You Were My Strength When I Was Weak นิยาย & เรื่องราว

You don't have to say love me You don't have to say nothing You don't have to say you're mine Honey I'd walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Like it's the only thing I'll ever do Like it's the only thing I'll ever do Hindi ko na namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako sa kanyang mahinang himig. Nang magising ako ay wala na ang pagkirot ng ulo ko at maliwanag na sa buong silid. Ako na lang mag-isa sa kama. Agad akong napabalikwas ng bangon nang makaramdam na parang hinahalukay ang bituka ko. Para akong nasusuka. Napatakbo ako sa loob ng banyo habang hawak ang sarili kong bibig at sumuka ng puro tubig lang.

Ang umalma siyang kalimutan namin ‘yon? “Danger will be your shadow if youre with me, Mia.” “You sounds explaining.” “Youll be a great target in my emenies eyes.” “You don’t have to explain. I don’t need it.” Sa conversation namin ngayon, sakit at galit lang ang binubuo niya sa dibdib ko. “Potential for weakness.” “You can stop saying anything. What happened doesn’t really bothers me.” Hanggang tainga ko lang ang sinasabi niya sa ngayon, hindi na umaabot sa utak ko dahil gusto kong umalis na sya!

"Hush baby, you're strong and brave, right? Don't cry, it's okay..." Mariin kong kinagat ang labi ko habang nakatakip pa rin ang palad sa aking tenga. Hindi ko na kaya, but that voice... Nico's voice. He calmed me for a moment. But still... the pain was still there. In my heart. Can I take it? Can I endure it? Nobody knows what I had been through. I am fighting alone, and no one can help me except for myself.

“I know that I’ve said some mean words to you before and I want to apologize properly for that. And I also want you to know that, you don't have to act strong in front of everyone, especially to me.” His voice was gentle that could melt my heart. I sighed. “But I'm really strong.” Tumango siya at ngumiti. “Yes, I know. But you also need to be protected. Minsan kapag pinipilit mong maging malakas, nagiging manhid na ang puso.” “But I don't want to be weak. Masasaktan ako kapag naging mahina ako.” He leaned closer until he was just an inch apart from me. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall.

Ang kaninang bakas ng awa sa muka ni Camina ay napalitan ng paghanga. “You're so strong, Ezra; sa ating dalawa alam kong ikaw ang mas nasasaktan dahil mag-asawa na kayo at may anak na kayo, pero nagagawa mo pa ring ngumiti at damayan ako sa problema ko; samantalang ako hindi pa naman talaga gano'n katagal ang relasyon namin, pero parang mas nasasaktan pa 'ko ke'sa sa 'yo,” humahangang saad nito sa kaniya, kaya marahan siyang umiling.

And I'm trying to help to prevent them from falling into tragedy, but, I, myself too, feel weak. Mas lalo akong napadaing nang gumamit ako ng mahika upang protektahan sila. The more I throw powers, the more I get weak. Please, give me more strength to protect them. Namimilipit ako sa sakit nang maramdaman ko ang paggalaw ng aking anak sa loob ng aking tiyan. Halos maluha ako nang makita ang unti-unti pagkabura ng aking kamay. I'm vanishing again.

----It's Time after time after time I've tried to fight it But your love is strong it keeps on holding on Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading In my condition I don't want to be alone--- ----'Cause my heart starts beating triple time, with thoughts of loving you on my mind I can't figure out just what to do, when the cause and cure is you---- ---I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak I lose all control and something takes over me In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase I want you to stay with me, by my side I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet It knocks me right off of my feet I can't explain why your loving makes me weak----

Parang may kuwentong malagim na sa likod ng sinabi niya. ** KINAGABIHAN, habang nakaupo kami sa labas ng kubo at pinapanood ang mga bituin, biglang nagsalita si Czedric. “You’re strong, you know,” sabi niya nang hindi tumingin sa akin. “Strong?” tanong ko na hindi makapaniwala. “I don’t feel strong at all. Ngumiti siya, pero malungkot ang mga mata. “You survived something most people wouldn’t. You’re still here. That’s strength.”

Tinutukso ako nitong lumusong kaya tumayo ako at tulalang tumitig sa tubig. "How can I live with your son without you?" I asked while my tears non stop flowing on both of my cheeks. "How can I promise that I can be a good mother without you?" I became dependent on him... because he's the strongest man I met... And now that I feel weak, how can I? How can I even be stronger? Nagiiyak na lang ako habang nakatanaw sa malawak na karagatan habang naninikip ang dibdib kaya muli akong sumigaw.

Like the song, you're my strength, my energy without you I can't stand. "You are like the sun to me, You lighten up my dark world because you're my source of energy. When I'm tired, just a glance of you makes me strong again. So tell me why would I leave you? I love you so much to the point that I can't imagine my self without you in it..." Hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko at ngumiti Kaunting-kaunti na lang ay talagang lalanggamin na kami rito. May kumagat nga sa paa ko kanina, eh.