LOGINBashira sudah siap dijodohkan dengan laki-laki yang dikenal orang sebagai sosok yang kejam, berdarah dingin dan juga 'anak haram'. Tapi siapa sangka kalau laki-laki itu ternyata ....
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There’s something about the cold air at the orphanage that always stings my eyes, maybe it’s the wind or maybe it’s just me being overly emotional again.
I come here every December, like clockwork. It started as something... something to keep my hands busy. I told myself I was just dropping off knitted scarves and cookies. But really, I think I just needed to be around kids, any kids. Even if they weren’t mine.
“Miss Tessa!” one of the little girls called as she ran up to me, her boots crunching in the gravel. Her name was Lila. She couldn’t be more than six years old, with messy pigtails and a chipped front tooth.
I knelt down to her level and held out a soft pink scarf. “This one’s yours.”
Her face lit up like I’d just handed her gold. “It’s so soft!” she squealed, wrapping it clumsily around her neck. “Did you really make this?”
“I did,” I said with a smile. “All by hand.”
“It smells like cookies,” she added, sniffing it.
I laughed a little. “That’s probably because I spilled vanilla extract on the yarn last week.”
She giggled and threw her arms around me. “You’re the best.”
For a second, I froze. That kind of affection… it always catches me off guard. I slowly hugged her back, pressing my nose into her hair and letting my eyes fall shut. I knew I wasn’t supposed to have favorites, but this little girl reminded me so much of how I imagined my daughter would’ve been. Sweet. Bright. Clumsy in the cutest way.
“You spoil them,” came a gentle voice behind me.
I stood and turned to see Sister Helena, hands folded in front of her, eyes warm like always.
“I try,” I replied softly. “I think they deserve it.”
She nodded. “You have a very generous heart.”
“I think I just have too much love with nowhere to put it.”
She didn’t say anything to that... just smiled, like she understood more than I was ready to admit.
The other donors and socialites were gathered on the other side of the courtyard, sipping hot tea and making shallow conversation. I knew I had to head over eventually. It was expected. Richard always said I didn’t have to mingle if I didn’t want to, but avoiding them just made the whispers worse.
So I walked over, adjusting my coat, putting on that calm, polite face I’d perfected over the years.
“Oh, look who’s finally joining us,” said Evelyn, the queen bee of high society, her voice dripping with false sweetness. “We were wondering if the children kidnapped you.”
I smiled politely. “They’re much better company.”
A few of the women laughed, but Evelyn’s smirk didn’t falter.
“You really do love these little charity visits, don’t you?” she went on. “It’s admirable, considering how… unmotherly your life has turned out.”
I felt that one in my chest. But I didn’t flinch. “Giving back doesn’t require children of your own.”
“Still,” she continued, “it must be hard. All that effort, all those doctors. And nothing.”
The others stayed quiet. Some glanced away. No one ever stood up to Evelyn. Not even me.
“Richard’s such a patient man,” she added casually, sipping her tea. “If it were my husband, he would’ve found a solution by now. A surrogate, at least.”
I hated that my throat burned. I hated that she knew it got to me.
Before I could think of a reply, someone else jumped in.
“You know,” said Clarissa Langford, leaning forward like she was sharing a secret, “there’s a boy inside who looks exactly like your husband. Same eyes, same jawline. I thought for a moment he might actually be Richard’s.”
My stomach turned.
They knew what they were doing. They wanted me to break.
I set my teacup down slowly and looked Clarissa right in the eye. “You’re disgusting.”
She didn’t like that. And the next second, her hand flew toward me, and she slapped me across the face.
It wasn’t the hardest slap in the world, but it stunned me. The sting spread across my cheek like fire, and for a second, I couldn’t move. I could feel all their eyes on me... some shocked, some smug, none brave enough to say a word.
“Clarissa” someone murmured, but no one intervened.
I slowly lifted my hand to my cheek, still too stunned to speak.
Then I heard footsteps. Fast ones.
“Tessa?”
I turned, and there he was… Richard storming toward me like a man on a mission. His brows were furrowed, lips tight with worry. His gaze swept over me, then locked onto my eyes, that familiar look of panic surfacing. "Are you alright?" he asked, reaching up to gently cup my face, his thumb brushing just beneath one eye. "We should go to the hospital, just to be sure." But there was no need. I was fine, just a little shaken. Still, his overprotectiveness was something I had grown used to especially when it came to my eyes.
