Infuriatingly Novels & Stories

I muttered, gritting my teeth. "I have a right to be angry," he says flatly. I forced a smile. "Wow, ha. Matalino ka sa ibang bagay pero sa ganitong bagay ang kitid ng utak mo," I bite.For the moment, it doesn't matter if I'm provoking him. If he wants me to, I can definitely divert my frustration at him. Those harsh words of mine will come back to haunt him. "Well, if it's you, why not? You're no one and nothing but a murderer and a liar," he grumbles, pulling out in touch with me.

sagot ko, na hindi na kayang itago ang pagka-frustrate sa lahat ng nangyayari. Tinutok ni Fin ang mata niya sa akin, at ang tono niya ay tumaas na puno ng galit. "Excuse me? Your company contacted me! For the fvcking s-ake!" sagot ni Fin, na parang hindi ko na kayang pigilan ang pagtaas ng tensyon sa paligid.

This is it! "Ahh! ohh.. damn it! sh-t! faster....ohh! that's it! hmmmm..."

It's half-done. Also, I re-started reading one thought per day. And, Dec. 1 is all about 'irritability'. "Irritability is the flaw of character whereby people permit themselves to be unpleasant, curt and ill-mannered with others for no other reason than they do not happen to be feeling just right. It signifies a lack of self-control, inability to subject one's feelings to the demands of charity, woeful immaturity of character." Now, I must admit that I have been irritated sometimes by someone or something. I often lost control that leads to anger and hatred. I must then be sorry to God. I have been so naïve, immature and childlike without much knowledge about the importance of feelings.

Ang kaninang tila naaliw n'yang muka ay napalitan ng blankong expression. "Let's call it a day." Tanging nasabi lang nito saka ito tumalikod ngunit hindi pa s'ya nakakailang hakbang ng humarap s'ya ulit at lumapit sa'kin. Napaigtad na lang ako ng hawakan n'ya ang batok ko saka n'ya hinapit ang ulo ko papunta sa muka n'ya. "Do you know what I hate the most?" Bulong n'ya sa tenga ko saka n'ya ako tinitigan sa mata. "It's when someone interferes with my game." Anas n'ya na tuluyang nagkapabog ng dibdib ko.

Sa ayos ni Zurick ngayon ay madali lang mawawari na mukhang kagigising lang nito at naiimagine niya kung paano ito nagmadali na makarating sa naturang ospital. “I won't forgive you, I swear.” Ulit pa ni Zurick na ngayon ay nakatingin na sa kanya ng diretso. She looked away. Not because she is intimidated by his heavy stares but there's something beyond that. His distracting pair of red lips and musk which surprisingly causing her felt uncomfortable. “I*****k mo sa pancreas mo ang forgiveness mo, gago. I don't need those. And one more thing, moron. Can you fvcking close your pants’ zipper cause fvckingly speaking, I don't want to be greeted by your dick. Damn you!”

Tinignan niya ako na parang hindi makapaniwala sa sagot ko, "gaano naman ka-annoying and ka-untidy 'yang nightmare na iyan ha? Kung makasigaw ka eh, parang may papatay sa 'yo?" Kung alam lang ni mom kung gaanong nakakadiri ang nakita ko, baka pati siya ay mapasigaw ng mas malakas pa sa naging sigaw ko. I know it's sounds overreacting but, you can't blame me! I really hate filthy attitude and sa ganoong kaganda pa na babae ko nakita? That's why I acted irrationally. Period.

Hindi naman iyon naka-loudspeaker pero sobrang lakas ng boses ng babae. "D*mn, Love! The h*ck with you, you don't need to shout at me!" "Kanina pa ako tumatawag, ba't ngayon ka lang sumagot?" She groaned again. This woman really pisses her off! "Oh." Love gasped. "A-am I, i-interrupting you guys?" Mas lalo lamang siyang nairita sa madumi nitong utak. Her frustration to her best friend would kill her!

Isipin na ng lahat na isip bata siya sa pagdidiin niya ng word na fiancee ay wala siyang pakialam dahil iyon naman talaga ang totoo. "Will you stop saying FIANCEE already? God you are annoying sometimes!" Pagalit nito. Matalim na tinignan niya ito. Alam niya na masama itong manalita pero hindi niya inakala na may mas isasama pa pala ito. "I hate you!" Singhal niya dito na kaagad niyang pinagsisihan dahil sa pagbalatay ng sakit sa mga mata nito.

"I was frustrated kanina, iyong sina Jamilla ng college department, nandoon na naman at kinukulit si Sir Will. So, I went out really really angry and frustrated—" "Kaya mo binato ang bintana ng kotse niya?" "Fuck it, Alex!" Mariin niyang ipinikit ang mga mata at suminghap ng hangin. "Hindi ko sinadya, I was kicking every stone along my way. Everything was uncontrollable, even the stone for freaking sake! Maniwala ka naman." "Okay, fine! Hindi mo sinadya, but the mere fact that you were frustrated when you went out because of him explains everything... So, anong nangyari? Did he hurt you or what?"