Past Tense Of Regret の小説・ストーリー

tanong niya at hinaplos ang pisngi nito. Biglang nagdilim ang ekspresyon nito kasabay ng pagbigat ng paghinga. "You'll regret it. Something will happen that you will surely regret," pabulong nitong sambit. Napakagat siya ng labi. Even his whispering voice sounded so hot and tempting.

Bawat salitang binibitawan niya ay nagmamarka sa isip ko, kahit anong waksi ko at pag-alis ay natatandaan ko pa rin nang mabuti. "Huli ko na rin napagtanto na I should have take our relationship to the next level, at hindi nag-file ng divorce..." Humakbang siya palapit sa akin, ilang inches na lang ang pagitan ng mga mukha namin sa isa't-isa. "I was immature and asshole. But I still wanna ask you to give me another chance to prove myself to you." Sasabog na ata ang puso ko. I'm shaking, my toes are shaking. Hindi ako alam kung anong gagawin ko. Hindi ko pa rin mahanap ang tamang salita na sasabihin sa kanya.

"I want to but I can't. Dahil alam ko ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit nangyari ang lahat ng iyon. Ako ang puno't dulo ng lahat at isa pa, tinanggap ko naman lahat ng sakit. Ako naman ang nagpakatanga kaya bakit ako magagalit kung sa una palang ako rin naman ang nagpaubaya. Isa pa, minahal naman kita noon." "Noon" pag-ulit niya sa huli kong sinabi na para bang ang sakit ng linyang iyon para sa kaniya. Pinilit ko na lang iyong ignorahin. Kung ano mang pumapasok sa isipan ko ay tanging babaliwain ko lamang. Matamlay siyang ngumiti sa akin. "Alam kong late na pero sorry for everything Cathy. I know that sorry can't change the past but I want to tell you that I regret everything. I regret lettin

"I'm tired, Giovanna. I'm tired of doing this..." Hindi na ako makahinga pero patuloy pa rin ang pagbagsak ng mga luha kong kanina pa nag-aantay makalabas at ang mga panibagong luha ulit na ngayon ay nag-aaantay nang makalabas. It feels like crying became my habit and lying is his. For the first time in my life, I really regret such an important thing. Marriage. I regret being married. To him. I regret losing my mom, my dad, him, and myself. I regret all of those. I'm exhausted because of too much remorse.

Kaya para matigil na s'ya sa ginagawa n'ya, naisip ko nang harapin s'ya for once and for all. "Cali," he began, his voice husky with emotion, "I know I messed up. I know I hurt you. But I've changed. I've spent years regretting my choices, wishing I could turn back time." His words washed over me, a tidal wave of regret and longing. I knew he was sincere, I could see it in his eyes, in the way his shoulders slumped with the weight of his past mistakes. But the pain of his absence, the years of loneliness and fear, still lingered, a phantom limb that throbbed with every beat of my heart.

“Are you having regrets?” tanong nito nang sundan siya nito sa balkonahe ng condo ahbang nakatanaw siya sa kadiliman ng gabi. Halos alas onse na silang nakabalik. “I will never regret today,” sinsero niyang sagot. Yumakap ito sa kanya habang pareho silang nakatanaw sa iisang direksyon. “Ikaw?” “The only regret I have is not giving you the proper wedding that you deserve. Aayusin ko lang ang problema namin ni Dad –“

Kung ako ang tatanungin, I wouldn’t be satisfied about having only ten dates with him. “Of course not, it was only an example. The truth is I want to have long dates with you, forever. If you will allow me, Athena… I’ll make it up for every bad thing I did to you. I’ll chase the time back if that’s the only way we could have our happy ever after.” “It’s fine, Cristoff… really. Regrets will only eat us away like nothing else, so let’s just forget about it. I don’t want to regret everything because that’s what brought us here.”

"O, ba't parang affected ka?" "Wala, Cza.. pero kilala mo naman si Levi, 'di ba?" "Oo, 'yung na-i'kwento mo sa aking guy na nanliligaw sa'yo." "Nanligaw, Cza." "Ay! Past tense agad. Bakit? Anong nangyari?" She sighed sharply. "Binasted ko siya, e." "Ano?"

Hindi ako umatras. Kahit sobrang lapit na niya. Kahit ramdam ko na yung bigat ng presensya niya. “Then maybe you stopped looking for better ones.” Doon siya natahimik. Mas matagal kaysa dati. At doon ko nakita ulit yung crack. Yung parte niya na pilit niyang tinatago. Pagod. Regret. At isang bagay na ayaw niyang aminin kahit sa sarili niya.

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.