Nirvana All Apologies Lyrics Novels & Stories

Kinapa ko iyon at mayroon nga sa kanang bulsa. My hands were lightly shaking when I opened the folded white paper. Alyn, Baby, as you embark on your next destination to discover your self-worth, I wanted to take this opportunity to express my love for you. I know I have apologized many times, but right now, I am sorry again for all of your losses. I know that I can't turn back time or give their lives back to you, and that's the hardest thing for me. If only I had the power, I would do it for you.

Kahit mukha pa akong ewan ngayon sa mga taong nakapalibot samen. "I'm so sorry.. Sa lahat ng kasalanan ko sayo.. I'm so sorry kung naging pasakit ako sayo ng mahabang panahon... Patawad kung natagalan bago ko nalaman na mahal pala kita.. Sorry kung ngayon lang ako naging sigurado at I hope.. I hope hindi pa ko late for the last chance... Ava please.." Sandaling hindi siya nagsalita at talagang hiyang hiya na ako na gusto ko na lang lamunin ako ng buo ng lupa sa kinatatayuan ko.

Hindi na ako nakaangal nang bigla ako nitong niyakap nang mahigpit. For a moment, all my nerves calmed down. Ang kung ano-anong hindi ko maintindihan sa ‘king isipan ay kumalma at hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Kung dapat ko ba siyang yakapin pabalik o tumayo lang doon na parang tuod at tumunganga. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, waking me up from my reality. “I’m sorry for letting you suffer alone. I’m sorry I wasn’t there.”

Bawat hampas ng simoy ng hangin mula sa bintana ay siyang patak ng luha sa mga mata. “Sorry for letting you in pain. Sorry for creating a difficult situation that it’s hard to handle. Sorry for choosing to love anyone else rather than loving yourself. Sorry for the pain that my subconsciousness creates in order to be in this place. Sorry for not being able to love and care for you this time. Sorry for everything and sorry for hurting you deeply that creates a wound that it's so hard to heal right now. Please help me overcoming this and let shine again.” Nakatingala niyang hinaing sa sarili habang nakapikit.

Naramdaman ko ang paghaplos n'ya sa ulo ko kasabay nang pagpatong ng baba n'ya rito. "I'm sorry..." he said in his rasp voice. "If I didn't make you happy when I was your only hope," He added. Lalo lang lumakas ang paghagulgol ko habang yakap-yakap n'ya ako. "Sorry, kung wala ako sa tabi mo noong panahong kailangan na kailangan mo ako. Sorry kung hindi ko inisip 'yong sakit na mararamdaman mo sa tuwing iiwanan kitang mag-isa," namamaos na sabi n'ya. "I'm sorry..."

Sabi nila real man don't cry for himself but with this too much pain and loneliness inside me, it's hard to escape and to cry is the only way to lighten my pain. "Are you crying?" Napalingon ako. "Evone!" "Sorry kung pumasok na agad ako, bukas kasi ang pinto," paliwanag niya. "It's okay." Pinunas ko ang mga luha ko damit ang likod ng palad. "Hindi ko inaasahang ganito kita maabutan," saad niya at umupo sa kama ko. "I'm sorry," paghingi ko ng paumanhin.

“Avern—” “You asked,” she continued. “Before anything. Even when I was half out of my mind.” Her gaze held his. “Thank you.” His throat tightened painfully. “I was scared I’d lose you.” Hinaplos ng mga daliri niya ang pulso niya. Mahina, ngunit sinasadya. “You didn’t.” He looked down at their touch like it was something sacred. “I’m sorry,” he said. The apology finally escaped, raw and unpolished. “For everything. For pushing. For not listening sooner. For letting my fear lead instead of my sense.”

Kinlick niya iyon at nakitang nag-issue na nga ng statement si Noah ngunit ang nakasulat ay: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry everyone, because my private matters have taken up public resources, and I have brought a negative impact to society. Hereby, I sincerely apologize to everyone. At the same time, gusto ko ring mag-sorry sa asawa ko. I’m sorry, binigo kita sa loob ng maraming taon, and I am willing to accept any punishment. All the mistakes are caused by me alone. Sila ang biktima dito, mga inosente sila.” Natigilan si Ryan. matapos basahin ng tatlong beses para masigurong hindi siya nagkamali, bigla siyang sumigaw, “nababaliw na ba si Noah?”

My throat ran dry and I was immediately lost for words. "I'm sorry for talking too much. Naiintindihan ko naman kung hindi mo na ako gusto matapos ang lahat. I just really want to apologize to you so that I won't have any regrets anymore." Pilit siyang ngumiti bago umambang aalis na ngunit agad kong hinawakan ang kanyang kamay at muli siyang hinila papalapit sa akin.

Binuksan niya ang huling voice message na iyon. His voice was hoarse, and choked with sobs. "Althea, I'm sorry, I was wrong. I know I messed up. I'm an idiot. I deserve all that humiliation. Nasaktan kita... and I promised that I will never do that, pero nasaktan kita. I'm sorry, please. Please, just give me one more chance… Punish me however you want, tatanggapin ko kahit na anong gawin mo sa akin… even if you kill me, fine. Tatanggapin ko pa din. If you really need this trip, then fine. But I’ll wait at home for you to come back... Please come back. Mahal na mahal kita. Please... Hindi ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka."