Novel & Cerita I Didn't Mean It

Me: Sorry

Like saying that it’s okay, hindi na niya kailangan dapat isipin yon “ I don't mean to make you feel bad” “.... i just want to be honest with you about everything.” Just like yesterday, lahat ng gusto ko malaman he answer it wholeheartedly. Lahat lahat binuhos niya ng wala siyang alinlangan I got to know the side of his story. So I shall state mine too “Dito lang ba tayo hindi mo ba ko balak pakainin? I’m still your guest here right”

Akala ko titigil na siya. Pero hindi. “Pero alam mo,” sabi niya, “hindi naman masama ma-distract.” Napatingin ako sa kanya. “Depende kung saan,” sagot ko. “Hindi,” umiling siya. “Depende kung kanino.” Natigilan ako. “Tama ka,” dagdag niya. “Hindi lahat may meaning.” Huminga siya nang malalim.

Kahit maituturing na pagkakamali ang kasal nila at kahit hindi niya ito mahal, pero wala siyang intention na saktan ito ng sadya. Ngayong nakatingin siya sa mga luha nito, nakadama siya ng guilt. "Don't cry, I didn't mean to lie to you. Wala akong intention na itago sa iyo ang tungkol kay Chesca." Tinangka niyang punasan ang mga luha ni Ivory pero umiwas ito.

Dahan-dahan itong umupo sa tabi ko. "Are you mad at me? You know I didn't do anything, right?" Malumanay na tanong nito. Bumuga na naman ako ng malalim na hangin. "I know, it's just that, mali ang ginawa ko. I didn't mean to do it pero nandilim ang paningin ko kanina," paliwanag ko sa kanya, "or maybe I really meant to hurt her." Mahinang sabi ko.

In that place ay hindi lang lima o sampu ang lalaking lumalapit sa akin pero wala akong makita na mali. Wala naman kaming ginagawa na kakaiba. "Darn it! Can't you really understand me? Or you are just pretending not to know what I mean?" Sigaw niya kaya napahinto ako sa paglalakad "I don't really understand you." Honest kong sagot tsaka tuluyang umalis He's being Weird. I sighed. Natapos ang mag-hapon naming klase ng hindi kami nag-uusap ni Keaton.

"Hindi pero hindi mo naman kailangan pilitin ang sarili mo" Ngayon na umokay naman kami-I mean hindi na niya ako sinasaktan, hindi na ako gumagawa ng kinaiinis niya kahit wala naman talaga akong ginagawa. Talagang dinidistansya ko ang sarili ko at lagi siyang pinakakaramdaman. I want him to feel that I already accept my reality. I want him to feel that I really mean it even if I'm not. "This is a thank you gift"

“What do you mean pretend it never happened?” She bit her lower lip and looked away. “Hindi dapat nangyari ang bagay na ‘yon. I came here for pure business. I didn’t mean to mix pleasure and business. I know how much you hate it. And besides, you don’t owe me any responsibility. I was infertile last night.”

And some guys would really find a hole to chrat on u. "That's not what we mean baliw! Why don't you try it with a total stranger. And let me just remind you about your problem" I just rolled my eyes when I remember my problem. Damn how could I forgot about that, kung hindi lang ako naipit sa sitwasyon ay hindi ko sasabihin iyon!

"What the heck do you mean?" Muling naging mailap ang mga mata ni Trini bago nagkibit-balikat. She cleared her throat and said, "I mean, hindi ko rin naman magagamit nang madalas kaya mas mabuting h'wag na akong bumili ng bago."