Novel & Cerita The Broken Ring : This Marriage Will Fail Anyway

Wala naman itong pakialam. Ngayon, baka wala na ring lakas si Mayumi na magmahal ng iba pang tao. Ang pagmamahal niya ay nagsimula sa hindi tamang panahon. At tuluyan na itong namatay dahil kay Miguel. Kung sakaling hindi na siya makatagpo ng taong mamahalin, siguro hindi na siya mag-aasawa o magkakaroon ng anak habang buhay.

FUCK! SHE'S SEDUCING ME RIGHT NOW! AT WALA AKONG LAKAS NG LOOB PARA TUMANGGI! SHE REALLY KNOWS MY WEAKNESSES! Huminga ako nang malalim at mariing ko siyang hinawakan sa kanyang mga balikat. Pilit kong ibinabalik ang huwisyo ko sa sarili. "Stop it, Samantha. Hindi na kita pwedeng balikan pa. I'm already married," matigas na sabi ko sa kanya.

Nakatuon ang aking atensyon sa kaniyang ginagawa sa aking dibdib at sa kaniyang dila na lumalakbay sa aking pisngi pabalik sa aking nakaawang na mga labi. “I love you...” bulong niya na katulad kanina, punong-puno ng pagnanasa ngunit parang umaalingawngaw lamang ang kaniyang boses sa aking pandinig at mapurol iyon. Hindi ko magawang magsalita, ni mag-isip ng mga salita sa aking isipan ay nahihirapan akong gawin. I want to recognize his voice but it was muffled and dull. The only thing that I notice about it is the intensity of lust in his tone.

Lumalambot ang ekspresyon niya kaya alam kong may pag-asang makuha ko siya. “Sabihin mo sa ‘kin kung magkano ang perang kailangan mo sa paghihiwalay natin and I’m willing to give it to you, susuportahan ko rin ang anak natin kung gusto mo siyang kunin. I promise, I’ll make it right for us, hindi man tayo magmahalan, at least, we can still be friends inside marriage.” Binawi niya ang kamay niya. “I want a fair contract.”

Tama na. I looked at my ring finger and tears didn’t fall unbelievably. I just feel pure pity for myself. I don’t feel pain anymore because my heart went stone cold from all the heartbreak I’ve been through. Slowly and calmly, I removed my wedding ring. I shut my eyes tightly, thinking that if I remove this, I will be completely out of his life because I don’t want it anymore… I’m finally giving up after endless tries. That’s it. I’m walking out of his life now because this is what he wanted in the very first place. This marriage between us should have never happened.

Hindi ko siya kayang saktan. Pinahiga ko siya ng maayos habang hinihimas ang alaga ko. Hinalikan ko ang iba't ibang parte ng katawan niya. I can't wait to marry her. Siniil ko ulit siya ng halik. Nawawala na rin ako sa sarili ko. Naglalakbay na naman ang kamay ko sa iba't ibang parte ng katawan niya. Hinanda ko rin ang sarili ko sa pagpasok. I'm gonna break the promise that I have made for her - that we'll do this thing after we got married. Pero biglang nagbago ang plano ko nang nakipaghiwalay siya sa akin kahapon. She broke up with me. She return the necklace and the two rings that I have given to her because of misunderstanding. I can't afford to lose her. I want to keep her.

I don't know why we need to explain, buti na lang at hindi nila nahalata ang pekeng kasalan na ‘to. May mga maid na akong ka-close at nagtatampo sa di raw nila ako nakitang naikasal sa boss nila. Ganoon rin ang napag-usapan namin ng pamilya ni Rowan, nagtampo rin sila. Rowan immediately explain that our weeding was private, and it might be a chaotic weeding when we set up it in public. I don't know what Rowan want to explain, I don't really know, I really didn't get it. But his family suddenly agreed one by one. It was unexpectedly a marriage talaga. I used to agree because of money. And Rowan also thinks the same. The marriage we never meant because of each person's desire. And our desire i

“Now that everything is clear, I don’t think I will let what happened before ruin us again. So yes, I am willing to wear it again.” Ngumiti siya pagkuwa’y isinuot sa akin ang wedding ring ko. “I will not let you get away from me again. And I promise you, I will not let anyone ruin us again.” He hugged me. “If I have to fight everyone just to keep us together, I will do it. Whoever they are.”

The young man visibly deflated, parang malaking aso na nawalan ng energy. A hint of pity flickered in her eyes, but she still said firmly, “I’m sorry. I’m already married.” Tinaas niya ang kamay, ipinakita ang kumikislap na diamond wedding ring. Nang makita iyon, tuluyan nang nawala ang pag-asa ng lalaki. Yumuko siya nang magalang. “I’m sorry to have bothered you.” Umalis itong nakayuko, halos nagmamadali. Czarina watched his retreating figure, a small smile touching her lips—along with a faint envy.

And it's not an assurance that having a child -real or adopted will save their marriage. "Talking while your husband is half naked and to also see that he even hug and kiss your dearest trusted friend. . . it is not just a casual talk, Rowena," dagdag pa nito. Jasmine is really determine to create a big fire to make Rowena burn in so much madness against her husband and trusted friend, that is why she's adding more fuel into it. Para ng mababaliw si Rowena sa mga naiisip at naririnig. . . she's gradually breaking into pieces but still can't cope it up.