Meaningless Meaning Novels & Stories

Dull. Gloomy. Calm. Three words that define what life means to me. I like it low-key. Serene. Peaceful. And I am afraid that someone might grab it away from me. I am not yet ready to face outside the bubble. All my life, I have been living at my comfort zone. It is trembling to know that one day, I might step ahead of my borderline. “Ze! Where are you already?” A shout came across my ears as soon as I tap the answer button for the call.

It is through endings that beginnings find their meaning, and it is through loss that growth is most profoundly understood. In conclusion, the gibberish of theory and the nonsense of practice intertwine to reveal a deeper truth: that even within the strangest of words, the essence of meaning can still be felt, shaping our quistral understanding of the world and reminding us that coherence is often less important than connection.

wika ko sa mababang tono. Patunayan niya. Hindi ako magpapadala sa kaniyang mabubulak-lak na salita. Ang mga salitang sinasabi niya ay parang sisidlan na walang kalaman-laman. Hindi iyon magkakaroon ng kahulugan hangga't hindi iyon nagkakaroon ng laman. Hanggat walang kahulugan ay wala din itong katotohanan.

I then stopped smiling for a second at syaka ako nanatiling nakatingin lang sakanya as I watch him trying to comprehend what I just said seconds ago. "Cause imagine living your life meaningless, hindi ba parang bawat saya, bawat ngiti, at bawat memoryang meron ka hindi mo lang din madadamdam kasi hindi mo alam yung meaning nun sa buhay mo?" I asked him pero hindi nya ako nasagot. Kaya naman I stood up from where I was sitting at syaka tumabi sakanya sa upuang malaki naman ang space. Sakto lang para sa dalawang tao.

Words without actions are meaningless but actions without words has no assurances. ••• TBC.

It's either, e-voice out ko na naiintindihan ko pero he will get the wrong idea naman. Kasi di'ba, karamihan sa lahat ng tao pati na rin siguro ako ay madalas na sinasabing 'Ayos lang', 'Okay lang', 'Naiintindihan ko' kahit kabaliktaran naman talaga ang meaning no'n. People always tell those words in order to pretend and to not worry others, lalo na't sa pamilya at importanteng tao sa kanila. More or less, silence means 'No', or 'Yes' it's unpredictable. Maybe, 'I don't want', or 'I don't want to', marami ring meaning so all that we could do is understand even if it's against our will.

Hindi na niya napigilan pa ang sarili. Naguguluhan siya sa mga ikinikilos nito. Hindi naman siya manhid pero ayaw niyang bigyan ng kahulugan ang ginagawa nito hangga't maaari. Ika nga sa kasabihan, words without action are meaningless but actions without words are confusing. At iyon ang nararamdaman niya ngayon. "Because I like you Mari…" Sagot nito na lalong nagpakulo ng kanyang dugo.