His eyes zeroed in on the red scratch under my eye and when he saw the mark, something inside him snapped. I could see it. His jaw clenched, his hands balled into fists.
He turned to her like a storm with a name.
“You touched her?”
“She was—” Clarissa began, but her voice shook now.
“You scratched her face?”
His voice was ice. Lethal. Even the other women backed up a little.
“If that nail had gone a centimeter higher—” He broke off and dragged a hand over his jaw. “Do you even realize what you just did?”
Clarissa’s mouth opened and closed like a fish. “It was just a slap. She provoked me!”
“She’s bleeding, you psychopath.”
“She was being rude,” Clarissa said, suddenly not so smug.
Richard stepped forward, slow and deliberate. “If you ever put your hands on her again, I swear I will make sure your husband’s company loses every contract we hold. And trust me, that’s a lot of money.”
Clarissa went pale.
He turned to the others. “And the rest of you? You just stood there?”
No one met his gaze.
“Cowards,” he muttered.
Then he turned back to me, gently brushing my hair away from my cheek. “Let’s go.”
He led me away from the courtyard, his arm protectively around my shoulders.
When we were out of sight, I finally let out a shaky breath.
“Thank you,” I whispered.
He stopped walking and turned to me, cupping my face in his hands.
“I should’ve been there,” he said. “I never should’ve let you face them alone.”
“It’s not your fault,” I murmured.
His thumbs brushed over my cheeks, and his eyes searched mine. “Tessa, listen to me. I don’t care what they say. I don’t care about children, or heirs, or any of that. I married you because… because I love you. Because you see me, and you still choose me. That’s more than I deserve.”
Tears welled in my eyes, but I nodded. “You’re everything to me.”
“And you’re everything to me,” he whispered. “And if I have to fight every spoiled woman in this city to protect you, I will. Gladly.”
Bab 59 Kebersamaan "Jangan takut sama Tante Lita ataupun Dania. Mereka gak punya kuasa apa-apa di sini." Bashira menenangkan empat asisten rumah tangganya."Terima kasih, Non, sudah datang dan membela kami," ucap Asih mewakili teman-temannya."Sama-sama, Bi. Aku juga makasih, karena Bibi dan yang lain lebih mendengarkan apa kata Kakek Gunawan.""Kami semua akan selalu berada di pihak Non Shira dan Pak Gunawan."Bashira tersenyum mendengarnya, seperti mendapat teman setia yang tak akan pernah pergi dari sisinya."Sekarang Bibi dan yang lain kembali bekerja, ya. Kalau Tante Lita berulah lagi, jangan sungkan memberi tahu aku." Bashira lantas meninggalkan dapur.Perempuan itu naik ke lantai dua, berganti baju dan membawa baju ganti lainnya. Malam ini ia akan menginap lagi di hotel. Hatinya yang masih kecewa pada Hadi, enggan sekali bertemu dengan lelaki paruh baya itu.Setelah selesai bersiap dan menenteng satu paper bag juga tas kerja, Bashira kembali ke bawah. Saat itulah ia berpapasan
Bab 58 Menahan MaluDatangnya Gunawan dengan membawa peringatan, otomatis membuat posisi Hadi semakin terancam. Selama beberapa saat, ia dan Lita kompak membisu di tempat semula."Pak Gunawan terlalu ikut campur, Pa. Dia merasa lebih berhak atas Bashira, padahal Papa adalah ayah kandung anak itu!" Lita menoleh pada Hadi, berucap sangat pelan tapi sarat akan amarah yang cukup besar.Hadi diam saja."Segera lakukan sesuatu, Pa, supaya Pak Gunawan tidak memandang rendah posisi Papa di rumah ini.""Diam, Ma!" titah Hadi tak mau mendengar apa pun lagi. "Papa Gunawan tau semua yang terjadi pada kita dan Bashira. Itu artinya, dia punya mata-mata di rumah ini."Lita melotot mendengar itu. Ia lekat menatap Hadi."Jadi maksud Papa ... semua orang yang bekerja di sini tunduk pada Pak Gunawan?"Hadi tak mau menjawab pertanyaan itu. Ia memilih berdiri."Mau ke mana, Pa?""Jangan pernah sekali pun membicarakan pernikahan Bashira dan Sabian di rumah ini.""Gak bisa begitu, Pa!" bentak Lita tak terim
