No Control Lyrics Novels & Stories

“No, Lily. This is about control. Something you clearly forgot I own.” Saglit akong natahimik, hindi dahil sa takot kung hindi dahil sa sobrang kapal ng mukha niya. Control? You wish. Ngunit bago pa ako makasagot, walang babala at walang kahit anong pahiwatig na hinablot niya ang likod ng ulo ko at mariing hinalikan ako.

Napakagwapo pero hinding hindi ako mahuhulog sa taong eto kahit kailan. “You’re late,” he said flatly. I checked my watch, keeping my tone even. “I’m actually five minutes early.” “Early is on time. On time is late.” Napailing ako. “You really love control, don’t you?” A hint of a smirk curved his lips. “It’s what keeps everything from falling apart.” “Maybe not everything needs controlling,” sabi ko, kalmado pero may bahagyang hamon sa tono. “Everything,” he countered, “except people who already know their place.”

Nang bumalik ang tingin ko sa kanya ay titig na titig na siya sa akin. I don't wish to change you You've got it under control You wake up each day different Another reason for me to keep holdin' on I'm not attached to any way you're showing up I'm just gonna love you like the woman I love Iginiya niya ako na sumayaw kahit pa nga para lang kaming naglalakad paikot. Yeah I'm gonna love you, oh, yeah Tumitig siya sa mga mata ko at nakita ko sa mga mata niya yung pagkaseryoso habang kinakanta yun.

Nakakapagod nang masaktan ng paulit ulit. Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow And every second I waste is more than I can take!

sabi ko. “Bakit ganito ka.” Hindi siya gumalaw. Hindi rin siya umimik. “You don’t just control situations.” Huminto ako sandali. “You control people.” Mas lalong tumahimik ang paligid. “At ngayon…” Tumingin ako diretso sa kanya. “You’re trying to control me.” “No.” Mabilis ang sagot niya. Pero hindi ako umatras. “Yes.” Hindi na siya nagsalita ulit.

"Alam kong wala ka naman talagang ginawang masama, kagaya nga ng sabi ko sa'yo. Alam kong may komokontrol lang sa'yo noo." Naguguluhan siyang napatingin dito. "Komokontrol? I don't understand you?" tanong nito sa kanya. "Wala ka sa sarili mo kaya mo nagawa iyon. Nang pagtangkaan mo akong gahasain." "Oo alam ko. Hindi ko nga alam kung nakainom ba ako ng drugs no'n o ano eh, basta na lang naging gano'n ako."

“Adrian, bakit mo nasabi yan?” Huminga ito ng malalim. “Because I’ve always been in control of everything. My career, my image, my life. Pero sa’yo… I can’t control anything. Hindi ko alam kung paano kita mapapanatili. All I can do is fight for you. And sometimes, natatakot ako baka hindi sapat yun.”

Parang wala kaming espasyo sa mundo nila. “Wala kang ibang pupuntahan,” dagdag niya, kalmado pa rin, pero mas mabigat na ngayon. Dahan-dahan akong huminga. Isa. Dalawa. Para pakalmahin ang sarili ko, kahit alam kong hindi na ito tungkol sa kalmado. Ito na ang tungkol sa kontrol. “Hindi ako sasama sa’yo,” sabi ko, mahina pero pilit matatag.

Kinuha niya ang wireless mic at nagsimula na. I'm breathing I'm feeling alone I know Agad na naghiyawan ang mga tao sa loob. that you're leaving While we're still undone It's gone right before our faces Gone without a trace We had something special I don't need no space So come back now Won't you give me some hope, come on I'll be dancing like nobody is watching And I wanna be what you need for a second 'Cause I'm into you Now I'm trying to get you attention

My life's out of focus and so are my views I need you to give me the strength to go on A reason for hope and writing this song Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Whoa, without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day