You Were My Strength When I Was Weak นิยาย & เรื่องราว

She's my strength and my weakness at the same time. Inalalayan niya ako papunta sa kotse at doon ay hindi niya talaga ako iniwan at muli akong napaiyak. Nakakabakla man pero tao parin ako nasasaktan lahat tayo umiiyak pero hindi natural saaming mga lalaki ang makita niyong umiiyak kaya kapag may tao kaming iniyakan ibig sabihin talagang napaka importante non saamin.

When the visions around you Bring tears to your eyes And all that surrounds you Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength I'll give you hope Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call Was standing here all along And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you

Hindi ito ang oras para ipakitang kinakabahan ako sa susunod na mangyayari. Act strong even if you're not. Don't give them the satisfaction of seeing you weak... That's what Mommy said one time she saw me crying in my room because Ate and I argued. That line was one of the reason why I was confident back then in standing on my own feet.

And it was all enough for me. I never thought that I would come to this point of my life where I’d feel vulnerable and weak—seeking for someone to finally understand what I really felt and feel. And this all happened because I met Zachary. I wasn’t aware of it at first because I continued to deny what I was starting to feel and hope, but now... it’s all visible. Everything is clear. I am not strong. I was never strong.

Sumusuko na ako. Ayaw ko na. Even the strongest person fall. …and this is my downfall. I’m so sick and tired of this life. I’m so sick and tired of living this life in pain and sufferings.

Because of this bad decisions of her, I can’t recognize my grandmother whom I used to treat like my best friend before. Pilit pa rin akong nagpumiglas at ginagawa lahat ng makakaya ko para makatakas pero nauubos lang ang lakas ko. I got weaker and weaker these past few days. Ni hindi ko alam kung may panghuhugutan pa ba ako ng lakas.

O baka pinakiramdaman niya ako kasi hindi ako nagsasabi ng nararamdaman ko? “Ano ba ang papel ko sa buhay mo? Hindi ba sabi ko sayo that I will always be here for you, through your ups and down?Boo, dito lang ako ah.Alam ko naman na hindi ka nagsasabi sa akin ng totoo minsan dahil ayaw mo ako na mag-alala, pero Boo, I am your husband. You should have told me your worries and everything. Gusto ko na ako ang magiging lakas mo sa panahon na mahina ka,” I couldn't help it but burst crying. “Boo,look at me. I committed my life, and love for you and for our family. I want to be your strength whenever you're weak,”

I felt all of it, then buried it so deep that nothing could reach it again. That day, something inside me broke. I left that church hollow, humiliated, and with a heart turned to ice. Ngunit isang bagay ang tumimo sa isip at puso ko, that heartbreak didn’t destroy me. It becomes my strength and motivation to continue proving myself to others. I told myself that if I weren’t enough for her, I’d become someone no one would dare walk away from again.

"What a pathetic b*tch." "Hey, it's okay. You are not alone. I'm here and I will stay. Kahit ipagtabuyan mo ‘ko, I'll be here. I'll be here for you when nobody can. I'll comfort you and make you feel worthy when no one will. I'll love you when nobody does."

(I'm not the one) 'Cause you've made me stronger by breaking my heart You ended my life and made a better one start You've taught me everything From falling in love, to letting go of a lie Yes, you've made me stronger, baby By saying You've made me stronger by breaking my heart You ended my life and made a better one start You've taught me everything From falling in love, to letting go of a lie Yes, you've made me stronger, baby By saying goodbye, goodbye You've made me stronger, baby By saying goodbye.... Yeheyyyyyyyy thank you ate Lessery. I love you....hinalikan pa niya ako sa pisngi. Ngunit ng lumingon ako sa kanang bahagi. Nakita kong naglalakad papalapit ang pamilya ko. Kasama pa nila