Bab 57 Ancaman Gunawan"Kita berdua tidak punya masalah, Ra!""Punya!" timpal Bashira mengingatkan. "Jangan pernah lupakan masalah yang Papa timbulkan sendiri!""Masalah apa maksud kamu ini? Kamu membuat seakan-akan Papa adalah orang tua yang buruk!"Bashira menatap tajam Hadi. Andai lelaki paruh baya itu bukan ayah kandungnya, mungkin ia akan langsung meludahinya tanpa ragu. Semua itu dikarenakan, Hadi sangat playing victim."Pertama, Papa mendesak supaya aku membantu Papa mendapatkan posisi lebih tinggi di hotel ini. Karena aku menolak, Papa makin berubah dan menganaktirikan aku. Kedua, Papa menyetujui hubungan Dania dan Arion, dengan maksud supaya aku merasa terusik, bukan? Dan yang ketiga, Papa terang-terangan menjadikan Dania prioritas." Bashira membeberkan semuanya tanpa ragu.Lita melotot mendengarnya. Sungguh berani sekali Bashira bicara panjang lebar seperti itu. Sementara Hadi dibuat bungkam seketika. Lelaki paruh baya itu perlahan mundur, satu hal yang membuat Lita menggera
Bab 56 Amarah Di Tengah MalamDada Lita seakan dihantam habis-habisan mendengar berita itu. Ia gegas berdiri. Gerakannya yang cepat dan tiba-tiba itu membuat Hadi terusik dari tidurnya."Ada apa, Ma?" tanya Hadi, dengan mata yang belum sepenuhnya terbuka.Lita tak menjawab. Ia masih sibuk mendengar ocehan Dania di telepon. "Sudah kamu pastikan, Dan, kalau Arion gak mengarang cerita?""Ya ampun, Ma, buat apa Arion mengarang cerita? Dari tadi mukanya kusut, aku sampai gak bisa bikin dia terangsang!" ucap Dania frontal."Ini semua gak bisa dibiarkan!" Lita langsung menatap tajam pada Hadi, setelah memutus panggilannya dengan Dania begitu saja. "Kenapa Papa gak ngasih tau Mama, kalau pernikahan Bashira dan Sabian akan dipercepat?""Apa?" Hadi bertanya linglung."Bashira dan Sabian akan menikah tahun ini, Pa! Papa pasti sudah tau kan?" tuduh Lita dengan jari mengacung ke wajah Hadi."Papa sama sekali gak tau soal itu, Ma!" sanggah Hadi. Lelaki paruh baya itu lekas meninggalkan kamar, henda
Bab 24 Pertengkaran Hadi dan Bashira"Pa, kenapa urusan di luar belum selesai juga? Ayo cepat pulang! Barusan Bashira mengamuk dan hampir menampar Dania!"Telepon dari istrinya membuat Hadi terpaksa menyudahi pertemuan dengan orang penting. Ya, lelaki paruh baya itu mampir ke tempat lain setelah pu
Bab 22 Minta Maaf Lagi?"Boleh aku bertanya, Ra?" Sabian memulai pembicaraan lebih dulu, setelah lima menit terlewati begitu saja, sejak mereka masuk ke dalam mobil dan melakukan perjalan pulang menuju kediaman Bashira.Bashira menoleh sebentar, memberikan anggukan kepala sebagai izin."Ada masalah
Bab 21 Perubahan SikapBashira kerap memikirkan sikap Hadi, mulai menyalahkan diri sendiri karena tak bisa memenuhi keinginan sang ayah. Namun, Bashira benar-benar tidak bisa berbuat banyak, jika keinginan Hadi bersinggungan langsung dengan Hotel Pakusadewo.Begitulah hidup Bashira. Setelah mendian
Bab 20 Menyiram Bensin Ke Dalam ApiKabar diangkatnya Sabian menjadi wakil direktur telah menyebar, tak hanya menciptakan kehebohan di keluarga Atmadja, tapi Lita dan Dania yang bukan siapa-siapa dan tak memiliki pengaruh apa-apa, menjadi sangat heboh sekaligus tidak tenang."Aku gak habis pikir sa






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