’t owe me any responsibility. I was infertile last night.”

“Kaya ko naman.” “Hindi mo kailangan kayanin lahat,” sagot niya. “Trabaho ko ‘to.” “At trabaho kong siguraduhing hindi mo sinasaktan ang sarili mo sa kakatrabaho.” Tumingin ako sa kanya. “Since when?” “Since I realized I can’t stand seeing you hurt.” --- Umiling ako. “You shouldn’t say things like that.” “Why not?” “Because you don’t mean them.”

“Sooner, maiintindihan mo rin ako.” Sarkastiko siyang natawa. “I don't intend to.” An awkward silence followed. No eye contact, just us standing there. I heaved a sigh, gathering enough courage to break the silence. “Wes, hindi ako galit sa ginawa mo,” saad ko. Gusto kong tapikin ang balikat niya, pero nag-alangan ako. At kahit na hindi niya inaasahan ang sinabi ko, masaya akong nasabi ko iyon sa kapatid ko. I don't want him to carry the guilt. “I understand you.”