Regrettable Novels & Stories

sarkastikong wika ko. Nanatili lang ang matalim kong tingin sa kanilang lahat. Hindi ko matatanggap ang sinasabi nila kanina. Hindi ko matanggap ang sisi nila. I regretted taking the deal, but it wasn’t my fault. Hindi ko ginusto ang nangyari. I can accept my failure but I can’t accept their words.

Sa puntong iyon ay bumuhos na ang luha ni Margaux na halos mapaupo na sa lapag, hindi na niya napigilan ang pagnginig nang kaniyang balikat. "Hmmmm sob*sob* hmmm I am so sorry...hmmmmm sorry love...hmmmm but I need t do this, sana mapatawad mo ako in time, hmmm sob*sob* hmmmm I have no choice....hmmmm sob*sob* hmmmm"

Umubo muna ito bago mag-salita. “Regret.” matipid na sagot nito. “Because of fame and money, I become reckless and violent. I know that I can't turn back time, so here I am surrendering myself to you for the crime I have committed. Forgive me,Brother. I understand if you are mad, angry at me. I will surrender myself to the police,If i go back home.” mahabang wika nito.

"I'm tired, Giovanna. I'm tired of doing this..." Hindi na ako makahinga pero patuloy pa rin ang pagbagsak ng mga luha kong kanina pa nag-aantay makalabas at ang mga panibagong luha ulit na ngayon ay nag-aaantay nang makalabas. It feels like crying became my habit and lying is his. For the first time in my life, I really regret such an important thing. Marriage. I regret being married. To him. I regret losing my mom, my dad, him, and myself. I regret all of those. I'm exhausted because of too much remorse.

Betrayal is for her heart. Ang dali-daling ipagkanulo ng kaniyang puso ang buo niyang katawan, makita niya lang na nahihirapan at nasasaktan si Greig ay parang nahihirapan at nasasaktan din siya. And lastly, regrets. Regrets for herself. Bakit pa ba siya nananatili sa tabi nito? Napapahamak lamang siya at ang kaniyang baby.

I said. Kitang-kita ko ang panghihina sa mga mata niya. Kita ko ang sakit at pagsisi dito pero wala akong maramdamang awa sa kanya. Kung totoong mahalaga ako sa kanya, bakit niya hinayaang mangyari sa akin to? Kung totoong mahalaga ako sa kanya bakit niya ako iniwan? "I'm sorry, baby... I regret everything I did to you. I'm wrong... I'm very wrong." he looks so fragile. Bakas ang takot sa mga mata niya habang nakatitig sa akin.

Gusto kong bumalik kasi lumalakas na din ang ulan, pero bago pa ako makagalaw, narinig ko siya. “Do you regret those nights, Sage?” Parang kumalabog ‘yung mundo ko. Napatigil ako, hindi siya lumingon, pero alam niyang nandito ako. “Regret?” ulit ko. “Yeah,” mahina niyang sabi. “Those nights, in here.” Huminga ako nang malalim. “I regret what it turned us into,” sagot ko nang mabagal. “Pero hindi yung naramdaman ko.”

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.

Kahit na ramdam ko na medyo masakit ang katawan ko, wala kong mahanap na pagsisisi. I can't find regrets in me after doing that to him, as years ago when I did it with him, until now, there was no regret. Sinubukan kong hanapin ang kahit kaunting pagsisisi para may dahilan ako na putulin ang usapang iyon, pero wala. But even so, even if there is no regret, there is still fear in me that tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, my life will be messed up again at muling mahirapan na ayusin ulit.

Remon smiled at me and stand up. "Remember this," he paused and took a deep breath bago magsalita ulit. "I love you so much, I didn't regret of loving you, I regret what I've done to you, Yhra. Ikaw ang pinaka magandang nangyare sa buhay ko, having you was the best moments in my life, I won't justify what I done wrong to you, and I know that sorry is not enough for every single shits that I made before." Remon close his eyes and his tears fall down on his cheeks.